BROOKLYN SM00TH: well
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im sorry
Shinji 943: ...
BROOKLYN SM00TH: fuck man i wanted to be honest with u and not have to hide
my emotions and then
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i rip a joke that i thought would be the joke to end this shit
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and it does....the wrong way
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i NEVER wanted to hurt her specially after hearing about
her Xs then the one time i think that she might be able to handle it, and after i talk to
her to xplain that i don't want to feel like im hiding the truth like im keeping stan in the
dark, she won't accept that
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i did like her but @ her pace...that she was setting to a lie
BROOKLYN SM00TH: she REALLY liked me and didn't let me know that
Shinji 943 wants to send file C:\Documents and Settings\stan-d-man\My
Documents\Music\Zero Seven\Zero Seven - In the Waiting Line.mp3.
Shinji 943: Ive been living this song since I first told u about Raquel, listen
to it, and accept my pain
BROOKLYN SM00TH: so when i think that im joking with a girl that doesn't have
feelings for me im FUCKING with an EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE woman who
does HAVE FEELINGS
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im like this will blow over and i'll explain it to her, then
afterwards if our friendship develops into something meaningful
BROOKLYN SM00TH received C:\Documents and Settings\stan-d-man\My
Documents\Music\Zero Seven\Zero Seven - In the Waiting Line.mp3.
BROOKLYN SM00TH: then i won't have to wait for stan to ask me, i could
FREELY say what i wanna say, and not have to think o fuck stan thinks i don't like
her, i gotta keep playing that role on and off
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i talk to her and i'm like y is she so upset like i did
something 2 fucking horrible, im not her boyfriend she tells me this shit all the time and
to not get attached, and that she's going on dates with other dudes
BROOKLYN SM00TH: then she called me a toy
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and i'm supposed to think that i'm on the verge of going out
with a girl who i thought would just b using me?!?
Shinji 943: whatever man, point is, if you really liked her, you wouldnt hit
below the belt, that shit wasnt funny, the ordasicy of it was shocking.
Shinji 943: BTW you should be listening to the song
BROOKLYN SM00TH: cracking that and then xplaining it to u and her i thought
would deflate what pressure was there
BROOKLYN SM00TH: not with gma there
Shinji 943: headphones
BROOKLYN SM00TH: fuck that
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i feel sick
Shinji 943: whatever you should feel sick
Shinji 943: dude you fucked me up, fucked her up, and fucked you shit up
Shinji 943: Good Job
BROOKLYN SM00TH: cause now i'm the fucking bastard that hurt a girl.......who
was lying to me
Shinji 943: You really fucked me up damn u have no clue
BROOKLYN SM00TH: whatever that joke was said b4
BROOKLYN SM00TH: o i do
BROOKLYN SM00TH: u were gonna try to punch me
Shinji 943: ?
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i just got off the phone with here
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i tried to xplain, and then the feelings and emotions that she
was feeling were revealed
BROOKLYN SM00TH: so i'm the bad guy for going off of lies and thinking that it
would work out for the better afterwards
BROOKLYN SM00TH wants to send file may294am.htm.
Shinji 943 received C:\Documents and Settings\stan-d-man\My
Documents\Downloads\may294am.htm.
BROOKLYN SM00TH: even now its like my own premonitions eat me
BROOKLYN SM00TH: 'this girl will split us', she didn't hear waht i had to say and
then throws that shit on it too! like i was supposed to know.
BROOKLYN SM00TH: did she call u up now
BROOKLYN SM00TH: u there i need an ear this time stan
BROOKLYN SM00TH: or some typing
Shinji 943: I was reading
Shinji 943: HTML
BROOKLYN SM00TH: yeah
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i tried to send it on srk
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and it was 500 too big
BROOKLYN SM00TH: so r u talking to her
Shinji 943: I havent talked to her since she left the house
Shinji 943: all I know is, I tell you everything, you tell me "I kissed
Raquel", fuck that, "man up" and say everything on your mind and dont
leave shit idling
BROOKLYN SM00TH: ................
Shinji 943: BTW
Shinji 943: this aint gonna split us, but at least I know the shit your
capable of
Shinji 943: was upset @ myself but after talking to other friends about the
situation the unanumous phrase that came from all their mouths were.'he
should be happy one for having a friend save another friendship,
Shinji 943: fuck those ppl
Shinji 943: Hows about
BROOKLYN SM00TH: what yo
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i didn't try any game on her
BROOKLYN SM00TH: she came to me
BROOKLYN SM00TH: the next quote is what everyone said even raquel to u
Shinji 943: trying to turn this shit around
Shinji 943: aint flying here
Shinji 943: Im with Raquel
Shinji 943: INternet
Shinji 943: Bullshit
Shinji 943: Aint working
Shinji 943: Im tired
Shinji 943: of it
Shinji 943: really
Shinji 943: even if you called
BROOKLYN SM00TH: me2
Shinji 943: I would just let it ring
Shinji 943: let it ringah
Shinji 943: 2 faced man
Shinji 943: sad
BROOKLYN SM00TH: me
BROOKLYN SM00TH: ?
Shinji 943: you need to pray
Shinji 943: really
Shinji 943: u do
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i told everyone the truth
Shinji 943: ur one fucked up person if your trying to say I should "thank
you"
BROOKLYN SM00TH: that was b4 this bs
Shinji 943: Im not talking about "tonight"
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i wish that i never had a chance with her
Shinji 943: anything
Shinji 943: that
Shinji 943: you try and turn
Shinji 943: around on me
BROOKLYN SM00TH: like what
Shinji 943: returns
Shinji 943: 10 fold
Shinji 943: in your life
Shinji 943: dude
Shinji 943: do you not know
Shinji 943: ppl like you are the reason why I never talk to ppl
Shinji 943: afraid to let ppl in
BROOKLYN SM00TH: what did i do
Shinji 943: because
Shinji 943: the ones you let in
Shinji 943: are the ones
Shinji 943: that fuck you over
Shinji 943: in the long run
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i have the same problem, but i've been had
BROOKLYN SM00TH: by all the girls
Shinji 943: <--- ignores all excuse comments
BROOKLYN SM00TH: even this one cause when im thinking one thing shes on a
different level
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and not saying shit to me
Shinji 943: god sometimes I wish
Shinji 943: ah
BROOKLYN SM00TH: id take the joke back in heartbeat but
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i can't
Shinji 943: damn dude your ass missed to many spankings
BROOKLYN SM00TH: for lying?!?
Shinji 943: theres a part of me that will talk to you
Shinji 943: then a part of me that wants to see the living shit get kicked
outta you
Shinji 943: bleeding on the ground
Shinji 943: for last breath
BROOKLYN SM00TH: yeah
Shinji 943: taken away
Shinji 943: by me
Shinji 943: with a kick to the stomach
Shinji 943: "if you really like her thats cool man, but if you hurt her... im
just like Sam, I will hurt you"
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im soo tired of the deceit
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i didn't mean it like that
Shinji 943: doesnt matter
BROOKLYN SM00TH: k
Shinji 943: you call be fucking cool breeze about this shit but fact remains
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im not
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im crying!!!
Shinji 943: A happened to B, then C the result = Hurting Her
BROOKLYN SM00TH: xplain the equation
Shinji 943: If I wasnt so attached to you, I would be D that would basically
fight u
Shinji 943: A=Comment
B=Raquel
Shinji 943: Dude
Shinji 943: "im crying!!!'
BROOKLYN SM00TH: if i wasn't so attached to u i'd of let myself go and not cared
what u thought during those conversations
Shinji 943: fuck that I cry every night
Shinji 943: lol thats your true persona lol
Shinji 943: one that doesnt care
BROOKLYN SM00TH: this guy
Shinji 943: if you werent attached, you wouldnt care
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i'd tell u how i was feeling while u were telling me about
how u were feeling
Shinji 943:
http://www.jinxhackwear.com/scripts/details.asp?affid=-1&productID=2
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Shinji 943:
http://www.jinxhackwear.com/scripts/details.asp?affid=-1&productID=2
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BROOKLYN SM00TH: shirts
Shinji 943: Elite shirts
Shinji 943: ones I was looking at while all this internet bs was going on
earlier
BROOKLYN SM00TH: stan i can't say anything but that i was wrong 2night
BROOKLYN SM00TH: but to me it woulda been fine,
BROOKLYN SM00TH: had i had all the facts
Shinji 943: your existance is wrong, just kill yourself
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im not a pussy
Shinji 943: well @ least I know I can bust a joke in the most serious of
times
Shinji 943: Life isnt fair to Stan
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and my hand shake @ this keyboard
BROOKLYN SM00TH: life isn't fair.
BROOKLYN SM00TH: ever.
Shinji 943: yeah but anyways
Shinji 943: Why did someone like you have to, get her...
I mean really, you just end up lying, or hurting her...
Shinji 943: Im sincere 120% of the time, no agendas and im Stan
Shinji 943: I dont break dance
Shinji 943: I dont work out
Shinji 943: I dont talk to every girl
Shinji 943: but hey
Shinji 943: One Girl I like "One"
Shinji 943: its like
Shinji 943: Stan
Shinji 943: dont even attempt anymore
Shinji 943: or say anything
Shinji 943: cause hell
Shinji 943: if I didnt say anything
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im honest and will help a friend and take one for the team,
Shinji 943: I would be eating myself alive right now
Shinji 943: and you would be living la vida loca
BROOKLYN SM00TH: but u did
Shinji 943: Yeah
Shinji 943: dude
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and i acted on that and what my situation was
Shinji 943: like
Shinji 943: lets see
Shinji 943: who all knows about Raquel
Mom,Dad,Sister,Brother-in-law, co-workers, jesse,you, me, God, DFox,
Ant
you on the other hand
...
Shinji 943: dude I really liked this girl
Shinji 943: and wouldnt say anything
Shinji 943: for the world
Shinji 943: but if the chance was given
Shinji 943: I believe
Shinji 943: that it would be over
Shinji 943: 1 ring to rule them all
Shinji 943: 1 person that could quite possibly complete the hole that is
stan
Shinji 943: or the equation rather
Shinji 943: but it has to be mutual
Shinji 943: so I would only keep these deep thoughts
Shinji 943: doment
Shinji 943: and truly only Jesse is the one I trust in this world
Shinji 943: God, Jesse
Shinji 943: 2 ppl that I know wont hurt me
Shinji 943: why do you think I defend jesse the way I do
Shinji 943: cause
BROOKLYN SM00TH: stans hurting, getting jealous, im starting to like her more im
almost ready to b open about it, but stan is calling me to own my face daily and on the
internet and in public, and i hate to b in the shadows leaving ppl blind
Shinji 943: dude
Shinji 943: I said
BROOKLYN SM00TH: im talking about u
Shinji 943: "if you really like her thats cool man, but if you hurt her... im just
like Sam, I will hurt you"
BROOKLYN SM00TH: no
Shinji 943: last night
Shinji 943: Dance with her
Shinji 943: thats coo
BROOKLYN SM00TH: u said im JEALOUS
Shinji 943: huh?
Shinji 943: I said ur jealous?
Shinji 943: show me the log plz
BROOKLYN SM00TH: U CALLED me and told be that ur jealous, and u don't want it
to develop anymore, so i hide me more,
BROOKLYN SM00TH: on the phone?
Shinji 943: I said I was Jealous, and that a part of me
Shinji 943: doesnt want to see such and such
Shinji 943: but
Shinji 943: my better half
BROOKLYN SM00TH: past and present
Shinji 943: is a fag BTW
Shinji 943: and is like whatever
BROOKLYN SM00TH: I said I was Jealous
Shinji 943: u where jealous of what?
BROOKLYN SM00TH: nd that a part of me
BROOKLYN SM00TH: quoting u
BROOKLYN SM00TH: past
BROOKLYN SM00TH: was
BROOKLYN SM00TH: present
BROOKLYN SM00TH: nd that a part of me
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i don't want u to hate me adn make me have to die everytime im
around u for now LIKING THE girl
BROOKLYN SM00TH: and always asking Y
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i acted on ignorance and i need to appologize BIG
Shinji 943: its ok to like the girl, but Im just saying Im not going to let you
forget the shit you did to me, and not going to let you Cool Breeze past it with
out remembering what you had to overcome to do it
BROOKLYN SM00TH: you forget the shit you did to me, and not going to let
you Cool Breeze past it with out remembering what you had to overcome to
do it
Shinji 943: ?
BROOKLYN SM00TH: stan the girl
BROOKLYN SM00TH: here
BROOKLYN SM00TH wants to send file owned myself.htm.
Shinji 943 received C:\Documents and Settings\stan-d-man\My
Documents\Downloads\owned myself.htm.
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i need to rest, can't sleep with throw up in my throat
Shinji 943: sleep, Ill read this and until then happy Nightmares
Shinji 943: fucker
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i know how i feel and now i know the truth
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i and i still feel the same way
BROOKLYN SM00TH: i still want to b with her, but bc of a fucked joke that is it, lose 5
friends and 2 close friends and 1 who got the closest
Auto response from Shinji 943:
Im Bored with Life...
Life is bored with me...
Our Feelings are very Mutual.
BROOKLYN SM00TH is away at 4:51:54 AM. 
