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I speak my mind but walls don't listen

Reality inside what an impossible mission

My wishes they come true

For when dream I dream of you

                                 

But dreams they're just dreams

Loving you is all it seems

I'm hiding inside of myself

My wishes are hidden on the top shelf

 

I wait behind the door to my past

The door is unlocked how long will I last

Always being told just to be quiet

You say you love me but I don't buy it

 

The footprints of happiness are on my back

There isn't a thing I think you lack

And since mirrors don't lie

Neither will I

 

I don't really want to be here

The words of truth are what I fear

The closer I seem to get to you

The farther you push me out of your view

 

 

 

 

 

 

Walking down a hall to nowhere

The end is just ahead

But I never seem to get there

Lying in my lonely bed

 

Falling down a pit of darkness

As the light gets darker

I have no real witness

That the dark just gets darker

 

Swimming in a pool of blood

 Never able to catch a breath

My face and hands covered in mud

I stand alone at the doorway of death

 

Soaring through a sky of glass

Shattered dreams draped across

No one's here just to ask

Or talk about your loss

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is it

What I've been waiting for

For my whole life

Nothing can break it

This is the last hello

No more goodbyes

 

I'm Broken

Unbreak me

I'm Broken

Broken

 

The next time won't be different

There is no next time

When all else fails

More will fail

You didn't let me down

You never will

 

I can't stop loving you 

 

No one else exists

The words aren't there

Breathe me in and heal me

Hurry I am drowning

I can't move on

There is only you

 

And so it would seem

The more I love

The more pain I consume

Can no one endure the love I own?

 

I stumble through another night

Going home alone

Staying home alone

Am I the only to feel as this?

 

The blood that saturates my insides

still courses through my being

But it seems to move a little slower

I breathe with the intent of living; is it all in vain?

 

My resistance has crumbled now

I lay on the floor with no other choice

The blood that saturated my insides now saturates my outsides

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's been so long since I've seen you

The image of your face is slightly blurred

If I look to you for comfort

For a safe haven

You are no longer there;

Because you are no longer mine

 

I close my eyes

And as your face comes into view

Like a beacon of light

From a storm of reality

I draw nearer to you

But all you do is push me away...

 

There are rocks ahead

 

Remember that day last summer

When I held you close

And you whispered in my ear

With a tear in your eye

I will love you always

Now I know, forever was a lie

 

 

 

 

 

 

Our eyes met one last time and you walked away from me

The words goodbye slipped off your lips so easily

The last words that pierced my ears

"Don't worry babe, you'll be alright on your own"

 

I haven't heard your voice in a long time

Haven't seen you in a while

You must be doing great

"Don't worry babe, regret looks good on you"

 

I don't think I'll love again

I took the embrace of someone new

Don't worry babe, it'll never work out

Because when I opened my eyes... It wasn't you

 

Each day I grow more listless

why can't you see that I'm dying slowly

With my last dying breath, I whisper

"I was in love with you loving me"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Waiting by the phone for you not to call

My ears bleed, every time I hear your voice

My eyes are rubbed raw from wasted tears for you

Everyday I'm not with you I die inside

I don't know how much more I can take of this

 

It's a sad day when the person you love most

Hurts you more than you've ever been hurt before

Re-open my scars and move on

This is the part where you leave me

 

You say you still care about me

But if you still cared

You wouldn't let me feel like this

Dear diary, she broke my heart

 

I just want to feel something other than this

Ask me how I feel, as the blood hits the sink

 

I started this pain

I can't stop the pain