patience and fate, two things that spend to much time together
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Dj Tiesto - Theme From Dallas
in the beginning there was and ending and in the end there was a beginning. Does this mean time is circular. Maybe, but then it also means an opportunity will come around once again if your willing to wait long enough.

Nice to think that ya? well i disagree, make the most of what you have got. The opportunities presented to you and then tell me they will come back again.

So when i say smile, smile like you mean it. Coz who knows what the future is going to hold.

Learn to love, please, even if it is just a house plant, love something... someone. Something that can complete you. If its a houseplant then I'm worried about your mental state. but then again i wonder about my mental state so i guess my opinion doesn't hold much sway with that then.

Watch a pattern change, as the person realizes that there is more to life than just hate and protection from harm. that to take harm is a beautiful and empowering thing. That to be able to love to care, to shelter another from harm. to take harm for another can be the most fulfilling experience.

To save someone from a hell of their own making gives a feeling unlike any other in experience. To wander the dreams of a generation seeing the same themes over and over, the same despair the same hollowness behind the eyes, in the place where the heart should be. Seeing this makes me wonder what just id doing this top my generation, where the reverence has gone, where has the faith in life seeped off to. for people to become so shallow and hollow inside.

i see that i am full, i am deep and i wonder why others aren't, what is missing in life that they can become so weakened. Is it a purpose, surely that cant be lacking in nigh on every individual in my generation, from what i have seen they mostly have a purpose of a kind. No it must be something more fundamental that is wrong, fellowship? maybe. There is a lot of the individualist movement evident in my generation. That could cause it.

Still, in meeting those that i do, i seek to help them find their stuffing, so to speak. To find the things that can complete them. Or at least set them on a path that will lead to them finding what they need. And no, i do not decide what they need, for those cynics out there who think i think i have the power to decide what people need and what they don't. No i merely show them the hole, and ask them what they need to fill it.

I guess i am just trying to find the one who needs me to fill their hollowness. There will be one out there or then all my work will have been an act of selfless charity, while that isn't necessarily a bad thing. Its not what I'm setting out to do, it is merely a byproduct of my search.

So again i am left to my search, to the hands of Fayt and the ravages of time. But then again, maybe i have found her, and she just doesn't see it yet.