...i lie here alone and wonder why...
...that I come alive, just before I have to hide...
...because I believe I'm losing my nerve...
...but could I ever do better than this...

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Chapter One: Time to Make Amends

"What else do I have to say?" he asked only himself as his sat alone in his bedroom. "Things have changed, people have changed, I have changed. These are things that she must deal with." Grey Kampman