omg~ it`s over.. i can`t believe it.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ hope i`ve performed good enough for the exams eventhough i din work hard enough for it. hiaz~ next semester cannot like that liaos~ must study hard!!
alright.. life hasn`t been very great lately.. maybe i`m just sensitive.. but i dunno.. hiaz.. hopefully everything will be turn for the better..
wells.. it`s the holiday period now but not for most of my buddies.. sad~ my baby got exams coming up somemore!! ahhhh~
for now i shall go sleep.. damn tired.. somemore tml going to court early in the morning.. yawnz~
lil-devil*// biitched on 25 Aug 05 at 10.15pm
tml`s finally e` last paper. but i`m nt at all rejoicing. it`s econs.. that`s why i`m so dead.. hiaz* this semester really damn slack.. sherlyn sherlyn, why did you become like that.. you are reverting back to your bad habits.. argh...
today`s stats paper.. suppose to be my most favourite topic.. practice so much for it and i still made a really stupid careless mistake.. 4 marks down the drain.. than my sample size 30 smth.. so weird.. argh.. different from others.. ahhhhhhh......
i must not be an online student manz.. gonna suffer hell.. argh.. i must jiayou! this is not sherlyn. she isn`t like that.. she used to be so garang!!
lil-devil*// biitched on 24 Aug 05 at 10.25pm
my my my.. accounts over~ yay! i thought accounts was gonna be a killer but i felt that the paper was pretty ok despite not being able to balance the trial balance.. =X
this is the only accounts paper that i am confident of doing quite well~ if it all goes well.. such that i din make stupid mistakes. yups.
coming right up is the stats paper.. doing some practice and i think i`ll sleep early tonight! after saying good night to my baby! lols..
shall go read mag now.. hahas! hungry* = no mood to do work.
lil-devil*// biitched on 23 Aug 05 at 6.24pm
first day of exams. isn`t that bad yet.. cuz there are tougher papers coming out.. like accounts, statistics and microecons. it`ll really be ahhh~ then..
today was a pretty relaxed day. met buddy and we went to the cafe and have cake, tea, ice cream.. than went shopping cuz it was still early.. bought 2 long sleeve tops; one from tommy hilfiger and e` other from u2.. and also a denim skirt! limited edition piece from abercrombie & fitch.. woots** nice! but it cost a bomb.. despite some discount.
horrible terrible jason sweared.
*sompa* sherlyn sherlyn, you by far the most terrible school girl i have ever met for you have got no qualms about being a bankruptcy one day. *sompa*
say about me until like that. he spends a bomb too. on food. on movies. on clothes. ah yes! on girls. =))
lil-devil*// biitched on 22 Aug 05 at 10.05pm
i`m at grandma`s house.. so bored.. no cousins came.. luckily there`s some wireless connection from i dunno where.. so i`m 'stealing' it.. wahhaas.. bored bored bored.. la la la.. received an interesting email from crossroads photography.. ooh~~
lil-devil*// biitched on 20 Aug 05 at 5.48pm
oh no~ it`s almost a day gone.. exams are nearing.. today`s indeed a slacky day again.. alrite.. i`m always slacking.. tsk tsk tsk.. sherlyn sherlyn.. you better wake up manz.. monday is e` start of exams.. grrr... i think i eat more than i study manz.. lols!!
had dinner out with papa and my sister! 3 people.. and we ordered quite alot.. gosh~ could not finish my food.. i barely touched the rice~ sick of rice.. lols.. yea.. i had sweet&sour fish.. cereal prawns.. xo fishhead.. vegetables.. all that for 3 people.. wells.. i`m damn damn full now..
got to go back to do work liaos~ cya!!
lil-devil*// biitched on 19 Aug 05 at 10.33pm
i`m back to blog. cuz you know, someone wants to read my blog.. lols! well well.. mr dennis.. i never knew my blog had such a big impact on you.. but one thing i`m sure.. you do like to scare me.. with that little girl of yours.. omg!~ that was pure evil. how could you ever do that manz? and worse.. you continue to talk about it despite you knew the fact.. grrr!! have some heart, would you.. dun`t try and scare such an innocent girl like me.
today`s another 'boring' day.. yea.. woke up late.. at 10 to be exact.. suppose to get up at 9.30 to have my breakfast but i decided to 'nua' on e` bed.. hahas! lazy lazy lazy.. =X yeps.. after breakfast.. went to do some work.. some reading on statistics theory.. damn! can`t seem to remember.. sherlyn jus hates remembering such stuff.. at 12+.. i ate again.. wahahas! eat eat eat.. after e` exams, i really got to work out manz.. swim swim swim.. jus like a fish.. =)) i slacked after lunch.. seriously din feel like seeing my books.. so i walked aroubd e` house.. ahhh yes.. and look at e` fishes too... lols.. than i ermz played e` piano.. played my favourite pieces.. hee.. after that.. i was drawing.. wahahas.. finally! at 5.. decided to get serious.. so i went to do my work.. yeps.. what a day! can`t wait for this to end~~ than i can PLAY!~
play with that little girl.. =p
lil-devil*// biitched on 18 Aug 05 at 9.58pm
it`s been almost a month.. but you can`t seem to leave my mind. it`s a torture to see you whenever i`m in school. i just get reminded of those times. although it wasn`t a long period we were together, and after subtracting the times i throw tantrums; this short memory will still be instilled clearly in my mind. i hope it stays e` same for you although i believe you wish to forget it. since after all those painful and hurting words being said out. sometimes i wish i could reverse the time and take back my words. but alas, what`s done cannot be undone. i`ll probably have to regret it - over this very painful memory.
it`s almost a month, another 2 more days.. i guess i`ve to really snap all this hopes out of my mind and seriously get back to how my life should be. right now, i just want to give you my best wishes and blessings if you have found someone your heart is really after; someone you actually deserve and someone who deserves you.
lil-devil*// biitched on 17 Aug 05 at 6.15pm
as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be..
to the secrets we used to share..
how i wish you were here with me,
holding me close beside you,
in this lonely yet cold night...
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much...
lil-devil*// thinks about the past on 16 Aug 05 at 7.25pm
today`s seriously a bad bad day.first i woke up with a bad hair.. so i had to shampoo and condition my hair when i actually washed it at 1am last night.. ok.. than change.. blah... walked out of the house.. missed the wonderful 189.. so i flagged a cab.. to clementi mrt.. had to take the train to jurong to change to e` middle one.. noe wad.. the train at jurong just left.. next train.. 7mins... grrrrr....this isn`t e` end.. went to school for marketing make up tutorial.. all went well.. got chocolates from miss woot.. nice~ went to e` photocopy shop after that to copy some stuff.. yups.. than went to mac to copy some marketing notes from last thursday revision lecture.. yeps.. than walked to e` station with kai an.. and than~~ i could not find the ez link card.. which is in the handphone pouch.. searched e` whole bag for it.. well.. it isn`t there.. kai an got to go and meet some person doing invesments so he went first.. walked back to school to see if i dropped the pouch along the way.. but nah~ no.. checked the lecture theatre.. mac... photocopy shop.. not there at all.. gone~~ grr... gone for good.. and what.. the ez link card has just been topped with 50 bucks.. crap manz~~ went back to yio chu kang mrt station to report loss.. they gave me a number to call.. called.. cancelled the card.. they`ll refund me the money inside.. phew~ had to call up national library to blcok the card as well.. did all that.. what a day! spent hmmm... pretty long time trying to find the pouch and do cancellation... took the train to dover... to take a bus to fairfield.. saw chi seng in e` train.. than saw serena at e` escalator.. and saw lydia at the bus stop.. everybody has changed so much manz.. anws.. yups.. went to fmss.. guarded with security guards.. alrite.. i noe it`s a bit kua zhang.. but it`s true.. even the soccer field and running tracks were all "caged up".. yeps.. had to sign in at the school gate.. take a sticker.. blah.. went to general office.. take the darn o levels cert.. the thing i hate to see... think i shall end here... everyday`s a new day.. tml will be better.. =)) so damn hungry.. haven ate anything.. =X
lil-devil*// biitched on 16 Aug 05 at 6.00pm
i am supposed to be a good girl and stay downstairs to do statistics while keeping an eye on those contractors that is doing something to the house's garden.. yeps.. but i got bored.. so here i am.. using the lab top for a little while.. not supposed to touch it till after exams.. =X but wells.. it`s ok.. juz here to blog.. less than 15 mins.. need to take a short break anws.. hee.. hmm.. so damn bored now.. lalala~~ canon in d rox.. =)).. oh man! i`m hungry... grrr.. had bread for brunch.. waiting for mama to come home.. than i can eat!! yay! what a pig manz.. after the 25.. the entire hols.. shall go work out at the gym and the pool.. heavenly~~ in the cool water under the scorching sun~~ but of course with sun block or i`m gonna turn into charcoal..
lil-devil*// biitched on 15 Aug 05 at 4.16pm
pondering and reflecting yesterday night over some things that has happened in my life. it was after receiving a sms msg from cj. he says he`s coming back next year feb for his ns. that`s pretty fast. anws.. i was still pretty awake at that time as i took my cough syrup pretty late and so it din get to work so fast. =X
during that hour or two of thinking about the past relationships i had.. guess only the last two had actually impacted on me. that`s pretty sad. realised it was stupidity, impatience, little trust and stubborness that actually led the relationship to fail.
with cj, i gave up that relationship cuz i thought i could not wait. it shows how much trust i have in me probably or perhaps it was really my impatience. what a waste, a guy who actually motivated me to change my character; although it wasn`t a big change.. but i dare say i was was better than before..
and the last relationship, probably the most tragic one. not only do i see that person almost everyday but we treat each other as strangers. such a pity, i let stuborness, pride, expectations, harsh words, tantrums over rule myself.
filled with regrets but time does not wait for men.. i`ll have to learn from this and not commit it again.
lil-devil*// biitched on 13 Aug 05 at 3.07pm
sherlyn leads a charmed life.
her life is filled with love;
from her precious family, buddies and friends.
nothing can put sherlyn down.
love you all lots!!~
lil-devil*// biitched on 5 Aug 05 at 5.30pm
hmmm.. another miracle.. was having fever the whole of yesterday.. and it was pretty high.. like 39. smth.. i was alone at home cuz mum and dad went to work.. bro went out cuz he`s flying to dubai followed by amsterdam than to new york today.. so cool.. in fact he left this morning... yups.. got him to get me anna sui secret wish from duty free since he could like get 40% discount off duty free.. i can buy lots and lots of perfume! wahahas!
my brains are not damnaged.. still know what went on ytd.. could not find any panadol at home.. so i jus went to rest.. switched on the air con.. while waiting for mama to come home.. when she came home.. she made me eat a lil and than she sponged me with cold water.. fever still din go down.. at 8+.. she made me drink ice water and went to boil green bean soup.. yup.. went to her room to rest.. at 11+.. the fever subsided and i went back to my room.. slept till 11+.. and the fever is all gone! i really cannot survive without mum! =))
lil-devil*// biitched on 6 Aug 05 at 2.24pm
irresponsible. inconsiderate. demanding. arrogance. spoilt. pampered. yeah.. lots of adjectives indeed. an attempt to resolve certain things ending up in an entanglement.. what a struggle life is.
lil-devil*// biitched on 4 Aug 05 at 12.26am
damn!! i`m down with flu and a really bad throat.... arghhhhh.... tot i could like go out during the weekends to relax.. looks like it`s a weekend at home!!! grrrr.... jus took a cold panadol.. such a big capsule but luckily i had peppermint and honey..
lil-devil*// biitched on 4 Aug 05 at 11pm
feel so much better now.. after having a chat with our pro in solving love problem and heartaches, mr mike.. =)).. any problem.. go haunt this dudez! hahas.. ahhh... yes.. i`m promoting for him.. lols.. he shld jus quit his air force job and go full time in this.. hahas! kidding.. air force more cool.. okays.. toodles.. sherlyn is going to sleep!
lil-devil*// biitched on 4 Aug 05 at 2.51am
i should just get over it. it`s like wads the use of holding on. is the other party even thinking of it? we`re like total strangers now.. to think that such things can be given up so easily.. what a disappointment!
i should just erase this person from my mind.. hiaz.. or i`m going to continue being miserable.. but i doubt i can do so.. see this person everyday.. omg.. hiaz.. love and hatred collides..
and also.. mum is going to np and try asking if they have a place so that i could transfer school.. nyp`s too far.. but i doubt it`s possible.. unless i repeat another year.. that is a NO-NO!
lil-devil*// biitched on 3 Aug 05 at 10.48pm
went to the doctor today.. argh.. waited for 45mins just to get into there for let me see.. erms.. 10mins.. got the green light.. can take ice cream.. but not too much.. but got a really awful thing now.. i have to use a spray for the nose.. and i seriously feel like choking after that.. but i`m freed from pills at least..
i`m seriously going crazy.. so many projects.. ahhhh.. and i just can`t seem to get someone out of my mind.. hiaz.. hiaz... some people think my life rox now.. opportunities coming into my way.. but.. hiaz... that`s not my exact sentiments..
lil-devil*// biitched on 30 July 05 at 12.03am
that`s it?!? "Love just took a wrong turn; lost.. i`m too stubborn to ask for directions."
lil-devil*// biitched on 29 July 05 at 1.32am
we met,
we laughed,
we cried,
we held on fast,
and than we said goodbye.
lil-devil*// biitched on 27 July 05 at 8.25pm
home alone today! din do anything very much too.. heex.. just erms.. lie on the bed and read a book i just bought yesterday... had wanted to read it a long time ago but no money+time to buy it.. but finally.. hee.. than at 5.45.. whipped up a dinner for myself.. grinzz.. baked salmon.. idaho potatoes topped with black pepper sauce and golden mushrooms and champingnons.. yummy.. oh yes.. not to forget.. redwine.. compliments of singapore airlines.. hahahas.. 'stole' from my brother.. keke.. not exactly stole.. it`s in the fridge.. mom said i could take it.. hahas..
lil-devil*// biitched on 23 July 05 at 8.40pm
went shopping today! yay! hahas.. been such a long time since i really splurge w/o worrying about bank balance.. woots* the feeling is woo~~ hahas.. but.. so lonely.. shopped alone.. cuz i dun get nagged by those shopping partners of mine.. aiyo~~ oh ya! den on e` way home.. at dohby ghaut.. saw this really amusing thing! this man! yes! he`s man! 100% chop chop confirm! somemore, an old man! yes! he dress up like some rich tai tai! omg..!! everybody keep laughing while waiting for the train to harbourfront to come.. he`s like parading himself up and down.. and seriously.. everybody was like laughing.. i almost wanted to burst out.. but that will be so embarassing.. than hmm.. nothing funny happened.. hahas.. went home.. leg hurts.. now here.. typing this entry.. going to play generals soon.. hahas.. too bored liao!
lil-devil*// biitched on 22 July 05 at 5.40pm
did not blog for so long.. =/.. very busy with school work.. driving me crazy already.. all the projects.. tests.. so many deadlines.. going nuts! can someone please save me!
lil-devil*// biitched on 17 July 05 at 2.56am
daddy said "never repeat the mistakes made in history or the outcome will be unpleasant."
lil-devil*// biitched on 27 June 05 at 8.27pm
okays.. was suppose to be asleep a hell long time ago.. but i jus can`t slp.. =/ maybe i`ve been pigging too much.. wells.. did some business statistics revision for 30mins.. jus some xtra qns.. hahas.. too bored.. den tried to attempt accounts.. but i`m jus so blur abt special journal.. guess i`ll hav to wait for the tutor to explain.. tml i`ll try figure it out again.. than i went back to bed.. tossing for half an hr.. can`t slp.. saw the hp beside me.. flip it and read it.. reading msges.. store many many of them.. all those sweet msges.. hahas.. by mike and cj.. lols.. and some others too..
lil-devil*// biitched on 26 June 05 at 3.17am
oks.. today.. "class outing".. cuz there was not many pple.. only half e` class.. we went to sentosa... fun!! hahas.. jus love the water.. went kayaking too.. grinz* been hell long time since i kayak.. at least.. it din capsize today.. hahas.. hmm.. oh ya.. damn it! it`s e` hols.. soooo many pple.. had to queue like 1 hr for e` toilet.. oh my god..almost fell asleep.. den went back after that.. went to harbourfront food centre to eat.. yummy.. satay and tomyam noodles.. =D.. great.. so full manz... i almost forgot.. i have a really ugly sports bra tan at on my back.. grr~~.. other than that.. nth to say for today.. toodles*
lil-devil*// biitched on 14 June 05 at 8.30pm
chocolate dipped strawberries. i`m loving it~
went back for accounts test today..for da pathetic 1 hr.. and the weightage of the test is like 5%.. -_-".. hate it~~ hate to use computers to do tests.. it`s stupid.. one mistake and u gotta redo.. grr.. and we only had one lab session to learn that programme.. oh yahs.. and nowdays, teachers are darn smart.. noe that we`ll copy/cheat.. so there are 2 different sets of papers.. and it`s given out alternately.. but how smart can they get.. they`ll never beat us.. so dumb!! 3 teachers to a big cohort of students in a big lab.. wahahhas!! so u can guess the situation.. discussions.. lols~~.. the teachers were running here and there to help pple with technical problems.. whahahas.. after the sooooo pathetic test.. went to sentosa to do a evening shoot that took hours.. grr~~ so darn tired~~ went home for dinner after that.. mum cooked a seriously yucky dish! some 'hei pi jiu' with chicken.. so i ended up having vegatable and salmon + rice for dinner.. after that.. i dunno wad i did.. just slack and stone arnd. =)
lil-devil*// biitched on 27 May 05 @ 2.23pm
it`s so sad that this world is filled with childish peeps. they go round commenting on others like as though they are darn perfect. i guess it`s probably out of jealousy. this ah lians are not only a disgrace to e` female gender but to e` society. they are the black sheeps of e` society.
this is what they said: they are just sluts that act mature, wear branded goods to show off. sumtimes ex things really look very cheap wan eux noe..hahaha.. too bad. i guess some sluts have loads of money to waste on such clothes and things. not like us, we arent rich as them. bud our style is of cos much better than em."
what hilarious jokes!! regarding to us trying to act mature.. you are sooo wrong.. we are already 17.. we don`t act cute like ah lians.. did you realise it looks so dumb.. what!?! wearing branded clothes to show off. we can afford it, why not? i know you ah lians can`t. and goodness gracious me.. expensive clothes looks cheap.. did you realise how many pple you are insulting.. those top models who model for designer labels.. and i almost forgot.. "plastic assets" yeah~ too bad.. i`m proud to say that our assets are all authentic.. we don`t need those! we do not need to try and make our eyes bigger.. putting stickers to create double eye-lids.. put fake lashes so that your lashes will look long.. gosh~ so stupid.. and to e` extent of plastic surgery.. nah~ stupid.. i wld not take e` risk go under e` knife to attain those. as i said.. we already owned them. even if we do not.. we are already happy for who we are.
i don`t give a damn about you childish peeps out there! it just shows me how short-sighted and maladjusted ah lians can get. and for goodness sake, i did not call you ah lians. u labelled yourself as one.. gosh~ i am so sorry but i ain`t one who indulge in provocations. i have got many brothers and sisters who stand by me and love me for who i am, even when i`m in my most vulnerable state, and i`m proud to say that they never fail to draw a smile across my face. you can go ahead and bitch about us like there's no tomorrow, but by doing such trivia matters, you`ll never succeed in pissing us off. e` only triumph you would have is to tickle me and my friends to the extent that we can actually roll on the floor, laughing at your level of maturity. :) nobody`s stopping you! you are not under hitler`s reign. feel free to speak and do what you like. =)
lil-devil*// biitched on 23 May 05 @ 7pm
it`s been hell long time since i blogged.. x) wells.. had been busy.. yea.. with school of course.. of cos i hung out w` e` class too... i have got a life yea.. what`s more.. ICAs will begin from next week.. so yea.. gotta mug a lil` =)
lil-devil*// biitched on 22 May 05 @ 4pm
so bored now! hahas~ having a very boring tutorial on business software applications. she`s still reading from the textbook. i was done some time ago. so slow! hiaz.. very waste time!! still have got to remain till 5pm... snooze manz.. grr.. decided to blog since i haven`t done that since the 6th of may.. hahas.. this is my first time blogging as a 17 year old.. yay! hahas.. i`m finally 17.. *grinz* =p
lil-devil*// biitched on 10 May 05 @ 3.00pm
great day!! school + painting the town red.. hahas.. hmms.. went to hang out with some classmates in town. After deciding a long time on wad to eat, some went to yoshinoya and some went to e` food court.. tsk tsk.. travel to town to visit food courts.. hmmm... -_-" .. no comments.. than we went to play pool at k pool in cine as it was raining.. after 2 hours.. jus walked and fooled around.. ya.. gtg already... time to go home.. yea..
lil-devil*// biitched on 5 May 05 @ 4.31pm
"Labour Day"
indeed a day for resting.. noooo~~ not for me.. arghhh!! still had to do my tutorials and figure out the darn economics.. how wonderful right.. hahas.. and wad.. the course management website is a little mad.. some part can`t be viewed.. so i din do some questions.. yea~ i`ll stop complaining.. that`s my job anws.. study. do work. hahas! and now wad.. mum is disturbing me.. she very excited over that old mango tree in the backyard of the house.. that it has many mangoes and it`s really sweet!she`s saying.. after 2 years, finally got something.. ok~ she talk so much.. and she dun lemme eat it..
lil-devil*// biitched on 2 May 05 @ 5.21pm
ok..i`ve been seriously lazy to blog.it`s like i reach home pretty late almost everyday.and when i come back,still have got homework to do.i also sleep at like almost midnight daily and wake up when the sky is still dark.yep.good reason to not blog.anyways it`s my blog,i can blog at my own freewill.who actually reads it?hahas.enough of crap since i decide to blog after a hell long time.hmmm...yeah..recently went on a few shopping spree trip.ahhhhhh!!!and i found that top from fond hugs...sooooooo happy..cost me 50bucks manz..but who cares!nice can le..keke.than went to topshop and zara to shop shop.got sale niah..but so sad..zara left those m,l and xl sizes..so big.. i cannot wear..so i got nothing from there.at least topshop is good,have got my size!!heex..spent erms 130bucks over there..keke.. decided to stop spending money!go home!another shopping spree was last friday at plaza singapura..hehe..spent money at body shop,esprit and U2..bought body products...clothes again..hahas..i jus dun like wearing same clothes over and over again.so yea..now i`m seriously bankrupt and i still haven`t found a bag and pencil case that i like...grrr...
lil-devil*// biitched on 1 May 05 @ 12.50pm
first day of official lectures and tutorials.. =).. FS0501 met for lunch at 12pm.. yups.. and wow.. i was early.. first time sia.. hahas!! food junction had too many pple.. we decided to have fast food.. lesser people and faster.. since lessons begins at 1pm... yuppies! i had wild mushroom pasta.. nice and cheap! hahas.. ok.. cheaper than pasta mania at least.. than we went for erms.. tutorial.. it`s that effective business writing module.. ok.. our tutor is a part timer who goes to different polys.. but great~ she ain`t some old hag who`s darn boring.. than we went to the lab so that she could show us expectations of the module.. ok.. she says.. usually half the class fails this module.. really scared nw.. but i`m gonna study hard manz.. =D after that we had a 2 hrs break for dinner.. some girls of FS0501.. we went to food junction to eat.. heex.. not so croweded since it`s 6+.. alot of pple already went home.. only business freshies like us still hav got lecture l8ter.. i had fish and chips.. it`s nice.. i like the brocoli.. hahas.. and the fish too la.. duh~ i paid 3 bucks for that.. really worth it.. =D after dinner.. we went to sit near the big big fountain pond.. read mags.. chat with each other.. yups.. time passed quickly.. soon it was lecture time.. it`s the principles of marketing module.. the lecturer looks like some harvey norman guy... gosh~ damn boring!! he`s like talking rubbish.. if he continues like that.. it`s really deep shit.. time passed really slowly but anyways the lesson still ended 5mins before actual time.. miracle~ marketing is not just about selling the product.. it`s about managing customer relationships too.. =) it`s about meeting the needs of the pple.. yeps.. hahas.. that`s what he was talking for 2 hrs.. and that`s my simple summary.. oh wells.. hahas.. i`m darn tired now.. zzz..
lil-devil*// biitched on 21 April 05 @ 11pm
last day of orientation.. really drained out already.. i`m gonna flop tonight.. cuz tml is the first official day of lessons.. exciting yea.. this dun sound convincing to me.. hhahs.. oh yea~ we managed to get the dance steps but the orientation prog is so screwed up.. they din slot the time properly and there was an overrun.. we were like fools.. keep leaving and entering the auditorium.. so unfair... i feel that the entire orientation has poor time planning.. tsk tsk tsk.. probably last minute.. we did dance at last.. but our moods were already destroyed.. we had totally no mood! even l8ter when they asked for a re perform.. we had no mood already.. too bad.. poor time planners!!
lil-devil*// biitched on 20 April 05 @ 10pm
okays.. 2nd day of orientation.. soooo tired manz... cuz i din like sleep enuf.. a pig like me needs lots of sleep.. hhaas!! well.. today we had business games.. one is adopt a charity and the other is lemonnade empire.. wells.. i`m in e` lemonade empire.. the lemonade is really nice but it`s so difficult to sell.. cuz it`s like before us.. many groups already went to sell theirs.. and there are so many groups.. yups.. but we still did well.. although not the top.. but it`s alrite.. we had the fun.. =) i think pple got scared of the lemonade cuz when i was trying to sell it, some pple said they drank a cup which is very disgusting.. wonder which stupid grp is that.. =/...hmm... now trying to mix 3 tracks together for e` dance tml.. hahas.. i really wonder.. how is everyone gonna dance that song.. so hard!! gosh~ >.<
lil-devil*// biitched on 19 April 05 @ 8pm
really really lazy to blog.. hahahs.. that`s me.. piggy me.. =D hmm.. today was e` first day of orientation at NYP.. had to wake up hell early cuz it`s like so far to NYP.. yups.. than went to jurong east to meet j yip so that we can go together.. hahas.. cuz i never ever went to NYP before.. what a sotong rite! so 'sua gu'.. hahahas... well well.. today`s orientation was pretty fun.. made some new frens.. great~ although the orientation started as not so lively.. yep.. cuz it`s like first day.. all da freshies.. everyone`s so shy... hhahas... but.. everyone still got awoken up l8ter.. hahas..
lil-devil*// biitched on 18 April 05 @ 10pm
hmm.. hell long since i updated.. had been real busy.. yea.. hmmmm... not feeling very well the past few days.. think i`ve a weak stomache manz.. gosh~ anws.. yea.. have to settle the school application by 11/4.. so today basically did the cpf thingy and the filling up of so many damn forms.. tml got to go take a photo and do some stupid medical check up. i hate docs.. sux sux sux.. travelling to nyp almost everyday will probably mean that cabs gonna make lots of money.. hahas!
lil-devil*// biitched on 05 April 05 @ 3.37pm
talk about the female specimen.. interesting..
NEW ELEMENT IN THE PERIODIC
TABLE
Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes
may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban
areas.
PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper
treatment.
CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a
range of precious stones and absorbs great
quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior
warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly
increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent
known to man.
TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when
happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better
specimen.
POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although
several can be maintained at different
locations as long as specimens do not come
in direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS
ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL
HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.
BE CAUTIOUS!
lil-devil*// biitched on 23 March 05 @ 10.34am
talk about men.. why are guys so complicating..
1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are
married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are
nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are
nice men with money think we are only after their
money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our
money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and
somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are
beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are
heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money,
are cowards.
10.The men who are somewhat handsome,
somewhat nice and have some money and thank
God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE
THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move,
automatically lose interest in us when we take the
initiative.
NOW, WHO CAN POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND
MEN???
Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like
grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep
them in the dark until they mature into something
you'd like to have dinner with.
lil-devil*// biitched on 23 March 05 @ 10.34am
came back an hour ago from changi international airport. the trip was great. i could shop till i almost dropped. that`s great. i luv it. the only bad thing is the damn cathay pacific flight had technical problem and it was cancelled. connecting flights back to singapore was contacted so that i could make my way back. pushed to turkish airways.. when someone told us there was a singapore airlines flight, we switched. almost got everything done and settled. singapore airlines said that they were unable to admit the rest. no choice. two other flights were contacted, finnair and swiss international. queued for a hell long time. got the swiss international, pretty good flight i must say. touched down safely. however, baggage was left at dunno where by bangkok international. so yea~ reported baggage lost. said i would get it tonight or tml. guess it`s pretty late now, i wun get it yet. i doubt they know where is it. not only i`m disappointed with the inefficiency, but i`m utterly disappointed with gibson too. after talking so much, he`s still with his so called brothers nonsense.. wake up boy!
lil-devil*// biitched on 18 March 05 @ 10.30pm
actually slept but woke up again. i could not sleep in peace cuz i was thinking of something.
You live your life only once and there will be no second chance. Once you lose it, it`s gone. Therefore, treasure it. Be thankful you still can see with your eyes, talk with your mouth, think with your head, walk with your legs, and write with your hands.
Do not wait till you are on your death bed; helpless and than you start to regret why you chose that path. Since god gave you this life till now, this exact moment, such that you are still alive and kicking. Why not think about all those who are lying unconscious in the intensive care unit, fighting for their own dear life. Do you know how much they want their lives, maybe even more than you do?
If you do not want yours, go and die, when the god asked you why, tell him that you gave up your life, tell him that you want to give your life to those who are struggling in the intensive care units.
God gave you the liberty to decide which route you want to undertake. Your fate and destiny actually lies within your palms. Ask yourself, what you want to be?
A man whose life is filled with successes or a man who led a wasted life?
When you are on your deathbed, you want people to cry for you because you made a positive impact on their lives and they treasure you for all that you have done or you want people to cry for you because they had to cry and act sad that you left. That`s extremely pathetic!
If till now, you still think you should not betray your brothers for that will make you a beast. I tell you, you are a beast by not confessing because you are going to let them idle their lives away; living their lives in vain and ultimate stupidity. You are allowing them to continue polluting the society and harm the younger generations. You have sinned very greatly and should be condemned to hell!
I know you are greatly irritated and wish that I would just shut up. I will leave you alone since I have already said my piece. The rest is all up to you. I`m sick and tired of you pollutants, I give up, i`m bored of this. I shall help those who want to help themselves. It`s more meaningful.
lil-devil*// biitched on 10 March 05 @ 3am
hmmm.. not just another day.. cj came back for a hol break.. fast eh.. hahas.. the flowers is so pretti right.. hehes.. can`t stop smiling.. hahas.. today.. i also finally spent quality time on music.. hahas.. trying to learn the piece.. nothing`s gonna change my love for you.. =).. so difficult.. arghh!! but i`ll learn it.. music 'nan bu dao wo~' hehe.. not trying to be proud.. but nothing is impossible..
lil-devil*// biitched on 8 March 05 @ 8.30pm
sunday~ another week have passed.. hmm... in a real bad state.. pimples!!! arggh.. this sux manz.. and the weather has been sweltering hot.. wish i could just jump into a pool.. heavenly~ hahas.. well well.. went to have set lunch at jack`s place.. yummy~ it`s been a long time since we ate there.. =) also had the "parents-children kind of chat".. hmm.. than we went to holland village`s haagen daz to buy 3 pints of ice cream.. =) belgian chocolate, chocolate chocolate chip and cookies&cream.. =p keke.. did some grocery shopping at cold storage.. saw that mr yaw.. omigod~ the teacher i detest the most.. he boasts too much in class.. *boasts more than he teaches =x.. but.. he`s a fillial son manz.. brought his mom to do grocery shopping.. hmm.. we went home after that.. 5+.. now i`m hungry again.. waiting for dinner.. keke.. seafood~ lalala..
lil-devil*// biitched on 6 March 05 @ 6.45pm
gurls day~ went out a couple of hours in e` late afternoon.. just to catch up cuz we are soon about to go our separate ways.. *sobz* some to jc, some to poly.. some to overseas.. *hiaz* technology is so advanced but i am feeling like as though we are never ever goin to see each other again.. gosh~ guess i`m jus getting nostalgic.. those good old days filled with bitchy talks.. laughing together.. crying together.. now i`m home.. with the lil` sis at home.. parents out.. e` house is so empty.. this holiday is really making me grow sideways but not upwards.. =x so here i am eating porridge.. quite nice too.. hahas.. at least it isn`t plain.. there`s mushroom, chicken, fish and scallop in the porridege.. so sweet.. so nice.. hehes.. i dunch mind eating it every day..hahas..
lil-devil*// biitched on 5 March 05 @ 7.45pm
tOday`s such a greaaat day~ went out with jAy!!! hahas.. haven`t saw him for so long.. =) miss him so much eh.. =x he`s so evil.. disappear for soooo long.. hahas.. but it is okay.. at least he remembered me and bought me chocolates!! soooo sweet of him.. hehes.. yuPs.. hahas.. hAd lunch with him than i went to swim and gym.. haven`t worked out for a long time.. alright, and i promised someone to wake up early and sleep early.. hahas.. so.. toodles.. wan an~
lil-devil*// biitched on 4 March 05 @ 10.30pm
finally~ all the pages are done.. my eyes are filled with colours and html codes.... hahas.. darn~ so irritating.. the govt jae website is so super lagging.. i can`t log in until now.. damn it! they should have not used this system since it is so lag.. gosh~ they are simply creating trouble.. tml is like the last day to submit applications and it is still like that.. sux..
lil-devil*// biitched on 3 March 05 @ 6.30pm
alright~ first entry for march`05.. jus editted the entire skin using the same layout as before. =) din do much today.. went to meet minyi for lunch around 12pm cuz i need to get my pink topshop top back from her and some documents.. yups.. went to walk around jurong point for about an hour.. came home in e` rain.. argh.. had been caught in the rain for 2 times in a week.. gosh~ anws, i have a premonition.. today and the entire week will be very boring.. =x
lil-devil*// biitched on 2 March 05 @ 3.25pm
i hate this hairstyle.. it sucks.. i asked for a trim.. and what.. i`m like a butch.. dat was yesterday. my mood sux now.. it`s nt becuz of hairstyle ok! get away.. all of you..
lil-devil*// biitched on 23 February 05 @ 10.10pm
hee.. went to watch constantine with shang, that typical nerd from a typical nerdy boys sch...acsi.. bwahz* lols.. good show manz.. i was actually erms 3 mins late.. hee.. but who knows.. he`s even l8ter.. ha! broke my record of being late queen.. =) yea! back to the show.. yes.. it was good except that the theatre traffic is bad.. those sitting inside.. got to get out and we got to stand up.. and had to do it a few times..ah yes.. i got shocked a few times too.. if u din noe i`m such a scaredy cat.. yea.. i am.. hahahs.. 2 hrs long show.. been a long time since i watched a good movie.. like a mth? hee.. the last was seed of chucky.. this few days was so sunny and wad.. it decided to rain today.. had to walk in the rain.. damn it.. but still managed to walk to cineleisure... stoned around.. ha! after that i went back to cine to buy some stuff.. got my skipping ropes from addidas.. with weights.. for extra burning.. excellent.. waited 20mins for a cab.. got stucked thxs to roadblocks due to chingay.. i`ll hate chingay festival my entire life! having a cab fare of 14+ bucks.. it`s like more than double my usual.. argh....... anws.. i`m shag now.. go sleep liaos.. nite!
lil-devil*// biitched on 18 February 05 @ 10.25pm
at least i din get home so late today.. but i`m damn tired.. did not get enuf slp this few days.. my nose feels uncomfortable.. think i`m gonna get flu soon.. thxs 2 mum and da jie.. or rather.. piggy me.. eat all e rubbish without drinking water.. i dunno y.. grandma could nt recognise me today.. hahas.. damn funny.. she keeps staring at me.. i seriously thot smth was wrong.. she thot i was da jie`s fren.. hahas.. worse.. she thinks i ain`t chinese.. i am dat dark meh???!!!??? went to swim only 2 times... and was i so fat last time??? hahas.. interesting.. luckily she finally know who am i.. lols.. amusing..
lil-devil*// biitched on 9 February 05 @ 11.45pm
ahhhh.. finally home.. a very very very very very very loooooong day.. went to grandma`s house for reunion dinner.. all e` cousins, uncles and aunts.. i think da place too small for us.. all of us have grown up.. hehes... yea yea... than we 'gambled'.. put it in a nice way.. played blackjack to get rid of boredom.. not to the extent of greed yea.. that will be wrong.. jus frenly games.. made some money.. =x but i din get a single blackjack.. =x.. yea.. no appetite again.. ate some here and there.. but some of the food was nice.. =) went to chinatown with 2nd uncle and a few cousins.. it was so difficult to find a parking space.. after turning here and there.. finally found one.. got down to walk.. it`s very very very squeezy... extremely! worse than a sale in a shopping centre.. i was squashed up and pushed everywhere.. if only i was taller and fatter.. wahhahas.. next time, if you wanna go to china town.. please wear platform shoes.. u wun get stepped on but step on others instead.. best is you`ll be sticking out of the crowd and see everything up ahead.. =) well well.. managed to see the fireworks... quite pathetic~ very small ones.. but better than nothing yea.. hahas.. din see the firecrackers but heard it.. there was way too many pple.. i`m too tired to continue typing.. shall go and pig out^ =p
lil-devil*// biitched on 9 February 05 @ 2am
argh!! my back hurts.. went swimming without using sun block.. it`s like red now.. argh...... pain.... the day begun super early today.. left the house at 8am for moe.. for the arts and music seminar.. the speaker was boring!! and the qns posed are damn pathetic.. stupid common sense qns.. i realise singaporeans dun understand english too! they said pls silent ur hps and pagers.. and the next thing u hear.. ringtones.. sms tones.. ok.. than finished at 11+.. went to town with my lesbian partner, miss gwenma.. hahas! and cheryl.. went to eat at pastamania.. as usual.. cannot finish the food.. than we wanted to pierce our ears.. that makes it 5 earholes for sam and her lesbian partner.. gwenma.... but she suddenly backed out.. it`s alrite.. i`ll surely pierce it.. 100%.. than i bought clothes again lors.. a black skirt and a dcp tank top.. nice!! hehhehee... than we took neoprints.. went back to moe for the other part of the seminar.. stupid qns asked again.. oh ya.. and so embarassing.. we were late, cuz of me.. dory`s brain.. forgot the time.. it was at 3.. i tot was 3.30.. blur blur me.. argh.. went home after that.. very tired.. slept for 4 hrs.. ahhas...
lil-devil*// biitched on 5 February 05 @11.40pm
too tired to blog yesterday.. so here goes for yesterday`s entry.. hee.. da jie came back from brisbane yesterday.. she`s a mad dog (quoted from 2nd aunt.. hahas!).. came back taking an mrt at daybreak.. it`s like.. she was waiting outside the gate for an hr.. i got awaken by an unfamiliar voice at like 7+.. hahas.. than i rmbed.. sounds familiar hah.. ok... dat`s lame.. than we went for breakfast.. cuz da jie felt like eating beancurd jelly.. yummy! i luv it too.. hee.. came back at 10am.. went back to slp.. tired.. dad mum and me slept at like 2am+.. and got awaken at day break.. slp slp slp.. till quite late.. think 2+.. than we 3 sisters went to suntec.. it`s been a long time since we 3 muskeeteers hung out.. hehe.. suprisingly.. da jie said she wanna take neoprints.. so we took the train to town.. hee.. went to take at heerens and cineleisure.. had dinner at yoshinoya.. and as usual.. always take the cab home.. we are lazy pple.. hahas! oh yah.. there were a lot of gays at town.. omg.. hahas. gtg.. ciaos..
lil-devil*// biitched on 22 January 05 @ 2pm
this entry is meant for the day b4.. hee.. damn tired.. reached home pretty late.. ya.. take cab to town, take cab home.. too lazy.. ya.. and it was late.. if i take the bus, it`s gonna be very quiet.. and the driver always happen to be a bangala.. =x i`m not trying to be racist.. but there`s alot of news on them.. ya.. =x i was late in leaving the house too.. and it was drizzling.. had no choice.. took the cab as i got to rush down.. ya.. ya.. went to pasta mania for dinner.. ya.. al fungi fusili.. beef lasagne.. than garlic bread.. soup.. for 2 pple.. yes.. as usual.. the food isn`t finished.. there`s so much anws.. hahas.. but nice to eat.. hahas.. than walked around.. ya.. my legs are tired.. cuz in the afternoon, went to see the BB.. hahas.. while waiting for my sister.. her hp was switched off but managed to find each other.. telepathy.. ha! than her leg was injured.. cuz she fell.. i dunno why.. had to go buy plaster at watsons.. dragged her to the toilet.. to wash her wound and use the plaster.. hmm.. walked to OG.. to buy some female stuff.. yeah.. no need to go into details yea.. later we went to see nail polish.. hee.. the hols getting so boring and so many of my frens are going overseas to study.. yea.. ya.. oh well.. ya.. than took neoprints.. been a long time since i took.. ya..
lil-devil*// biitched on 9 January 05 @ 2.20am
hais.. i can`t sleep. i dunno why, but i jus toss and turn.. decided to get up and walk abt, typed this entry too. it`s been 3 days since u left for the UK. i noe u can`t do anything abt this either, u gotta listen to your parents. they are planning for ur future, so u gotta do them proud yeah. dun let them down or u wld be letting me down too. i hope u`ll do ur best and take real good care of urself since ur staying in a hostel with no one to take care of u. i may seem strong inside, but i really miss u alot. u hav brought joy and laughter to my mundane life.
lil-devil*// cried on 1 January 05 @ 5.50pm
Shooting Star Oooh
No one seems to think too much of me here
and they're glad to tell it to my face
And though I am not suppose to be here
I'm completely out of place
Somehow there has got to be a reason
even as I try to think it through
There's a bold from the blue
And I see a shooting star (And I see a star)
Set apart from all the rest
While the other stars are standing still (ooh)
He's on a quest
Every night this shooting star (Every night this star)
Dancing across the twilight sky
Cause he knows he doesn't quite fit in (ooh)
and he's longing to know why, why (longing to know why)
I feel so much better when it's night-time
That's when I can sort of disappear
When the sun is set and it's the right time
for pretending I'm not here
Sometimes I just start into the heavens
Wondering if the answer is inside
That's when I see the light
Of my sent that shooting star
On his way to who know's where (On his way to who know's where)
He's a one like all the stars (ooh)
But he outshines out there (shines out there)
And the solitary star (solitary star)
Is an awful lot like me (ooh)
On an endless search through time and space
Far a place that won't seem wrong (place that won't seem wrong)
If we both hang on for long enough
we both somehow are strong enough
We'll find out were we belong
Every night this shooting star (every night this star)
dancing across the twilight sky
Cause he knows he doesn't quite fit in (ooh)
and he's longing to know why (why)
Know why (why)
Why (why)
Why (why)
Know why (why) [to fade]
