Rain o let it rain
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: Its all over - Three Days grace
Stand up and show me your face,
let me see into your eyes,
Show me your soul,

Drop your hints,
in conversations gestures and words,
clues to a past,
you wouldn't tell a soul,

so look into my eyes,
as i return your subverted gaze,
see in my eyes,
a place where hell,
can be thrown out,
and happiness reign.


It was cloudy today, my favorite type of day it was cool and slightly damp. God i love this weather.

It was a good day, a day where i could almost forget about my loneliness and all the darkness it entails. I found a deeper understanding of another as well.

Patterns are forming themselves before my eyes, each day a new piece falls into place. Tomorrow will be a day where i place this pattern before someone that can validate it and see if i was right.

Causality the law of cause and effect. Its applicable to all things, knowing what causes what effect and vice versa, coupled with hints dropped. Allows a CP like myself to piece together someones history.

Invasive? probably, but for anyone with the wits to put 2 and 2 together its plain.

To see things, like how a smile touches someones eyes, or how they react when faced with a choice, all these little things add up to a whole picture. Some people have accused me of being a psychic, i say flatly here, i am not. If anything i may be an empathic to a certain extent.

However, analysis yields a lot more than intuition ever will. Knowing when to use intuition to compliment analysis is vital. Otherwise you can run the risk of becoming cold. Something any decent human should avoid.

And smile dammit. I don't know how many times i have said it in recent weeks but it is still needs to be said. Smile, its more than enough to save the person lost so deep in their own darkness that they cant even see themselves.

Smile, just smile and tell them your here next to them. I yearn with a force I'm unable to put into words to tell this to a certain someone, to tell them their safe and that the world cant get to them anymore. The problem is, do they recognize that they infact need a place where the can be safe, where they can be held with arms that are welcoming. They may have synthesiszed a place that half fulfills this need and thinking that is enough seek to drive all others from this place.

This,i fear more than death.