Welcome, and goodbye

"Don't you know that life is pain? And what pain is justifiable?"

12.29am, Tuesday 16th November 2004- A little while ago I was reading up on suicide methods when I came across the story of someone leaving a note with an address to their 'suicide page' on it... And I thought 'now THAT'S a good idea!'

For now I can be my usual overly organised self and divide my note up into categories. You don't have to read any more than you want to. How considerate am I!

Right now it's a number of months before I will actually do it, maybe even years. But I like to be prepared.

So enjoy, delve into the psychology of why I would do such a thing...

I have prepared a few explanatory pages for you the further understand what I have done and why I've done it... Also some personal pages for a few people. These are password protected to stop others from reading them. Hopefully I'll have sent your usernames and passwords to you!!

For now I leave you with this poignant poem that I myself rather like. Keep it close to your heart.

'Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints in snow,
I am the sunlight and ripened grain.
I am the gentle Autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush,
I am the swift upflinging rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.'


Main page, for everyone.

Stéph's personal page. Password required!

Nick's personal page. Password required!

Steff's personal page. Password required!

Niki's personal page. Password required!



Other links you may find interesting are:

My personal website

My LiveJournal... Companion to my rants for years.

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This is why drugs are good. What kind of an anti-drug is the shittest experience in the world??

Nosy little bugger, aren't you?