Happy thanksgiving
HI! I just ate some good food and I'm in a good mood. At least I feel replenished... my dog Scrappy lived up to her name. She ate a whole feast in like 15 seconds! My other dog was kind of slow at the eating thing, but she's a little older than Scrappy. Scrappy was ike a vaccum cleaner. It was hilarious! She is hyper right now and she is reading over my shoulder. Can dogs even read?!?!?!?she seems very sleepy right now. The dog can change moods very fast. Right now she's in my lap and having an escape mood lapse. She is trying to commit suicide I think. Doo do dooo do do do do do do do doo. My dad is drilling something and it's killing me. Oh and I have gas which doesn't help in the least. :-) :-0 It stinks! P.U eeeewww! OK done with the gas subject. Did I tell you how Mike came to our street? That's retarded. I hate him but I like him and he is sooo embarassing because, face it he's a little bit retarded. I mean yeah, he's like me in the group where we read 6th grade books, but he sure doesn't ACT like it. He acts like an immature 2nd grader. Period. He screams "Patwick" in the middle of class. And he doesn't get in trouble. He also goes "MAAAAAAAAA" like a retarded dog would go "maaaaaa". Seriously. But he can be nice. I'm so mixed up. Everywhere there are more decisions to make and I even know which ones are right but c'mon I'm not perfect. My reading progress score is. Not me. My Language arts score is almost perfect. Not me. There is so much right and wrong in this world it's like you play angel and demon every day. Heaven and hell on earth. Devil and God are both in your head trying to con you to do the right thing or the wrong thing. It's just a modern day. Happy food affects are wearing off. Coming back into real mode. Everything os so balenced almost. Of course there's more hell on earth but the heaven can take it. It's a serious predicament. But any person can handle the trips and the hell in everyday life. I can. Just not well. I mean sure I'd like to kick the devil's ass but it usually doesn't work that way. The devil is a con artist. You know what I mean? He can con you into anything. Anything. Murder. Robbery. Even purposely spillinguice on your mom's carpet. But enough of my perfectly morbid thoughts. I've got to go.

I don't trust anyone
I came here to tell you some stuff. First of all, I don't think I have depression. I think I have anxiety. Second of all, Jamie's O.K. Third I kind of like Mike! AAAAHH! What is wrong with me? He's nice but he's a little ill in the head if u know what I mean. He can be the most retarded person in the world or the nicest. We went to camp already. It was fun. A week away from Kara anytime is classified as fun... but my parents said that I would go behind the bushes and kiss Mike. I was gonna punch Kara, but she blocked. grrrr! I forgot to tell you... now Helen knows the crushes of everyone in our cabin (even mine!) because stupid Jamie slipped. Big time. Now, she didn't tell it to the most shut mouthed person either. Mike is learning them one by one and first was Cathryn. Then Sally if he finds out about me I'm toast. Dead rabbit. Stinky stepped on crap. Now what? Am I next? I'm frying in the heat. The terrible burning inferno of scariness I can't let it happen. I could blackmail Helen, but she's my friend. Why would I? But I have trash on her. Her crush, her bad tree breaking... yes I have dirt, but would I use it? I'm not that mean unless it's Kara. Oh yes! I forgot to tell you of one of my Accomplishments! I punched Kara. In the nose! She cried like a baby and I did it. I got punished but it was definitly worth it. She's afraid of me. But that doesn't stop the teasing. Oh, the TEASING! she shold take my advice and eat the crap Haha. How funny! I am so funny. Kara's trying to read you. Ha. Like I'd let THAT happen. Nope. Never. Or else hers was mine. Let that be a warning. Never let your sister read your diary. Or you'll end up going to juvinile hall for murder. She'll tease you about a crush so much you'll stay away from diaries for a very,very, VERY long time. Kara will never find you unles she takes the computer out of my dead, cold hands. Maybe not that far but I will be pretty bloody. That's the reason I never open up to a diary. Because of Kara. I was about 8 and I had a crush on Kyle. When I was 6! So she teases me about this page I had in my diary and you know what I did? I took that sucker, ripped it out and I shredded it. She must've been mad. That's the story. I never really opened up after that and it probably will affect my adult life. Somehow. Carol of the bells is a song from choir and it's everywhere. I'll try to play it on the recorder. Results l8r.
Love or hate,
Ariel

Haven't written in a while. Grunt.
Oh.my.god. I have so much to tell you. First of all, yea I think my depression is getting worse. Second of all, Jamie's been talking behind my back. B|tch. Third mike has a crush on me. Fourth, camp is in a week. I hav some serious problems. Hre's the chat mike and i had.
Americanariel: doofus

Auto response from mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i am at school

and umm oh yah school umm FUCK IT!


mAtT1967 bRrBrR: hi
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: hi
Americanariel: nice away msg
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yah pretty lol
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: i just got my camp boots
Americanariel: helooo
Americanariel:
Americanariel:
Americanariel:
Americanariel:
Americanariel:
Americanariel:
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i have to where them
Americanariel: They had no girl's boots so i have boy's boots
Americanariel: oh joy
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: what
Americanariel: ok whtevr
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: sorry i was gone we were making a clorine bomb again in the rocks it was awesome
Americanariel: cool
Americanariel: my mom said something about the dog pooping and I actually jumped and said "weeeeeeeeeeee"!
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: all the rocks flew every where it blew up when we were running and the rocks like went so far it hit our backs and it hurt
Americanariel: ow
Americanariel: is ur cousin still there?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: it was awesome though a freind of ours took a picture and it looks awesome
Americanariel: ok...
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: nooo he left a 3
Americanariel: aha
Americanariel: and i read ur profile
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: at 3 today lukily i didn't have to go to air port
Americanariel: i'm not a dumb blonde
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i kno you aint that isnt what it meant
Americanariel: whtevr
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yours doesn't make sense
Americanariel: y not?
Americanariel: h/o lemme read it
Americanariel: no it doesn't
Americanariel: i was bieng morbid and retarded at the same time when i was writing it
Americanariel: hello?
Americanariel: hellllo
Americanariel: ok
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: brb
Americanariel: k
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: read my profile now
Americanariel: u suck
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: the bomb will blow!
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: u my sis is behind me
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: reading my im
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: that was funny
Americanariel: uh oh
Americanariel: my sister will kill me
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: y
Americanariel: cause i hit here eye
Americanariel: *her
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol pull a knife
Americanariel: no
Americanariel: hah
Americanariel: get ur own sn
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i usually pull a pelet gun cause my bro has 2 knifes
Americanariel: oh interesting
Americanariel: my siter is acting like a retard
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: she is a retard
Americanariel: she jumping off of my couch
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: and spazing out
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: more lol*
Americanariel: she went aaaaaahh like a retard/collin would
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: most lol
Americanariel: ha
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: rofl
Americanariel: roflmao
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: roflmao
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep you have learned well
Americanariel: oh joy...
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: do you know what ae stands for
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: aoe*
Americanariel: u told me retard
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: aoe?
Americanariel: nope
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: area of effect
Americanariel: i don't
Americanariel: really care
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: ffa
Americanariel: lala
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: y you say that
Americanariel: i dunno\
Americanariel: hahahahahahahhahaha
Americanariel: weeeeeeeeeeeeee
Americanariel: fa
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: candy candy
Americanariel: mmmmm.... candy
Americanariel: i hide mine cuz the people in my house will steal it
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: you ran out of candy right?
Americanariel: nope
Americanariel: not yet
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i didnt either i just got shit candy
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: weeeeee
Americanariel: weeeeee
Americanariel: weeeee
Americanariel: falala
Americanariel: n guk
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: weeeeee weeeeeee as my cousin would say if he had to go (get it get it?)
Americanariel: yes
Americanariel: hello
Americanariel: ok
Americanariel: my color is working
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: cool
Americanariel: teehee
Americanariel: u know smarter child
Americanariel: she's a retard
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: wait want to ummmmmmm go riding after school tommarow
Americanariel: i dunno
Americanariel: h/o
Americanariel: brb
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: which house is yours i mean is it on like the circle part or the straight part
Americanariel: circle
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh what adress
Americanariel: it's the big red one
Americanariel: 7601
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ok
Americanariel: it's hidden by bushes, though
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ohhhhh that one
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: it is on a hill
Americanariel: yea, that one
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ok i know what you are talking about
Americanariel: oh no
Americanariel: my mom said no
Americanariel: hahahaha
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh ok
Americanariel: my mom doesn't like me biking alone without an adult
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: one sec
Americanariel: hello
Americanariel: brb
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ok iab
Americanariel: iab
Americanariel: i had 2 spray nasty stuff on my dog's butt
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: do you go to the mall with your freinds or soumthin
Americanariel: yeah, sometimes, but an adult is always with us
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh which mall
Americanariel: stonebriar usually
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh like on saturday right
Americanariel: sometimes
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh
Americanariel: I went with cathryn this saturday
Americanariel: burp
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ohhhhh
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: fart
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: hahahha
Americanariel: lmao
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: as you would say tee hee
Americanariel: ha
Americanariel: mall shopping is a girl thing
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: scott says that me and you are dating and stuff i said go fuck yourself
Americanariel: ha
Americanariel: if i was dating you, i wouuldn't have a single friend
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: hahahalmaolmao
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ok stumach ache think i am going to puke BRB
Americanariel: cool
Americanariel:
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i puked uhhhh huh that was awesome ohhhhh i think i just lost 10 pounds
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i farted when i was throwing up

mAtT1967 bRrBrR: you dont care do you?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: BRB
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i got that feeli
Americanariel: yuk
Americanariel: n guk
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: hi ariel you and mike date you and mike date
Americanariel: who is this?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: matt
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: you like mike
Americanariel: omg i will pound u
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: you like mike
Americanariel: u r just like kara
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yah right i will crush you with my faT
Americanariel: and no he likes me
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: mike is pukin i can hear him
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: bluuuuuuu
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: bluuu
Americanariel: so get off matthew
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: nope
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ahhh mikes got a knife
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: by
Americanariel: cool!
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: SORRYthat wa wait
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: ur bro is aretard
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: hes got the pelet gun
Americanariel: uh oh
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ahhhhhhh he just shot at the tabl
Americanariel: ur house is insane
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: brb
Americanariel: k
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: matt is isane
Americanariel: yes he is
Americanariel: ur house is like an asylum
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i i tied him to the bed with lock and i locked the gun in my desk
Americanariel: ur bro threatened to squish me with his fat
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol he did
Americanariel: yup
Americanariel: what grade is he in?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ok i will squish him with my fat i am going to sit on him brb
Americanariel: cool
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh wait parents uh oh i am in deep shit
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: wait gotta tell them what happen
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: i was just about to ask where ur parents were
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ok they took the gun from matt and i aint in trouble
Americanariel: lmao
Americanariel: where were ur parents when this crazy stuff happened?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: they walked in when they heard the pelet gun shot
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: and i was lockin him in
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: when they like walked like yah around htere
Americanariel: interesting
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: one sec
Americanariel: k
Americanariel: fala
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: if you went on a date where would you gop
Americanariel: i don't know
Americanariel: starbucks
Americanariel: i guess
Americanariel: i real;y don't know
Americanariel: wherever
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i would go to movies
Americanariel: ok
Americanariel: i would do something fun like eat then go to the movies or sumthing
Americanariel: i luv eating although it don't show
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: what is your favorite resturaunt
Americanariel: i don't know, burger king
Americanariel: h/o
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: no i mean like a real resturaunt not a like fast food
Americanariel: oh
Americanariel: hmm
Americanariel: spring creek barbeque?
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: I'm just like a fast food junkie
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: where is that on spring creek
Americanariel: i don't know
Americanariel: It's like somewhere
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i like non fast food places
Americanariel: weeeeeeee
Americanariel: i love fast food!
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i hate it it is disgusting i like home cooked food
Americanariel: yuk
Americanariel: Y-U-K YUK
Americanariel: actually, i like gombo
Americanariel: *gumbo
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: cool is it becase you are form louisiana
Americanariel: You've got a greeting, click here.i'm from texas
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh nm
Americanariel: born and raised in texas
Americanariel: my parents are cajun
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: that is what i ment
Americanariel: yes
Americanariel: they cook cajun food a lot
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i am from new york
Americanariel: yes we all know that
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i am going to leave at 8 30 and come back at 8 40
Americanariel: k
Americanariel: a little strange
Americanariel: but whtevr
Americanariel: my sis likes Hilary Duff
Americanariel: cuz she's lezbo
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: who do you like?
Americanariel: u like marissa
Americanariel: cuz ur a boy
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: no she is hot
Americanariel: wat evr
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: no what band you like i like trapt
Americanariel: i like eminem, and black eyed peas
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: trapt rocks
Americanariel: eminem rox
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: you look fine for anyone but merissa is like mutated to look that hoty
Americanariel: shake ur tailfeather
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: wha
Americanariel: i'm listening to muic
Americanariel: whoot
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i sohuld too
Americanariel: wh00t
Americanariel: i'm listening to a CD
Americanariel: wh00t
Americanariel: shake ur tail featha
Americanariel: nelly
Americanariel: wh00t
Americanariel: see i type a lot
Americanariel: wh00t
Americanariel: w
Americanariel: 0
Americanariel: 0
Americanariel: t
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: headstrong
Americanariel: whoops
Americanariel: k
Americanariel: whtevr
Americanariel: my song is done
Americanariel: my cd is bad
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: what is cd
Americanariel: i have this 1 song on it that is 34 minutes and the only words it says is "where is the love?"
Americanariel: wh00t
Americanariel: weeeeeeeeeeeee
Americanariel: oh my cd is burned
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: ohhhhh i that like that was version of media player
Americanariel: that's why the quality sucks
Americanariel: 1 week till camp
Americanariel: this sucks
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i ahte camp
Americanariel: I still need stuff
Americanariel: i don't wanna go, but i don't wanna stay
Americanariel: camp will SUCK
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yeo
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep
Americanariel: i mean what r we going 2 do there without tv
Americanariel: ?!?!?!?
Americanariel: h/o
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: scott said that if me and you go on a date he will pay me and you 50$ dollars and you can guess what i said
Americanariel: i know
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: scott go fuck yourself
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: just as i guessed
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep
Americanariel: he sucks
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: he is ill in the head
Americanariel: remember taylor and devyn?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep
Americanariel: they.were.GROSS
Americanariel: an embarassment to mankind
Americanariel: now taylor is hitting on lissa
Americanariel: poor devyn
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: devyn is ugly her eyes are too spread apart now like yours or anyone else's are perfect
Americanariel: devyn's bf is cheating on her
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep
Americanariel: haha
Americanariel: roflmao
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: taylor is mutha fucka just lookin for sex
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: he is stupid and retarded
Americanariel: he's like 10!!!!!!!!!
Americanariel: can't have sex!
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i kno he told me that him self
Americanariel: what
Americanariel: that he's too young?
Americanariel: hello
Americanariel: what evr
Americanariel: cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese
Americanariel: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yah he can beleive me my mom's god duahgter is 14 she has had sex 16 times
Americanariel: yuk
Americanariel: there are pregnant 8 year olds out there
Americanariel: and 5 yr olds
Americanariel: poor kids
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: she has filmed it twice
Americanariel: victims to rape
Americanariel: eeeeeeeeeeeeeew
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i have seen one
Americanariel: sick
Americanariel: i didn't need to know that
Americanariel: tmitmitmi
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: it is an hour long
Americanariel: tmi
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: yep
Americanariel: i didn't need to know that i'm only ten!
Americanariel: !
Americanariel: way tmi
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: you wanna kno sumthin else
Americanariel: hmm
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: it isn't disgudting
Americanariel: ok
Americanariel: i guess
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: she has a box of condoms in her dresser
Americanariel: she's a girl!
Americanariel: it's just in case riht?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i kno they are for whoever she has sex with
Americanariel: *right
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: sik
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: it is bad
Americanariel: i'm feeling sik
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: no really i am
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i did earlier
Americanariel: maybe i'm just hungry
Americanariel: yum
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: did you eat yet?\
Americanariel: nopesies
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: omg
Americanariel: haha
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: i ate like 3 hours ago
Americanariel: wowow
Americanariel: my dog looks guilty
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: lol
Americanariel: she probably pooped somewhere...
Americanariel: lol
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: maybe he went poo in the house
Americanariel: it's a girl
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: oh
Americanariel: she puked earlier and the puppy was eating it and she was 2
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: how many comps do you have
Americanariel: 5
Americanariel: everyone in my family has 1
Americanariel: u?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: we have 8
Americanariel: wow
Americanariel: i burped
Americanariel: haha
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: my bro has 2 i have 2 my mom has 1 my dad has 3
Americanariel: how many do u hav?
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: 2
Americanariel: oh nm
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: a laptop
Americanariel: i hav a laptop
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: and this is the shit one
Americanariel: y not use the laptop
Americanariel: ?
Americanariel: falala
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: we dont have enough internet plug ins and i am too lazy to un plug this one and plug in the laptop
Americanariel: u should use the laptop and make a new sn
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: see i am lazy
Americanariel: we have these little things that we don't have to plug them in
Americanariel: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Americanariel: i'm hyper
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: brb
Americanariel: k
Americanariel: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Americanariel: wee
Americanariel: fala
Americanariel: see level it out
Americanariel: weeeee
Americanariel: ok i'm done
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: hi
Americanariel: hello
mAtT1967 bRrBrR: igtg poopey
Americanariel: bi
Americanariel: poop
Americanariel: ie

Ahem. I forgot this!
My teacher called me a knothead today. A KNOT HEAD! Then she laughed. Oh how perfect...

I'm safe
I told the 4th grader sorry and he said he was just mad cause a girl beat him up.! Oh yeah! \/

I am so sorry.
My friend's boyfriend came over and he was kinda mean. He was also a 4th grader. I told him I would kick his butt, and I didn't lie. I did. We were jumping on Her trampoline and I pushed him off. He got really P.O. Then he tried to push me off and said "Do you know how much that hurts?" He ended up skinning my knee. So I need to apoligise. To Jamie. She'll hate me. She really will. But I do know how much that hurts! I've been pushed off by Jamie at least 5000000 times. I've got to go apologise. /\ \/

Ok
Then we broke the arm off. And ran like he||! I wrote "I feel stupid writing this" and "Whatever" at least twice. I am turning so blan that I start to feel just... regular. Not happy. Not sad. Just regular. I hate cathryn and jamie. Helen is my best friend. Nicer than Cathryn and Jamie. More sencere than Shelly. I am going through so many changes. No way to stop them. Growing. Hormones. Whatever. What to write? I got a new lamp. This song is gay. "Stacies mom has got it going on"?!?!?!?!?! Is that scary or what? I'm afraid of those freaks. Resist urge to write whatever. I am such a little punk. I stuck my middle finger up at my computer. Tahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahhahahahahahahahahahaha

Gasp. Lil punkette on da way!
I'm going through major changes. I'm a punk. I'm gonna have a rock punk band. I'm wearing EYELINER! I hate choir whereas I used to love it. I am hanging out with other punk@$$ kids. And I love it! I am lil' punkster punkette. Or should I just be a lil' punkster? I am just lil' punk. My friend and I broke a tree decoration's arm off. It was z skeleton with an oversized head and I was beating up the thing. l8ter

It is raining.
Hard. Our satellites went out. I hate DirectTV. Mystic River. Sean Penn. He was a retarded person in one movie. We (sister, sister's friend, bro, bro's girlfriend, me)went to a haunted ho.. well not a house. More of a camp. Whatever. It was at night and it was scary. I am tired. More later.

Back again.
I like this blog better than my old diary. Whatever. My pinky hurts. I was walking/running and I kinda got it bent back. All the way. Here's a code. A cow has gone crazy. I feel like sister Kara is laughing. Why is my funky dog in the house? What my place in house? That's the code. It says A crazy sister is in my house. I feel like doing a status report, so I will. Number of doors that my dad has broken with his head: 2 Number of times my sister has threatened to call anger management on my dad:Countless Number of times my dog has licked my feet today: 1 Number of times my dog has fallen asleep while licking or not licking my feet: countless. I feel stupid writing this. I am the smartest in my class yet I feel like my vast knowledge makes me feel smaller and stupider in the large universe. Whatever. I feel like reading a book. Not really though. I can't talk to anyone like how I can write in you. This is stupid. I feel like I'm going insane. Oh and my sister started wanting me to be friends with Cathryn. Total barfication. First of all my sister. My sister that gave me a nosebleed once when I was five. I mean there are the times when we are united and stuff like tying Russell up with jumpropes and threatening to put lipgloss on him but I mean she's a sibling, not a friend. Second of all, It's CATHRYN. I mean does Kara want to kill me that bad?