What can I say? I still don’t get why she likes me.. but she does. She came over again last night and we just stayed on my bed talking. She’s cool. I really really like her. Really. But I’d probably scare her half to death if I told her about all these crazy feelings I have. I can’t really tell her so I have to get them all out in here. She kisses me and I swear to God, I forget where I am. I can’t handle it, she’s too much for me. Maybe a few days away from her will do my head good. But that can’t happen because we’re going out to dinner tonight.
Okay, new topic. What else did I do today? Fuck it, I don’t even know. Class, maybe? Yeah I was probably there. Ahh! Zac, stop thinking about her. Oh, you know what’s cool? I haven’t felt like smoking for the past couple days. That’s good. Well anyway, I need to get ready and go get Jocilyn for dinner.