There is a girl named Nikki, and she is a very different kind of person.  She is very unique, and she knows this, everyone knows this, including me.  And everyone leaves her alone, because as long as she is happy, people figure everything is alright.... everyone but me!! She is unique, and she has been granted many gifts, but it pains me when she overlooks them.... she doesn't push herself like I try to push her... and she hates me for it... but one day she will understand... I don't mean to make her feel inadequate, I just expect more from her than I do of anyone else... I want her to go far... even if that means that she is going to hate me for it... she is a loving person... and she does help... but not in the ways she is capable of... and she doesn't realize it... I don't think anyone does... I want her to make a difference in the world... but she doesn't understand this.... she doesn't understand why I push her to be better... she doesn't understand when I expect better from her... because I know she is capable of much more... but no one pushes her!!!  If only she knew that I marvel at her.....

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