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DECEMBER 15, 2001
So i'm sick again... and that sucks. I go home in 4 days and thats kinda exciting or maybe not so much. my parents are going to florida and that is soooooo exciting! :D i'm also going to karolena's for christmas...it'll be my first christmas ever! yay! this week has been completely crazy....on thursday nite me kar and tine decided to go to seaside and do some crazy stuff, and somehow anthony and matt from Phi sig ended up coming along and we had the best time ever, breaking into the amusement park and taking stuff from the rides.....it was fun :). we're going back this weekend and i cant wait.... we get to chill at anthony's beach house and get druuuuuuuuuuuunk... yay! anyway, i'm somewhat excited to come home, but the thing is i'm gonnna be spending so much time with my friends from school more than my friends from home, its a lil crazy. oh well, what can you do? I think we're doing new years together. and then we're supposed to go back to seaside the day after new years and skinnydip in the ocean or something like that...we'll see. ;) Anyway i have lots of studying to do so i'm gonna get back to that....see you all soon!
NOVEMBER 21,2001
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVIVA, tomorrow! my big girl will be 18 years old! youngin...hehe. so i went back to high school today....STRANGE. It was awkward a little bit, and strange but awesome to see my friends jaime dave and lexie....i missed them lots. specially jaime - i love jaime. i missed lexie too...she reminds me of viva a lot...its funny- or maybe its the other way around...hehe who knows? anyway, i'm really really really bored at home, but its like 12 on the night before thanksgiving so i'm thinking no one is doing much of anything. so i'm just gonna chill in my den and watch some TV until i have the urge to sleep. i dont really feel like updating yall on the ridiculous events of this past month, or even just this past weekend. but i will say that my family is in for thanksgiving and i'm crazy excited to chill/see/be with them and everything. so i'm getting up at like 8 tomorrow (crazy i know!) to help out a little and then to go to the Cheltenham/Abington homecoming rivalry game- i hope we win! soooo yeah happy thanksgiving and all...gnite
OCTOBER 9, 2001
Wow... so a lot has happened in this past month or so. i know everyone knows about the horrible events of september 11th, and i dont really want to talk about them. So ill just keep this entry as shallow and as 'informative' about my rutgers life as possible. I'm having a lot of fun, but stressed with work. i should go to classes more, but i'm working on that. I sleep a lot, drink a lot, laugh a lot... things i like to do.. hehe. I have a new older brother, his name is Lincoln and he's awesome. one of the NICESt people i've ever met in my life. this past weekend i asked if he'd be my surrogate brother, since i never had one and he was like, sure my yiddishe princess (he's jewish too!). Anyway. We spend most thursday and friday nites, sometimes saturdays too at the hockey house or DKE cause they're all nice guys. we go out a lot to the frats and stuff, dke, theta chi, squam, aepi etc... I think i may rush second semester but we'll have to see. I need to get a job soon, so i can pay for the cell phone i'm getting. its like impossible to survive here with out one. the girls on my floor, the one's i'm friends with are funny and nice, most of the time. i get along with everyone, but we have our moments. my room is a good size, lots of floor space. Ummmm... i'm going home this weekend i think , and i get to see jaime, i'm sooo excited! :) I saw liz this weekend, that was cool. I hear that brian's coming this weekend on sunday so maybe i'll see him too. dunno. my mom and i still aren't doing too well and my sister is in like psycho mode about the whole war thing and doesnt want to travel or anything like that in fear of being blown up. :( She may come visit me soon. we're having a door decorating contest in our hall but i dont feel like decorating at ALL. maybe sometime i will. we'll see. i dont really know what else to say other than write me letters or emails or something cause i want to know whats going on in all of your lives. HOW's cheltenham doing? i miss all you people at college and still at chs... i'm coming maybe on thanksgiving to the game, we'll see. i want to see you all! :) anyway, i have a paper to write, so i'll stop procrastinating and do it... yeah rite... hehe. later! :)
SEPTEMBER 4, 2001
just a little note to let you know that my roomate is awesome, the girls on my floor are awesome, i'm having fun, and i'm being careful! So hit me up online or email me or something, call if you got the number, i miss talking to yall.... i'm out!
August 21, 2001
And I'm in love... colin morrison motocross biker at the xgames. i had amazing seats.. lex and i had an awesome time, checking out all the hot guys, and i def. found me one! yummy! check out his pic and stats here: he's part of the metal mulisha...."dark side" i knew i always wanted a bad boy .. hehe.
http://www.metalmulisha.com/home/metalmulisha/photos.asp?page=photos
AUGUST 18, 2001
I thought i'd keep my colors on this page (unless i get bored) at the red, black and silver theme that i'll be seeing for the next four years at RUTGERS. This week has been so AUGUST 10, 2001 So our hershey trip was fun... hehehehe. You guys will never guess who i met there!! lol... Yeah Chip met me there and we finished what we started, or rather, we continued what we started in may... It was fun. Thanks to Jenn for taking our group of 3 around for a few hours without me. Anyway, today was my last day of work, and Kevin still managed to be condecending and make me feel like the dumbest person that works for him, which is def. not the case. i can't do this again next summer. i'm definitely going to apply for a job at a sleep over camp cause this whole township thing is getting old real fast. i've never wanted to punch a kid before, and i've now managed to feel the need to hit at least one kid many times a day all summer, and that makes me feel horrible. Anyway, so chip and i had fun at hershey. :P And if you dont want to be reading this, you shouldn't be looking at my journal anyway, this is my place to write feelings and i feel that i have the right to say whatever i want, and not have to worry about how it'll affect people. Now that i said that...I may be seeing chip again, like in 2 weeks... we'll have to see about that tho, because that weekend is the weekend that matt asked me to come visit. he apologized for being an asshole in the past, and it seems like he's changed, so... i dunno tho. i'd rather see chip than him, but we'll have to see how things go. I got my roomate assignment today, her name is Kavita from Michigan. I hope she's a cool girl. i have all these fears. what if i dont fit into her clothes? what are roomates for, but to share clothes and gossip?! i hope that this will be the case with us. besides, i know what it's like to have an 'ethnic' name... hehe. If anyone ever wondered, Arielle is the feminine form of Ariel (in hebrew) and means lion/lioness... thats enough for today's hebrew lesson... hehe. anyway, i'm done with work and have about 3 weeks until i leave for school... so i'm out now!! bye bye! AUGUST 6, 2001 Its so strange to think that today, one year ago, i returned from one of the most amazing experiences of my life- Israel... And it scares me to think that in 3 weeks, I'll be off to college (thats right.. August 30th- new jersey's a little late on the uptake). College seems like this amazing thing that was always on the horizon...and to think that its actually so close, its exciting and scary and exhilarating all at the same time. :D Camp is almost over! 3 more days!!!! Tomorrow is Foam day (i'm dreading it!) the last time, kevin (my boss) and Matt (co-counselor from 2 years ago) took my by my arms and legs and dragged me in the foam and it was sooo gross! So i'm really not wanting to go and get tossed in the foam... yuk! Wednesday is Hershey (woohoo) and if i call chip... hehe. i know its wrong to do that while i'm working, but he was soo cute! we'll see. ANNNd then thursday is the pool party @ glenside pool. i'm excited for that cause it means last day of camp! Our camp was 'ransacked' by the griffen counselors twice (friday and monday) and its getting a little old, but they'll get theirs.... hehe. :P I love having fun. Anyway... so then i have like 2 weeks before i leave for school- but everyone leaves before me!!! :'( I'm gonna miss yall.... anyway, thats about it for now, more later! :D JULY 26, 2001 WOW. Hi! Tomorrow is my sisters BDAY and my parents anniversary... scary thoughts cause i have no presents for them. they'll have to wait it out like the rest of the people i owe presents to. Hehe. Sooo Work sucked today... i got completely soaked in a torrental (sp?) Downpour on my way to work. that sucked. and then we went to Lamott. we missed a pool day. tomorrow we're going to Dorney park and then after work, me and the family are going up to New York to visit with the rest of my family. my cousin marsha is coming in from the keys for everyone's bday/anniversary and since the boys are away at camp, we're staying at lenny's! :) so itll be just the family, like it was back in the day at jords batmitzvah when we all went out for chinese at midnite. i love my family... :D i think this is the first time that we'll be spending our time in Long Island mostly, instead of Queens.. a little unusual. The tan on my legs is getting closer to the tan of my arms! I'm excited to be all one color! My hair is almost back to its really really dark brown/black color. i know no one else notices, but i do and its nice to be back.... hehe. So i talked to someone from hershey the other day.... they called me. i was totally suprised! they invited me to the Dave concert..b ut i can't go cause its the middle of the week and its in hershey and i have work and my mom said no. she's mean. I really dont feel like going ot dorney tomorrow. oh well..... I'm about done with my rambling cause i have like nothing to say! So more later when i have interesting things to say. and i'm sory bout the typos in this entry but im really tired even tho its only 1040pm. I took a 2 hour nap today but it didnt' do too much. i'm gonna crash and burn this weekend after running around after 10 kids tomorrow... yuk... gnite! JULY 22, 2001 So while a bunch of my friends went out clubbing tonite, I was stuck at home because i didn't make my bed yesterday morning. My parents are fucking ridiculous. Jord and I went to the pool today... we had a nice time :) Camp has been tiring, but fun... friday we had water olympics/games... Jay and Josh picked me up and threw me down the slip and slide, and now my but really hurts :(....There was a police report about the vandalism at Melrose/Asbury Park... hehe ;) i have NO idea who could have done such a horrible thing! lol....they'll get us back. it'll suck when we have to clean it up, but it was definitely fun doing it to them! On the way back, me becky erika and jenn picked up two hot guys, both from abington, one who happened to be cheltenham police chief's son!! hehe..what a small world!! thursday night, jaime and i rented sugar and spice.. it was an interesting movie... cute, strange and interesting. about cheerleaders who rob a bank. yeah... quality TV. Friday i was supposed to go out, but plans fell thru.. .and tonite, i rented Boys and Girls.. it was a good movie... and i ate popcorn and ice cream, i had a nice time just relaxing and being by myself. i'm with people 24/7 so maybe it was good for me to have a night alone. Anyway... tomorrow i think i'm going out some wheres.. .i got paid friday, so i want to go shopping! :) its so theraputic, and after what i read the other day on someone's journal.. i need that therapy. like i'm sitting around waiting??? Anyway, I'm maybe going down the shore sometime...liz's mom invited me down. i want liz to come home, i haven't talked to her in so incredibly long. i dont think i should call tomorrow, i dont want to wake her up if she's sleeping after she comes home. i know she'll be exausted!! anyway, thats enough for now! gnite! JULY 18, 2001 Wow...its been a week since i last updated but it feels like so much longer! Liz is in North Dakota :( I feel like i haven't talked to her in forever! jaime and i had fun on saturday, seeing legally blonde, babysitting, going to Xando's, watching virgin suicides and Dazed and confused, and talking with some crazy people with a case of white wine. hehe. I've been really tired lately, lots of work, and family stuff to deal with. Been keeping up to date with the Real World- I'm so mad at kevin! what he did was so wrong! you dont hook up with someone and then say, you're not my type, i can never see myself going out with someone like you. not only is that the meanest thing someone could say, but also terrible cause he had just hooked up with her when he said it.. and in public to. boooo. now he has this thing for Rachel? shes cute and all, but she's so young compared to him! I think that lori is a cool girl and that she will def. find someone else who feels about her how she feels about kevin. what she said about being the pathetic girl... i can so relate that its sad... I did some research on Lilith... i dont really understand why they named lilith fair after her.. .shes supposedly an evil seductress who coaxed eve into taking the apple...Anyway, work has been ok, hard, but ok. I'm gonna go shower now, cause i feel so dirty! JULY 11, 2001 Hey! this has been a hard past 2 weeks/week and a half. Lots of hostility and anger, with friends, at work and at synagogue. Last night was this big meeting about changing the constitution of the congregation.i ended up in tears because of the way the older members treated the younger, more involved members. And i had to talk to some campers mom today because of her attitude. she talks back like so much and i just wanted to hit her!! but i didn't, and i spoke to her mom, and she was totally supportive and willing to speak to her about it. SO tomorrow is our first pool day! i'm so excited. and friday, we go to clementon! wooohoo! its friday the thirteenth tho, and i can just see horrible things happening to these kids. today was our halloween masquerade party. my co-counselors and i went as charlies angels. the three girls were the angels (ofcourse) and the guy was charlie. it went so well! :D we had cool guns and matching outfits and stuff. it was fun :) anyway, i gotta go! much love to my CC :D I'm gonna miss you when you're away. have fun, and dont watch too many prairie dogs doing their thang hehe love ya! I'm sitting in my basement thinking of what i can say here. I thought that it was about time to update. lots of shit has been going on, that i realy dont feel like typing about because, just because. BUT camp has been fun so far. we went on our first trip on thursday of this week! we went to this place, supercentre in the juniata section of philly (dont ask me where that is)! And it was kinda chaotic, unorganized... but so much fun! we played lazer tag, we played in the arcade (i'm such a good counselor- i won 400 tickets for mikey so that he could get his iverson plaque thing) and we skated ( i didn't skate all too much) but i helped two or three little kids start to skate. i'm amazed at all the younger kids (7,8,9year olds) who never learned how to skate, not even on rollerblades! I mean, i grew up at old york road skating rink, ah the memories. seriously everyone knew how to skate when we were younger. now there are like scooters and stuff that i could prolly never ride without seriously injuring myself... speaking of! hehe i'm just kidding. max is down the shore, so are joey and ant, so we dont have all that much to worry about, just tyler. our first kickball game is next week and our first basketball game was yesterday, and we lost to griffin (get this) 12 to 10. we obviously need to brush up on our basketball skills. sad thing is, they practice EVERY DAY!! no joke! the two obnoxious bitches come back on monday, not looking forward to that, but i think their mother put them in line all this week when they were out. we go to clementon park on the 13th (thats friday)uhoh! And i'm NOT going on that log flume ever again! it was crazy! its fun, but i was soaked! we're definitely going to the water park tho! i love waterparks! :D i gg tho, bee in the basement! June 20, 2001 This is a good song. I was just listening to this cd, and decided to find the lyrics, as an update because i dont feel like writing down everything thats been going. hope this'll hold all you people out there over until i have the energy to really update. I will remember you
Remember the good times that we had?
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
And I will remember you
June 12, 2001 And I'm an official Cheltenham Graduate. I can't believe it. I'm now a memeber of Rutgers' University's class of 2005. What an amazing feeling. I cried a little last night. I shouldn't have, but i did. it seems like everything is over. its just all done. and in so many ways i'm not ready for that to happen. There're so many things i have to say to people, things i shouldn't have waited to say because theres no time left. I've always been a procrastinator... Its like that movie can't hardly wait. Except its not. its not because that guy knew what he wanted to say,and was all ready to say it, and I'm just not. I'm ready, i think. but not sure what to say exactly. and i'm scared, of course i'm scared, but how else should i feel? i won't be happy until its over and said, even then, if the outcome isn't what i wanted, i'll be sad. but i guess thats the same kind of thing with any chance you take. and this is a pretty big chance. i haven't opened myself up like this in a long time, not since the summer. and even then, i knew what the outcome would be. Eli was so....readable. In a good way, though. But i guess when you have so little time, its important to be readable... obvious, up front. like i was with chip no making fun of his name, ok? i just dont' think i can do that again. i've become so good at hiding everything that even to my sister or my best friends, its hard for me to tell them whats really going on with me. and its sad, and its strange because i dont even think i know whats going on with me. i feel completely out of control.. not like crazy out of control, but just like, i have no control over whats going on in my life, over my actions, my thoughts, and especially my emotions. But I better cut it short before i've said too much, which i think i already did, but i made it a policy not to erase anything i've typed on this site, because every entry is like my stream of conscience. And thats why you should all understand why i'm always so confused! So i guess... maybe if you feel this entry pertains to you, and you'll probably figure it out, unless i'm just too confusing, which is quite possible. but if you feel this entry is about you, or feel that you know how to help, call me or just show up at my house,please... June 8th Wow Wow Wow.. This has been such a long and fun week! :) Monday was our last day of school ever, well not ever, but until college... what a scary thought! Tuesday was the prom... it was sooo much fun, altho i somehow managed to fall.. but i'm ok, really I am. Nothing bruised that you could actually see.. well.. i mean except for my poor knee, but it'll be ok. Post prom was fun too! Except that someone in a monkey costume chucked a bone at me and it just missed me!!! i had to run from an ape at the post prom! it was crazy. the theme was ... interesting... :) it was cute- Space odessey 2001. My dad was like, do you get it? youre the class of 2001... that movie that was made about this year.. i was like YES dad.. i got it! jeez it was crazy. The beach was fun too, even tho i wasn't feeling too well and i had an anti social spell for a while, so sarah and i went to visit liz, with water balloons,but.. they didn't break.. it was funny nonetheless. and then we watched the game- YEAH SIXERS! iverson is so hot!!!! I would have like 10 of his kids.. well maybe not ten.. but he's definitely really cute hehe. so then i was drunk b/c i went out and drank like maybe 6oz of the 8oz of spiced rum that i brought with yeah yeah... so then i smoked like 3 cigarettes(yes i know its disgusting, ok?!) and since it totally doubles the feeling of drunkness i really wanted to go to sleep. so i tried to sleep on brian, but then i went upstairs until they came back and were like, come watch porn with us, so eventually we all came down, until karah went back up and went to sleep.. shes so devious! she said she had to pee! boo... anyway, thank goodness that there wasn't a vcr downstairs!!!! so i brought my 'bed' downstairs and fell asleep to old SNLs with wayne gretzky... and i was soooo cold the entire night even tho ihad a blanket. but it was still fun... better than being home alone! today was our senior picnic and i had fun with the girls, just laying around watching everyone play ultimate frisbee.. and taking pictures of some of them when they weren't looking hehe... not for me of course.. cause my fucking camera broke! boooo but its ok Right now i'm doing absolutely nothing, just hoping that fun people come online so i'll have someone to talk to while i do laundry. so i'm going upstairs to clean a little, and call liz, to have her pick me up early so i don't have to see my mom when she comes home. she's in her element, giving the whole family a guilt trip because Jeffery died, yeah Ruth Damsker's husband, the woman who we all know and love, and who my mom works for at the court house. So yeah. its been sucky hearing how i shouldn't complain about anything that happens in my life thats anywhere near bad, because my father isn't dying of a brain tumor. Now, i'm well aware that i'm lucky in that way, but she was getting ridiculous. so now she's beyond that and i'm going to kill her if she doesn't stop with that shit. and ihave to go to the funeral. i don't even remember jeffery. i hate funerals. i guess id better go. make me feel better, sign my guestbook... call me... message me.. whoever you are.. i don't care. now i'm all sad :( oh well... later.
May 29, 2001 I hate stupid psycho bitches. Right now, they're taking over my life and messing everything up. I can't even explain, but i'm like sitting here crying because this stupid whore is jealous that i'm "taking her man" who she had no claims to in the first place. she's saying that i'm a liar and that i made up stuff.. but she best watch out b/c i have proof of what i said. i saved those conversations where she harrassed me. so fuck her. i hate this. sometimes i'm not even sure if it's worth it to fight this out. but at the same time, i know it is... and i don't want to back down. i don't want to lose to this girl, for like, my pride, and because i've never ever lost out to another girl with stuff like this. granted, this isn't my usual thing, but i'm in warrior mode, and yeah i'm scaring myself, and probably everyone else.. and i'm sorry. i dont' even know why i feel this way, i'm so lost and confused about what's going on in my head.
May 27, 2001 Wow.. theres so much to and probablysay, but i don't even know where to start.I guess i can start by saying that there's about 2 weeks left until graduation, and about a week until prom. it's exciting, but scary at the same time. My tan lines are so bad!! But that doesn't really matter, so whatever. I have to go shopping today for all the little stuff today. i like shopping :) I met this kid at hershey. he was really cute. but i don't know whats going on with that... nothing most likely, and unfortunately. Everything with that was so... coincidental and ironic. but i'm not going to go into how or why. I've been chilling with becky salmon more and more, which is cool cause we're working together this summer,a nd we haven't had much "quality time" since freshman year when she came over everyday between school and softball practice, and we'd call seth.. pathetic but true. i'm so glad that stage of my life is done. however pathetic and sad it still is, at least i'm not sinking that low. my sister and i aren't getting along well at all! and it sucks, but i guess thats what happens. she proly is mad b/c she's the one who's going to live at home now, while i go away and have fun. but again, shes the one with the boyfriend. so whatever. my mom was funny. she was like, arielle, when you go off to college you're going to have boys falling all over you, and you may not have that same reaction here, because they've seen you grow up and mature, and maybe they're too scared, or they'll laugh to hard b/c they remember you when you were awkward (i never was awkward!!hehe), but when you go away, all they'll know is that you're gorgeous and mysterious. I was dying! i was seriously on the floor, rolling. Not only do i find that really hard to believe, but also extremely funny,seing as it was coming from my MOM! of course she's going to say things like that. anyway. i'm tired and i really should go take a nap b/c i was up late last night.. watching movies at my house and dusting. yes my life is pathetic, but it'll be awesomer when the summer rolls around and my parents have no clue what i do at all! :) so i can ddrink whatever i want (we just opened up a new bottle of rum!!) and smoke whatever i want, although i'm trying to watch myself with that b/c smoking is bad, and i dont' like it. right sar? May 16, 2001 I'm so lost as to why there are at least 10 people a day visiting this site. There IS a counter, you know.... I know if you've been here... hehehe. So the sixers are winning 33 to 12 at the end of the first quarter, according to my dad. YAY! thats awesome!!! So Brian bought the tickets for prom... yay! thats exciting. Hershey is friday. For some reason i'm not psyched at ALL. i have this problem that i always end up on the phone until the ungodly hours of the night playing truth or dare with some boys room. thats going to be interesting this year i think. Yeah. So Saturday night was fun. Liz Kirsten and i chilled at xando's for a while. Liz smoked (not really tho) her first, and Last cigarette. it was pretty funny. kirsten and i were trying to teach her, but i guess its best she doesn't learn.Because smoking is BAD and no one should ever ever do it!!! ok??!?!?! Anyhoo. My life is in shambles right now, with one week left of gratz, and 3 papers due and an incomplete from last year.... i hate vered. what a bitch. i best be graduating on the third... there will be shit on me if i don't!!!I'm screwed if i don't teach tomorrow, but i left that up to sarah to decide and take care of which, i probably shouldn't have. oh well. we'll just wait and see (and then DIE) whatever. So then after xandos we went to a pool hall in willow grove and played 3 rounds of pool (actually kirsten did, liz and i made feeble attempts at actually touching the balls)So then i got in trouble.. not for coming home at 1, but for not leaving my parents a note telling them where i was going. ridiculous, but true. i hope i never treat my kids the way they treat me. I voted yesterday!!!!! that was def. one of the most exciting things about turning 18. Voting is sooo important.. you should ALL be registered (ahem...) And if you're not, just ask me for a form, i have them!! (yes, i'm pathetic) and as dave wrote in my yearbook... I AM Ms politics... yeah History/Political Science majors at RUTGERS!! woohooo!!!!!! :) Anyway, I'm tired and i'm going to check my email and do some research on the interests and involvements of Larry Curry for when he comes to speak on Friday! :) BYEEE May 11, 2001 Wow. I like that word, not really sure why tho. So i saw the show last night. I don't know about the show itself. But everyone was really really good!!!! I kinda missed it, but then i think about all the fun stuff i've done this year, and i know that i couldn't have done any of it if i had been in the play. The way i've been seeing things is, that if i was meant to be in the show, i would have. so it just wasn't meant to be. I'm just trying to follow my 'dreams' and do what i want to do. and fuck everyone else who hates me because i look better than she does, or they think that i want to get with so and so... whatever. if they have problems with me, let them bring them to my face instead of talking shit about me. Fuck that. This is usually not my outlook on things. but i think it will be for a while. just cause things like that shouldn't ruin my fun time this year, and they've started to. Like on thursday, after 6th period when i heard about all the people who are mad at me or hate me for stupid reasons... I moped around and i cried. and that sucks, and i shouldn't have to feel like that. i don't even understand why people hate me. i try to be nice, i don't do things to hurt other people. usually i just do what i need to protect myself, if it ever came to something like that. i just dont' get it. : ( Anyway. But i think thats about all i have to say. Ok.. gnite May 9, 2001 Wow. As if this week hasn't been awful. I just got home from babysitting. The kids are usually ok, but tonite they were messed up! The little one (8yrs) complained he had a nosebleed, even tho he didn't. The older one sang along to Baby Got Back. I almost died of laughter. i felt bad cause i know i hate when people laugh at me like that. But it was too funny. she and her brother knew every single word. That scared me just a little. They got new cats! :) Cleo and Lucky. They are 14 weeks old, and the most adorable things ever!!! Even with the two of them and their craziness, the cats made it funner. Not to mention calling Brian and totally not being able to hear more than 3 things he said while Jess (10 yrs) made faces at me and wrote me notes about how boys are icky... Well, it was an interesting night all together. And now I'm going to study for my AP test on friday... bye! May 2, 2001 So i'm listening to Esthero.. good stuff. Just got back from Outback a little while ago, talking to some people online.. wondering where brian is... oh well. Angela is buying me a pack of cigarettes for my bday.. thats gonna be interesting. hehe. And i got like kicked out of the bar at outback, even tho my neighbor was bartending. that made me feel really good... not at ALL! And eventhough its my bday, i'm still suffering through the major problems i have going on right now. why is everything so complicated?! i don't understand. anyway. jord got me a $50 gift certificate to J crew, which opens friday at willow grove! :) And mom and dad got me 80 dollars worth of CDS from CD now. Of course i got bon jovi crossroad, now that i'm old enough to make my own musical decisons! lol. and i got nelly furtado and esthero, dazed and confused soundtrack, for my seventies cravings and destiny's child writings on the wall cause i like them.so that was fun, shopping for cds. and liz and i took off most of the day, and that was fun!! we went to houlihans, and then to the mall! And it was sad cause at abercrombie there was this reeeeeeeeaaally hot guy (like incredibly hot) and of course he walks by me as i'm discussing underwear. Now, please understand that i don't usually discuss underwear, but this was important. we had just come back from victorias secret, or vikki's as my sister calls it (feel this, jaime!) hehe, and we had been looking at these cute string bikini things that were satin and navy, oh yeah matching my prom dress.... ahem. but seriously. So they were 14 dollares! and i had like, 3 so we were talking about where i could get cute underwear for less than at victorias secret, and liz was like, how about contempo, cause they have really cheap stuff. only problem is that it looks cheap. who needs shiny holographic thongs?! anyway. so as i'm saying, 'but they have trashy thongs and thats it, i have enough of those (i was just kidding) and this guy walks by. i almost collapsed on the floor. it was so funny. we ended up going to look at contempo anyway, and as we already knew, discovered that they had just gotten in a new shipment of shiny holographic (with feathers) thongs.not exactly what we were looking for, but we bought it anyway (i'm am sooooo beyond kidding.. .hehe) i would never buy those... right sarah? just satin ones... hehe. anyway. so that was funny. but i doubt anyone that's reading will understand the humor so i'll just stop talking. bye April 26, 2001 Hey, I'm just sitting here listening to Jim Croce songs on my Napster. I remember when i was little my mom used to play these songs on her guitar.. like Time in a Bottle, Photographs and Memories and (my favorite) Operator... to sing us to sleep. Ah... being little was fun. When i was like 2, maybe younger, my dad used to rock me to sleep in the old rocking chair, and he used to sing Old Deuteronomy... from Cats. So whenever i hear that song i get all teary eyed.. its strange remember stuff from way back when. But on to the future. My parents are upstairs now with some woman from the insurance company talking about when they get older. Its kind of scary thinking that my dad will be 60 when i graduate college. i can't think of my parents as old. but i guess i'll have to get used to it. Jordana and Brian had the "talk". Brian said that there are lots of benefits for their hypothetical kids if they hypothetically got married, if the kids were brought up Jewish. My mom was so happy, you don't even know. Its really strange to think of Jordana as a mom,too. No... she's not preganant or anything like that, but they're starting to talk more and more about getting married. its interesting. But! I got a prom dress last night! I was seriously considering putting up the link for it, but my mom says that Brian's not allowed to see it. I think thats ridiculous. So i'll put it up.. maybe. My DressOk.. so go look at. but pretend to be surprised, ok? : ) Anyway. I have to go buys shoes, which i hope will be ok cause shoe shopping, specially for a blue dress can be tough. I'm really tired and i have a lot to do for Euro, so I'm gonna stop writing now. So Hope you guys like the dress! : ) Email me, k... lemme know what you think, if you already haven't done that. So hope to hear from you soon, see you tomorrow and all that stuff. Bye!
April 15, 2001 So Today was nice, a relaxing day, enjoying the company of my parents. They're much more relaxed now that i know where i'm going to school next year. Yes, I'm most definitely going to Rutgers, I'm so sooo soooooo excited! I'm sad that i hated UMBC. It was so industrial-like. yeah, all the buildings were new and shiny and pretty and all that stuff, but the campus had no feel. we drove in and i didn't feel that sense of welcoming that i did at douglass. I tried to compare all the good and bad aspects of the two schools, but in everyone, especially campus security and my course of study, Douglass came out on top. I'm so excited! I think i said that already. But in honor of UMBC's wonderful science and technology program, which the admissions counselor kept talking about, even though there were 2 poli sci/history majors in the room and NO science majors (possible majors, not definite)... I decided to but up that cute little animation up at the top. it's called space boy beside rocket. how clever :) Anyway, If you want to enjoy my company, be sure to check out the student center during 4th period, b/c i have to do an AP test for EURO due 5th. So you can come help me, or something. Anyway. Hope your Spring break was fun and you got lots of sun and tan and freckles. I got lots of them... :) anyway. so bye! OH! And I now have a prom date! :) That's such a relief. I've been to the mall about 3 times since monday. Once with liz and karah, once with jaime and once with jaime and liz. See a pattern? hehe anyway. but i didn't see anything that i was like WOW. Yeah and my mom said that $300 was too much for that dress. i cried! not really, but almost. You guys know how badly i wanted taht dress. I'm still hoping that she'll change her mind. I think we're going shopping this coming weekend. so hopefully i'll have a prom dress by next week!!! So again, BYE! :) OH! One more thing. Above this entry is a little line. it says Funny stuff: and then something amusing (to me). So if you click on Funny STuff, you'll be able to add something that amuses you! Do It! it takes like 5 seconds! so BYE, this is the last time, i promise! April 9, 2001 What a lovely day! The sun shining bright, the birds chirping in the budding trees... the neighbors grandkids screaming :) Well, anyway it was gorgeous out today!! If you didn't spend at least an hour outside, SHAME ON YOU!!!! I was out for at least 3 hours :) Hope to be nice and tan... i wish! But I'm in such a happy happy mood :) Good time for some one to call and ask me a really really important, pressing question, don't you think? :) There's a bunch of us stuck without prom dates... we all know who we are! My mom says that I should just ask someone from my Israel trip. I don't know about that I guess i could always ask Matt from NJ. He's coming in in 2 weeks. That could be interesting :) If all goes well on the 21st ( i think that's the right date) then I will probably ask him. Probably meaning probably not. But we'll have to see what happens in the meantime. I don't know. Who does? Anyway. now that i'm done confusing you, or motivating you ( my number is 887 1190, you know the area code... call and get it over with!) I feel so sunny and bright. I'm gonna go take a shower and see if i'm tan yet. :) have a great rest of the day (it's now 422) Enjoy the sun, enjoy the heat and the nice breeze. and most importantly, enjoy your matzah!!! :) April 7, 2001 So Passover sucks. Hope you all have a really good spring break, hopefully I'll talk to you in the meantime. Go see Bridget Jones' Diary on April 13, yeah that's Friday the 13th. Well, I have to go help out some more, even though i Really don't want to at all cause i've been helping all day. oh well. I'm going to try and find a better matzah thing, but i'm not too good with the whole picture thing, so we'll see. Bye! :) April 3, 2001 I've just been totally rejected by my dream school. I'm crying and sad. I knew it would happen but I was in denial and it sucks. Liz is coming over. I'm stressed and I hate all sophomore boys
they're all a bunch of immature, little 15 year old kiddies who think they are the shit and really are just a bunch of self absorbed stupid fucking assholes. March 27, 2001 Sorry it's taken me sooo incredibly long to update! So much has happened that i don't even want to think about, like Jess's on the 15th... wow! Can we say, never drinking that much again!? Yuk. Other bad stuff happened and now people hate me, boo! No fair. Life sucks in that way. My mom is evil times 413. And I hate hebrewschool. This past weekend was fun though, i hope everyone had fun. I think i did. lambchops did :) With a couple of people, what can i say, she just gets around! The dance sucked a lot, i'm not really sure why, but it did, and I had like a nervous breakdown after, and i was happy that someone else was having people over so that they would leave my house. not that i don't like the people that were here, but i just was having some major problems dealing with stuff. Karah was fun to spend time with, she was my rock all weekend, her jaime and kate. AH! We did so much fun stuff... special edition prom mash, mad libs (don't throw cupcakes at police men biotch!) and talked to some crazy random people, got Grease the good version stuck in my VCR for a good 5 minutes, good thing that jaime's handy with a couple of screwdrivers hehehe.Today is my sister's boyfriend brian's 24th bday. Wow. some people are old. We went shopping last nite, got him cologne, and this cool 3d puzzle thats really a lamp, but not before we saw matt grubman at the world of science, and marsha randomly walking around after work. but we had fun anyway. my new fav song is that group effort by britney, christina, pink and lil kim - the remake of lady marmalad :) but i cant find it on napster, i'll have to do it when i have time, cause i'm off to gratz! fun fun fun, see you later! :) March 14, 2001 What makes me think I can start clean slated?? Hmm?!?! Well, I just don't know. I'm just a mirror of a mirror of a mirror of myself. I'm in an introspective mood right now. I know! Its such a big word for me : ) At least im not fucking stupid like some people at Cheltenham. Now i remember why I try to avoid relationships of any kind with Cheltenham Boys. This whole prom thing with all my friends getting mad at other people... or having someone be mad at them.. its so stupid.. More trouble than it's worth, i think. I heard that tix are 100 bucks a couple, is that true?! that's great. We have a touring ensemble show tonite. it's gonna suck a lot! Oh well. at least we get dixie cups, thats what i'm saying! Haha. I'm so mad at the world about everything. I'm like in denial over some stuff, and frustrated with others... high school sucks and i just can't wait these 89 days (and counting) Guess what?! 49 days until my 18th bday! I'm so excited! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRIAN! :) March 11, 2001 So my new favorite song is All 4 U - Janet Jackson... yup yup. I saw that movie, Get over it on friday nite. Neshaminy has the BEST movie theater!!! the seats are so big and comfy! :) The movie was cute... Shane West is sooo Hot!!! AH! anyway. So then after I went to suburban diner out in NE philly. I've never been there before, they have good food! :) Last nite i stayed in with my parents... it was actually kinda fun. we ordered in Buca Di Beppo, yum yum! And my dad and i watched the Temple game (yeah owls!!) and then watched Dazed and Confused. I don't think adults have the same appreciation for that movie as we do... its soo funny! my dad said "it left much to be desired"... right. Well.... I don't know what else to say. I'm gonna go now! Oh! and i had some interesting conversations with some people... alls i got to say is " Soon you'll be having fun" - Janet Jackson (its the best song!!!) March 4, 2001 La la la la la, It's all around the world... Right. So Club Panther turned out pretty good, except that there were like 300 half full soda cans left all over the school. Lucky Exec Board got to clean them all up too. Lucky Arielle spilled one all over her jacket. Smart.... Not really. So I think the evil administration had a fairly successful senior noncut day. Except that everyone went home early. pretty funny, if you ask me. Carrie and I had our picturesque (?) Movie moment for half an hour, sitting out side of matt brown's house talking on his door step. Wow. It was really cold too. I got some pics today from Israel, cause we had a Gratz Israel Trip reunion. it was fun, even tho some people are mean. But i dont' care, cause i'm not, right?! :) Well. we had fun anyway. Jon Kay is a funny kid. Shira came down from Lancaster, in the snow just to be there, which i think is totally awesome. I'm so glad i did that trip, i think it really improved my self image, and my entire persona. :) Not to mention i learned a little about human nature, and how to deal with mean people. Wish i had known that back in 8th grade with Meanie Hannah Schwartz...remember that carrie? haha. that was so stupid. anyway. i have to go dust. i wish we still had a cleaning lady!!!! Hope for more snow! February 26, 2001 Here I am, back once again, with not so much to say. Sorry! But i noticed that SOMEONE keeps checking back here lots, meaning that SOMEONE loves me...I wonder who it is??? WEll anyway. So we got a new car!! It's pretty ! It's silver and it has a CD player! And i drove it already and its nice i like it! : ) Can't wait till MAY 2 (yes, that's my BDAY, now you all know, i'm expecting some good presents). I wanna give a shout out (riight) to my friend SARAH PELKEY congrats on GW and on turning 18!!! That's beyond exciting. We got a new stove, too. it's pretty too. but mom says its not the right color white, i say WHO CARES? obviously, she does. oh well. So we're going to trade it in for a whiter one. ridiculous if you ask me, but then again, who asked? we also got a new roof. i don't think it's done yet cause there're no shingles, but i'm not really a roofing expert. the roofers are strange people. they scare me. i even put the alarm on. crazy... we need a new remote for the downstairs TV you ahve to move the remote all around pressing the on button until the signal catches. its in a different place every time. we have the disney channel this week, i looooove the disney channel i really like that show Bug Juice. reminds me of camp back in the day, except for the fact that i went to girl scout camp! camp indian ruuuuun camp indian ruuuun!!! yay! i think sarah pelkey went there with me...Ali ray, lauren saulino and ivy laws too. what a camp.... February 21, 2001 So I decided to use this normally hectic, in school time to update my lovely site. I really should be writing my two Euro essays that are due on Friday, but oh well. I'm listening to this song from my napster, by Big Moe called Bang Screw. It's interesting, to say the least, and i can't check my email for some reason, so that's annoying. Liz is in Florida, Disney world, i'm so jealous. I had the bestest weekend ever! Shampoo is awesome, i had so much fun.... I don't really know what else to say right now so i'll prolly come back later to finish updating. :) February 14, 2001 Oh geez. Canyou believe that the Palestinians are so incredibly evil???!!! Did you hear about the terrorist attack that happened today? Some guy plowed a bus into a Crowd in a city near Tel Aviv. 20 israelis were injured, 8 were killed... 3 women soldiers, 4 men soldiers and one woman civilian. It just makes me want to cry. I don't understand why there's such hate and violence. :(
I don't really have much to say, other than, go tot the talent show tomorrow nite, and someone have a party!!! :) February 8, 2001 I am soooooo bored. For 45 min today, I searched for some way to keep in touch, other than regular mail, with the Israeli teens we met this summer. Ugh! I miss them all sooo much. : P Well anyway! So for dinner, my mom didn't feel like cooking anything, so she send my Dad out for Ice Cream. Can I just say that Bovinity Divinity is the best (except for Everything But the...) Yum. Anyway. Ice cream is fun. I talked to that Kid Nafi from back in the day. Yeah. He's in Israel right now. I wish i was too! I wrote a letter to Kalanit today from Me and Rachel. I hope she gets it, and gives it out to everyone. So about stuff you all know about... Well i don't really have any updates, sorry. My life is in this strange stage, and I'm like high school doesn't matter, and whatever I do has no effect (affect?) on anything. Even tho it does, in so many ways. I have too much of a Jiminy Cricket Conscience. : ( It's no fun!I'm trying tho, real hard to ignore him. Cause yknow, it's easy to squish a cricket. But the sound of that shmushy-crunch stays with you forever. well,maybe not forever, but for a while. I have no further information on the experiment explained below...hopefully i will soon...maybe, maybe not.. hahaha I'm just kidding...but seriously. keep coming back, ok? February 7, 2001 Ok. So I think the first thing I want to say is....Congrats to Me on getting into UMBC...that's University of Maryland, Balitmore County (honors university of Maryland) I'm soo excited. If i don't get into William and Mary, which is expected, I'll go to UMBC..i really really want to go there! : ) Also, I don't even remember if I ever said anything, but Congrats to Liz on getting into Muhlenberg. : ) So second of all, I'd like to say that being shady sucks. I know when I'm doing it, and I'm sure it annoys anyone who's getting the short end of the stick in that deal, and at the same time, I totally hate it when other people are shady. But i guess it's normal. Liz said something realy funny today in Math. She said something to the effect of "It's the Dumb ones that are good at sex" Do you think that's really true? Hmmm. I've never really thought about it before. That would be an interesting and fun experiment, dont you think? :) Well, I'll leave you with that thought, and Maybe you should come back and visit my site again, to find out my hypothesis for this new experiment! February 4, 2001 Did you ever notice that february is a strange word? I just did as I was typing that. My parents went to the Car Show today. They brought me back a poster of a Porshe Boxter and some pics of the BMW Z-3...they are my 2 favorite cars. We need to get a new car soon cause the lease on my dad's is up in march. So my mom and dad are looking at the Toyota Highlander, which is like a medium SUV. I'm all about getting a nice car.... : ) So anyway. I had gratz today. As usual, it was pointless, but the way i see it, it's like 4 months until I graduate from there with a teaching certificate, which is pretty cool, considering i do like nothing but actually go to class...which i hardly ever do anymore. And then i realized that we graduate in like 4 months and a week. How awesome is that? Our T shirts suck. I think i said that already. Who's idea was that?? It's a good idea,it just doesn't look right. But how can you beat the jailbird tshirts from lastyear?? Oh well. We try. We reallydo. There are like 23 people on line that are on my buddy list. That's a lot. I was at Liz's today to practice with her, Jul and Sarah for the Talent show. Everyone should come.. Feb 15th We're opening the show! I'm so excited i hope you all come.: ) So I met Liz's dog, Dubby who is a West highland terrier, better known as a westie. He is soooo adorable! I want one!! :) Actually, i don't cause i'm not one for owning a small dog..i like BIG dogs like golden retrievers or black labs. Anyway. I'm out cause my brain hurts from thinking of things to say... just kidding. But my Butt hurts from sitting at the comp for like 2 hours. anyhoo...see you at school! don't you just hate mondays?? February 3,2001 So this weekend is definitely the time for strange conversations. I don't really know what to write. The dance kinda sucked last nite until like 930 which was retarded. Theres a dance in two weeks on Feb 23- the Mulit cultural society dance. You all gots to go. It'll be FUN! So Girl scout cookies rock. Yup yup. And I love those little freshman boys..they're so funny. Jaime and I were sexually harrased on thursday by some guy who decided to pull down his pants. We took care of that tho. The people in our school are getting more and more obnoxious each year. That same day, like 10 min before that guy visited us, some other guy who i don't know was like "hey can i get a blow job" iwas like...if i knew you, i would consider it....What the Hell? Whats wrong with Cheltenham?? I'm soooo glad I'm getting out in like 4 months! January 31, 2001 So I'm a little confused cause all the sudden my counter says that 10 people have been to the site, eventhough yesterday it was at 750something. Our senior tshirts are not all that special. It made me kinda sad. Yeah so I just came back from Houlihans. Their ceasar salad is MmmMmm Good. Yup. So i def. didn't know that there is an executive board meeting tomorrow nite. oh well. and i'm going to the dance...you all better be going to the dance, too!!! It's muy importante. So i don't take spanish anymore, i'm ok with it, really I am. I remember how much chemistry sucked. Haha. Yeah so I'm at an all time High with randomness today. Speaking of today, Girl scout cookies rock my world. There are several other things that rock too...but i won't get into that right now. Don't ask me what i meant by that, because i'm still trying to figure that out. Anyhoo...i'm outtie cause I'm tired. gnite! January 29, 2001 So I did some early spring cleaning and moved all the 2000 entries to the OLD STUFF link. I don't really feel like talking. BYE January 28, 2001 So this weekend was that District Chorus thing. I had two nice Girls stay at my house from Neshaminy. It was somewhat fun, but i was semi grounded, so that part sucked. I saw dos peliculas on saturday nite, cause I was, again, stuck at home cause of my blue meanie parents. I watche the World is not enough- James Bond movie. Pearce Broslen (sp?) Is OK, not sean connery, but ok. And i saw Whatever It Takes, one of those Can't hardly wait meets Crazy for you kinda movies. It was great fun to watch. Although you can tell it's def. a fake thing, cause guys aren't ever that sweet in real life. Who would play the accordian in front of the entire senior class to win me? No one. Oh well...At least I still have Ben and Jerry's...actually I don't since I decided to cut down on the junk food Intake- It's called Operation PROM. :) I can't wait to go dress shopping. I still Have like NOOOOO clue who to take. If any of you have an Idea, email me (lil_mermaid01@hotmail.com) and let me know, ok? or you can Sign my Guestbook, the link is right above this, and tell me who I should take. Or maybe you could say who should ask me, cause that would be even cooler! :) Yeah, so I'm out, I have to do some last minute AP Euro homework!!! BYE! Oh- guess what? Liz got a dog, Dubby. Don't ask about the name, ok? January 24, 2001 AHHHH!!! I can't believe it-- It's official, I'm a second semester senior. I did pretty well on midterms...all Bs that i know, cause Sklaroff hasn't finished grading ours yet. :) I was sooo happy about AP Euro. I thought i Failed!!! I didn't!!! On Tuesday, I went downtown with Leah Moore and Jenn Sargrad..We had so much fun! We walked all around, i got a chicken eating a tootsie roll pop= don't ask and we got some stuff for Margot for her birthday at Urban Outfitters, which is now my new favorite store! :) We walked all over the place, met up with my sister at her office, which has an AMAZING view of philly, from the 48th floor, and went to this place called paninoteca. It was DELISH. On monday nite, we were at leahs- we rented Gossip. we had to stop it like 3 times to figure out what was going on....it was SO confusing! So Dan Stamm was sitting at my lunch table today. I was like..Wow. Dan Stamm. Go Home. Not that he's not cool or whatever, just that it's kinda strange with all these people visiting. I'm like GO BACK TO COLLEGE!!! High school Sucks. :P I hope someone's having a party soon. It's definitely about time for some fun and some lovin' and some laughs. I've been so stressed, and now, all i have to do is my homework, and not fail! how great is that? I think i'm taking Math Pass Fail. Maybe the Law too. Itd be nice if i could do that with Euro, but you can't with AP classes. Sucks. Oh well, I'm off ot go make some dinner. BYE BYE!!! :)By the way-- KARAOKE ROCKS, or however you spell it, who really knows? Well, i thought you might enjoy some karaoke of your own! So try this out! January 15, 2001 I just realized that I had hebrew school yesterday and totally forgot to go! Whoops. Hopefully, I'll still graduate, even though I've been to like 1/3 of all the classes so far. If i don't, that would really suck. Could they make me stay? Hmm. I visited William and Mary's site today. It's cool, cause there's like a virtual campus tour. it's soooo Gorgeous!!! AH! I want to go there sooooooooo badly. You know what mr Stamm said to me? This is a direct quote "Good luck getting in THERE!" As if!! :P I was so mad. Anyway, but my store needs some help, it's so sad looking! I got this email today from 1800horoscope, or something like that. Guess what it said? Ok, you're wrong! it said: "Your life today is a direct concequence of your past choices.Your tomorrow depends on the choices you make right now.But unhealthy decisions from the past can make you question your own instincts and paralyze your ability to make effective choices." I'm like, wow! Why didn'ts someone tell me that before? Oh wait, they did! I remember back in the day, Leslee and Carly and I were making up a run, and discussing, of course, our past "experiences" or destruction of possible "experiences" whatever...you all knw what i mean, so Leslee was like, "You know, if you had just.....then everything from then until now would have been completely different." I almost cried. To think that even what i'm doing this very moment, what i'm typing, or the time i'm wasting, whatever, could affect the people that are reading this, or my grades on midterms (both highly unlikely, but this is me "what iffing") Anyway, my dad needs to use the computer. So I'm out....keep coming AND SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!!!! That's an order! January 14, 2001 I have a new favorite song It's Five,If ya getting down: "if you're getting down baby, i want it now, baby. Come and get it on, baby....I heard somebody say, she's at the party, so i'm gonna get me some..." YAY!!! They're so funny. How can you not wanna dance to something like that? I can't WAIT until the Club Panther thing!!!!!! :) So i'm studying for midterms like crazy. it sucks, but all i can think is that in two weeks, i'll be DONE and there's nothing more i can do.... But for right now, i've gotta just suck it up and do my work. So yeah. I just wanted to check in with you, and my walking strawberry, whom i've decided to name Jerry. :) Jerry the Strawberry, how cute? :P well, i'm off to study some vocab. BYE! January 11, 2001 I decided that Dave Glass is the nicest guy in the Entire Universe. I also decided, with the Help of Leah and several others that Eli was hot. What a shame. So I handed in my budget. YAY. Budgets suck. I named my husband JB for Jew Boy. That made my mom happy. She said John Smith wasn't a jewish enough name. Paranoid a bit, ya think? I had chocolate chip pancakes for dinner with my dad and sister. My dad just came back from a week long business trip. i don't like it when he goes, cause then my mom yells a lot more. she's such a meanie. Ever see yellow submarine, the beatles movie? there are blue meanies in it. it's pretty funny. ha ha. So i also decided that midterms suck. especially senior year. Snow sucks too. I like the heat. Sun. Yum. I'm a litte tired, but i have crazy amounts of work to do for my AP Euro midterm. I have to memorize about 3 centuries of information. AHHHHHH!!!! I started back on my dancing schedule. It's nice. me and my sister, Jordana. Dancing again, until we can get to a class. I love dancing. it's FUN. I have a run make up with Jaime tomorrow 8th. That'll be fun. I'm pretty good with my run days. i didn't even use my inhaler the past couple of times, granted, i forgot it, but still, i didn't die!! YAY. Today, i brought in a shirt, like a new gym shirt, but i forgot that i did, so i didn't bring it to gym with me. i dunno why i'm writing that, but i thought it maybe an interesting tidbit of information that would brighten your day. I like that word, tidbit. it's kinda fun to say, you should try saying it 5 times fast. it kind sounds like tibit, and that rhymes with ribbit. January 9,2001 Can i just tell you that I'm sooo happy right now? It sounds messed up, but I am. I got an A on my DBQ for AP Euro...YAY me!!! I'm so proud. First solid A in that naptime room we call Langhorne's class. Tracy had a really good idea...we should split up that review thing he gave us. The man is insane. He's rubbing off on the people in my class. I have this fear, that when the year is over, I'll be the only normal (well, kinda) person left in the class. Can you imagine 15 other little (and i do mean little) Langhornes running around? how crazy would that be? Did any of you ever have Mr Woodcock? I did sophomore year, when i was on probation from Honors, after Sussman tore me to pieces. (i'm not bitter)...well anyway, so I had the Brit, and he's nice and everything. so when i see him in the hallway, sometimes i say "Hi Mr Woodcock" and he's like "Ok, Ok." what is that? maybe it's a british thing? Hmm. I think we should all thank Brian for the change in topic. i decided not to talk about graduation in this entry. Today, Liz, Leah and I went to Pizza Box for lunch. maybe it's just my sheltered life, but it was my first time there. Or maybe it's cause i wasn't home this summer to be there? who knows?! Speaking of this summer...What are you all doing? I think I'm working at Renninger again, like two years ago. I miss my campers! I think it's funny that Matt Corson-Finnerty was my camper then. Him and Whitney. She's such a sweetie. I wonder how the play is going? Karah told me in theory that the play sux and she envies those of us who didn't make it in, because we're "small actors". Whatever. So in theory today, we froze our asses off in the garage, learning how to change a tire. what kind of brains does it take to do that? its like 2 things you have to do, and they're stupid. call AAA and wait. lol just kiddin. but seriously, it takes like 10 minutes, max to do it. Somehow Dr Beale managed to make it take 45. Crazy. Well, I have an essay on the results of the French Revolution satisfying the ideas of the Age of Enlightenment. So, I'm off to finish it...well, start it, but same diff. Keep coming and reading this,k? :) January 8, 2001 Two Thousand and One. Amazing isn't it? I can't even think of how long I've been waiting for this year to finally come. And here it is. Wow. The other day, I heard that Prince song, "1999". Remember how we thought that it was so far away? it was two years ago! Wow! That's all I can think of to say...WOW. My sister graduated from college. She's so OLD! AH!!!!! We're all gonna be 18 soon. Wow. I need a new word. What's college like? It's gonna be strange, don't you think? We've gone to school with the same 380 kids since we were 10 years old. That's like 8 years of knowing people, some people we've known since kindergarten, preschool...even birth. Strange how we're all just going to walk away from high school, and never have to deal with it first hand, ever again. It seems so surreal, the whole graduation thing. Anyway. I thought the walking strawberry would make people think. What if food could walk. Would we still eat it? Hmmm. I dunno about that one. Anyway, I just wanna say that wendy's is gooooood!!!!
July 7, 2001
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
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