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we rock you roll: are we ever going to talk about what happened, or are you just going to give me a "hey" ever now and then?
ooLAST IN LINEoo: what do you want to talk about?
ooLAST IN LINEoo: it's not like that....i said hey earlier and then i got kicked off and i couldn't get back on...other than that i haven't even been online in a long time...
we rock you roll: gotcha
we rock you roll: well it's like this.. i've never felt like such shit in my entire life.. that was about the worst feeling i've ever felt after that night
ooLAST IN LINEoo: why? because we didn't get to hang out again before you left?
we rock you roll: not exactly..
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i didn't use you ok....im sorry things worked out the way you did, as soon as i got home we left for the show and i didn't have your number with me so i couldn't call and the show was just hectic and then after that i was worrying about bailing my friend out of jail all weekend....
we rock you roll: oh, i don't care about that.. i couldn't have gone anyways
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i didn't think you could...w
ooLAST IN LINEoo: what do you mean then?
we rock you roll: after we went back to the apartment you hardly looked at me, wouldn't talk to me, let alone touch me .. and you know i tried to ..
we rock you roll: it just sucked completely
we rock you roll: we kissed once after we left the bathroom
ooLAST IN LINEoo: im sorry i gave off that impression....i didn't intend to "not be around you" at all, i promise, i don't know...im sorry
we rock you roll: there was no way that wasn't on purpose.. you just pulled a complete 180.
we rock you roll: it honestly just made me feel so fucking dirty and terrible.. which was the last thing i expected from you.
ooLAST IN LINEoo: kelly, it wasn't on purpose, im dead fucking serious, ok i was drinking and i just wanted to relax, i mean we cuddled and watched t.v., im sorry i didn't sleep with you, but there were two couches and i felt like getting some sleep and not struggling with both of us on one couch...i mean, i had a good time just hanging out with you
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i wasn't trying to make you feel dirty or terrible GOD
we rock you roll: ugh, bullshit daniel. nevermind.. this is pointless conversation.
ooLAST IN LINEoo: kelly, you can think what you want, no words will make you believe me...obviously...im sorry that you felt that way, i never intended to hurt you, you seriously think im that kind of person, thats disgusting
we rock you roll: disguisting? fuck.. i made the first mistake because i should have stopped us on the floor. i'm not on birth control, i don't sleep around. but you shouldnt have initiated it if you were going to finish so quickly, and you just stood up and started getting dressed and i didnt know what the fuck happened. and after that point, yeah.. i dont know. i know you didnt mean to hurt me. i was there because of you. but you gave me one word answers for the rest of the night, and it took you fucking getting drunk to come near me again. and even if you didn't do it on purpose, something made you do it..cause you can't say you weren't different, because you know you were. and the fact that you don't think you did something wrong. that's fucking terrible. i don't think you used me.. but you've got to understand what that felt like. and on top of that because i'm a fucking idiot for letting all this happened, i've been sick as fuck the past 4 days cause i had to take all these pills. it just fucking sucks because it's completely opposite what i thought the result would be.
ooLAST IN LINEoo: i dont' know what to say, i didn't mean for any of this to happen, it was never supposed to turn out this way....im sorry
ooLAST IN LINEoo: im out