'Always'. Because you can read it at the top of the backround but can't keep it's promise. 'Always and Forever' is how Angel signs his letters; but 'Always' remindss me of something else. It pretty much reminds of how often you used to play my Angel and I your Buffy; or you my Angelus and I your Buffus. One word still lingers in my mind. No! not 'Always'-looks like you kept that stupid badge^-~. 'Why?' Why haven't you been on? and another word still, 'Where?' Where are youbecause, your sure as hell not here! Where did you go? Did you slip away like the real Angel did to LA?
I've told the others to write what they feel, so I'm taking my advice. WTF, Blake?! Why did you go? CAn't you see how much you meant to us? Do you even care? Do you know we haven't RPed BTVS once since you left? Like we really want another Angel! It's hell. I miss you, our crazy plots, and especially the LOL's and LMAO's.
The fact of the matter is , Blake, that we love you to death, we can't seem to deal with the fact that you've kind of just up and left. Because we're a family, and when we RP, nothing else excists. I have to admit, I know part of it is my fault with the whole brother-telling-mom-that-I-was-talking-to-you thing. But if that means we just have to talk to each other through email(cloudsparkles6@yahoo.com)-It's worth it! because like Angel signs-'Forever'. I miss you-Riss
