I'm really disenchanted with the whole blog thing. I think if I had a computer at home it wouldn't be so bad, but here at work I'm just not in the mood. Of course, that could be due to my recent state of mind. I think I'm on a bipolar low. I'm not enthusiastic about anything, if I smile, it's forced most of the time. I heard myself laugh today, and thought to myself "Do I really sound that phony?" I'm having trouble sleeping too. And gaining weight again, no meds to blame it on this time, just emotional eating. All in all, I'm just not a happy camper. Don't know what will have to happen to turn me around, but I hope it happens soon. It's just occurred to me that I haven't even been trying to find another job. I went to StaffCo over a week ago, and haven't called them back yet. That's all I've done. Now that it's re-entered my mind, I believe I'll go check the ads right now, before I forget again. Will post again when the mood strikes...