7.20.02- i put a post-it on my monitor last night before bed. it said "CLEAN FIRST!" as a reminder for me to clean my room before i went online.
so i ripped it off and here i am. ben sent me an email. if he wasn't horribly sick, i'd be even more touched by it, but alas, he is. i hurt when i hear how horrible he sounds. i really hope he gets better soon.
brian and ian talked me into going with them and mike to gotham city next thursday. it's goth night. i doubt i'll fit in but at least i'll know a few people, so it's all good. yesterday i checked out the car.. it's an 85 oldsmobile cutlass. silver body with black on top. blue interior which looks very comfy, and the faceplate on the system looks great. only bad thing i saw about it was that the sealant is peeling off in some spots, but that's nothing considering it's 17 years old. guy wrote $900 on it but he already said he'd take $700 cash. i just gotta see how it handles the road and maybe, just maybe, i'll get it.
i pointed out to my mom last night that my chest has grown a bit. she thought i was crazy. we talked a bit more about random things and she just as randomly asked me if i was pregnant. ::snorts:: no.
at least i hope not. maybe it's the hormones from this patch i'm wearing. in any case, i won't have to wear the patch next week because it's period week. so we'll see.

god I hope not.