Brand spankin new poems.....Well, except the first one. Thats for Leah. Loves ya girl!!
( I am going to be leaving this poem up for my dear friend Leah, its one of her faves, so for you Leah, its permanent)
There I was
then you crawled
deep inside
Fragile, so frail
Im afraid Ill
shatter
Push my buttons
Push me over the
edge
Catch my tears
Catch my screams
Then you arrived
took me back to
innocence
To a time where
I was afraid
Where I needed a
strict comfort
Where I desired a
release
(This one is for the love of my life...my Eric. I love him like Ive never loved anyone)
~Promises Of Love~
To you I
give my
heart.
To you I
give my
mind.
To you I
I give my
soul.
I would
crawl on
glass
I would walk
through
fire
for you.
To you I
give my
trust.
To you I
give my
loyalty.
To you I
give you
ME.
(This one is dedicated to Jason Jenkins. 1969~1998)
~Despite the Silence I Remain~
You could have
You should have
You would have
said the words
I wouldnt
I couldnt
run away from
fear.
What held it back?
Why the silence?
I felt it
I tasted it
I smelled it
Filled up our presence
And yet
despite all of it
you remained
quiet.
I waited
I listened
I longed
for you to put it
out in the open
But despite all of this
you remained
quiet
Untouched unmoved
by all of this
Were your senses
numbed?
Iced over?
What were those
hidden thoughts?
Kept quiet
in your secret place
Were they that haunting?
Did fear
freeze your words?
Fear?
From what?
My laughter?
My disbelief?
Or were you just....
Despite all of this
All of it
You remained
and I still remain
Quiet.
~Id Give You~
Giving you my
heart
is all I have
left
You possesed my
soul
so early on
You captured my
love
without a second
chance
All you need
to complete your
collection of
me
is my heart
Ill give it
Just ask
With no regrets
Ill give it
I trust that
youd treasure
me
Keep my heart
in your pocket
Keep it with you
everywhere you
go
Just dont break
it
For doing so
Youll break me
~The Other Morning~
I saw your
smile the other
morning
felt it shining
in the bright
summer sky
I felt your breath
the other morning
Heard it in the
early birds that
rose with your
smile
This is what I
have left
of you
I heard your
voice
the other morning
Your laughter
played with
the wind
moving the leaves
The other morning
It wasnt
important. You
were far from
me
Why do you
still appear?
I swear
I promise
Im over you
The other morning
I was hurt
The other morning
I was fine
The other morning
Thats all I have
left of you.
~I Remember You~
(dedicated to Kevin Westal. 1958~1997)
I miss you
friend
I miss the
laughs
The advice
you freely give
I miss your
smile
What times we
had
Id never trade them
in
Your eyes reflected
innerpeace
Put everyone around
in a wonderful
ease
I think of you
from time to
time
I always have
to play a smile
The memories
come flooding
back
I use my energy
to hide my
tears
I wish you were
still around
For your shoulder
during my troubled
times
You were special
You were unique
Kevin, you didnt
deserve to leave
I know youre
no longer in pain
And for this
I forever give
thanks
If I could go
back
Id change just
one thing
Instead of hanging
up
Id hang on
and tell you
goodbye.
I love you
friend
Ill miss you
But know this
truth
I remember you
~ForeverMore~
(For Damon. Ex Boyfriend, Asshole extraodinaire)
With the years
I gave you
I left empty
No soul
You took it
all from me
Extremely numb
I have nothing
to feel
for you
for me
Its sad really
How you took
me
Figured Id be
the permanent
mat upon your
floor
Figured Id take
your shit
forever more.
Im through with you
Yes Im
numb
Sure Im empty
Its all better
now
Youre not here
to remind me
My heart is
drained
Oh fucking well
Whats its use
anyhow?
Well, there ya have it, A brand new batch of loving poems. Eat em while they're hot!!
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