Hey people, or person, or non-person. This is just my rantings again...
If...Apples turned to oranges,
would you still eat them?
The oranges were rotten,
would you still feed them?
And I think you would, Because
reality sucks you could
ignore
ask for more
of anything that lies at your feet
because you can eat
with your eyes closed
I feel
beaten black and blue
paid without a due
of pain to be caused yet
I don't regret
the mistakes
the pennance paid
the shame to my name that I can't change
because it's part of my name
it's part of the game
of the untaught
learning
the unburnt
yearning
to catch the trip wherever it goes
the slip or the grip of reaping what you've sewn
so if you get the ticket
take it and go far
learn from every bruise
and cherish every scar.
One kiss only makes me want a million more
This hurts more than it ever did before
These emotions are just distractions
I know my heart and I know my actions
You're not the one that I want
So baby please just let me go
Because we both know,
You're just gonna get high anyway
And I love my life no longer knowing that feeling
I was just a fall back
on slippery tracks
after four long years with her
Well Shit, i think too much. All i know is that the chair beneath me is
green i have school tomorrow, i have work tomorrow, i have to wake up
tomorrow. but i didn't today, so am i a theif? i work in a store where
i should know the difference, but i don't. all i know is i am thirsty
all i know is i am hungry, i feed my animal needs. and i'm thankful
that i can. in a warm home, i have no right to complain. except for my
own stupidity. like going to school, but learning nothing, and then
earning nothing, so then not going. when i know the difference between
right and wrong i will know more than the fact that there is a
difference. artificial things taste so sweet and easy, then maybe that's why
love is a strain. libraries are full of fiber and ink, so maybe i
should keep thinking, in hopes to achieve any publishied emotion. some
days i think that i can read my mouth full to a silence, of truth that
i am too impatient for life. if i don't know who i will be, i'll keep
messing up now. as i'm doing everyday now, so i don't want to wake up
now, or tomorrow as i did today for ever and ever amen as i pray. that
a day is to suffer, and i don't want another to scare me in the middle
of the night like it does every morning, even with love in my life
that is happy, everything is stale. my heartbeat is daunting.
Forever
I thought,
I had you forever.
Until the day,
You slipped away.
Suddenly gone,
Left without a trace,
But I still remember,
Your smiling face.
So full of life,
So much more life to live.
So much love to receive,
So much more to give.
I know that I,
Will never forget,
Every piece of you,
So alive, and yet,
I don’t get to see that smile anymore.
I wish I could have said goodbye before.
Now you’re gone, and I can’t get you back.
Because the hand that holds you, holds you tight
I will look at the past,
And remember the good times.
I will look at the present,
And be thankful for all I do have.
I will look to the future,
And I will live my life
The way it should be lived.
Because I know that you are
Looking down on me
And I know that you will always be proud,
And you’ll always be watching over me.
You will be happy
Someday I will see you
When my time is up.
And when I see you,
I won’t worry about when I have to say goodbye,
That’ll be never.
Because when I see you next
I’ll be with you
Forever.
>
Let It Rain
Let
it rain
Let it pour
Let the sadness
come down on me
I can bear it all, As
long as you are
by my side.
As
long
as I have
your hand to
hold, I will be
alright.
Let
me weep
Let me cry
Let these tears
fall from my eyes
All I need to
live is you.
Let
it rain,
Let it pour
I need you,
and nothing
more.
