I hate having to live up to everyone else's expectations. I hate having to do what someone else tells me. I hate having to try so hard to please everyone else. I hate how there is nothing in my life right now that I like. I hate how there is nothing in my life right now that I'm happy about. Nobody misses me when I'm gone, nobody really notices when I'm around. Everyone tells me all the things I've done wrong and what I should have done instead. I just want to dissapear. Dissapear and do all the things that nobody thinks I can do. Do them because I want to, not becuase I want to prove anything to anyone. I want to do what I want. I'm a free person and I have that right!