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I speak my mind but walls don't listen Reality inside what an impossible mission My wishes they come true For when dream I dream of you
But dreams they're just dreams Loving you is all it seems I'm hiding inside of myself My wishes are hidden on the top shelf
I wait behind the door to my past The door is unlocked how long will I last Always being told just to be quiet You say you love me but I don't buy it
The footprints of happiness are on my back There isn't a thing I think you lack And since mirrors don't lie Neither will I
I don't really want to be here The words of truth are what I fear The closer I seem to get to you The farther you push me out of your view |
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Walking down a hall to nowhere The end is just ahead But I never seem to get there Lying in my lonely bed
Falling down a pit of darkness As the light gets darker I have no real witness That the dark just gets darker
Swimming in a pool of blood Never able to catch a breath My face and hands covered in mud I stand alone at the doorway of death
Soaring through a sky of glass Shattered dreams draped across No one's here just to ask Or talk about your loss |

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This is it What I've been waiting for For my whole life Nothing can break it This is the last hello No more goodbyes
I'm Broken Unbreak me I'm Broken Broken
The next time won't be different There is no next time When all else fails More will fail You didn't let me down You never will
I can't stop loving you
No one else exists The words aren't there Breathe me in and heal me Hurry I am drowning I can't move on There is only you |
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And so it would seem The more I love The more pain I consume Can no one endure the love I own?
I stumble through another night Going home alone Staying home alone Am I the only to feel as this?
The blood that saturates my insides still courses through my being But it seems to move a little slower I breathe with the intent of living; is it all in vain?
My resistance has crumbled now I lay on the floor with no other choice The blood that saturated my insides now saturates my outsides Will you miss me when I'm gone? |


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It's been so long since I've seen you The image of your face is slightly blurred If I look to you for comfort For a safe haven You are no longer there; Because you are no longer mine
I close my eyes And as your face comes into view Like a beacon of light From a storm of reality I draw nearer to you But all you do is push me away...
There are rocks ahead
Remember that day last summer When I held you close And you whispered in my ear With a tear in your eye I will love you always Now I know, forever was a lie |
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Our eyes met one last time and you walked away from me The words goodbye slipped off your lips so easily The last words that pierced my ears "Don't worry babe, you'll be alright on your own"
I haven't heard your voice in a long time Haven't seen you in a while You must be doing great "Don't worry babe, regret looks good on you"
I don't think I'll love again I took the embrace of someone new Don't worry babe, it'll never work out Because when I opened my eyes... It wasn't you
Each day I grow more listless why can't you see that I'm dying slowly With my last dying breath, I whisper "I was in love with you loving me" |

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Waiting by the phone for you not to call My ears bleed, every time I hear your voice My eyes are rubbed raw from wasted tears for you Everyday I'm not with you I die inside I don't know how much more I can take of this
It's a sad day when the person you love most H urts you more than you've ever been hurt beforeRe-open my scars and move on This is the part where you leave me
You say you still care about me But if you still cared Y ou wouldn't let me feel like thisD ear diary, she broke my heart
I just want to feel something other than this Ask me how I feel, as the blood hits the sink
I started this pain I can't stop the pain |