NO one understands. Its not a feeling. Its not a "thing"...its..its...soumates. I cant call it love, that overused misunderstood word, because not many people my age experience this. Its like, something from the movies. The two people in the entire world that fit together so perfectly, that blend, that melt into each others souls. Its like, we were made in some kind of womb together, and we cant imagine life without each other. Justin and I. I cant talk about it, I cant even write it into words. were like best friends. I mean of course me and Lauren are still best friends, but so are Justin and I. We do things that friends do, like go-cart racing, shoplifting, sports, swimming, singing, family trips, concerts,new house shopping, mattress shopping, driving mini vans, belching, you name it. Then we do intimate things, that are sometimes so fun, and sometimes so beautiful. And its been this way for so long, which is rare for me or him to feel. and we talk of things. We talk of our past. we know everything there is to know. And i love all of it. We talk of our futur. Of college, houses, kids, pets, eveything. we cry. Its amazing, and I'm telling this to my computer, because no one else will understand. I have met the love of my life. Justin will be someone I will tell my grandkids about, even if they are ours.