we rock you roll: are we ever going to talk about what
happened, or are you just going to give me a "hey" ever now and
then?
ooLAST IN LINEoo: what do you want to talk
about?
ooLAST IN LINEoo: it's not like that....i said hey
earlier and then i got kicked off and i couldn't get back
on...other than that i haven't even been online in a long
time...
we rock you roll: gotcha
we rock you roll: well it's like this.. i've never felt like such shit
in my entire life.. that was about the worst feeling i've ever felt after
that night
ooLAST IN LINEoo: why? because we didn't get to
hang out again before you left?
we rock you roll: not exactly..
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i didn't use you ok....im sorry
things worked out the way you did, as soon as i got
home we left for the show and i didn't have your
number with me so i couldn't call and the show was just
hectic and then after that i was worrying about bailing
my friend out of jail all weekend....
we rock you roll: oh, i don't care about that.. i couldn't have
gone anyways
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i didn't think you could...w
ooLAST IN LINEoo: what do you mean then?
we rock you roll: after we went back to the apartment you
hardly looked at me, wouldn't talk to me, let alone touch me .. and you
know i tried to ..
we rock you roll: it just sucked completely
we rock you roll: we kissed once after we left the bathroom
ooLAST IN LINEoo: im sorry i gave off that
impression....i didn't intend to "not be around you" at
all, i promise, i don't know...im sorry
we rock you roll: there was no way that wasn't on purpose..
you just pulled a complete 180.
we rock you roll: it honestly just made me feel so fucking dirty
and terrible.. which was the last thing i expected from you.
ooLAST IN LINEoo: kelly, it wasn't on purpose, im
dead fucking serious, ok i was drinking and i just
wanted to relax, i mean we cuddled and watched t.v.,
im sorry i didn't sleep with you, but there were two
couches and i felt like getting some sleep and not
struggling with both of us on one couch...i mean, i had a
good time just hanging out with you
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i wasn't trying to make you feel
dirty or terrible GOD
we rock you roll: ugh, bullshit daniel. nevermind.. this is
pointless conversation.
ooLAST IN LINEoo: kelly, you can think what you
want, no words will make you believe
me...obviously...im sorry that you felt that way, i never
intended to hurt you, you seriously think im that kind of
person, thats disgusting
we rock you roll: disguisting? fuck.. i made the first mistake
because i should have stopped us on the floor. i'm not on birth
control, i don't sleep around. but you shouldnt have initiated it if you
were going to finish so quickly, and you just stood up and started
getting dressed and i didnt know what the fuck happened. and after
that point, yeah.. i dont know. i know you didnt mean to hurt me. i
was there because of you. but you gave me one word answers for
the rest of the night, and it took you fucking getting drunk to come
near me again. and even if you didn't do it on purpose, something
made you do it..cause you can't say you weren't different, because
you know you were. and the fact that you don't think you did
something wrong. that's fucking terrible. i don't think you used me..
but you've got to understand what that felt like. and on top of that
because i'm a fucking idiot for letting all this happened, i've been sick
as fuck the past 4 days cause i had to take all these pills. it just
fucking sucks because it's completely opposite what i thought the
result would be.
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i dont' know what to say, i
didn't mean for any of this to happen, it was never
supposed to turn out this way....im sorry
ooLAST IN LINEoo: im out