Perceptive intellegence
Mood:  down
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Working in a Libra has its advantages, i mean for one the pay is good, on the other hand you get to see all the UN students *Yes i know I'm a hypocrite* wander around aimlessly looking blankly at stack upon stack of books that have nothing to do with them.

Its fun, in my mind, to watch them. Yeah i know i sound like a stalker, its just so interesting to watch them when they dont think anyones looking even tho i squeak as i walk they dont seem to notice me. But yeah the little things they do when they think no ones watching, it tells me so much about them. I'm probably never going to see these people again, but still i cant help myself.

But yeah, its interesting how fearfully some of us students are to approach us attendants, i mean all we wear that is different is a pager and a name badge, *yes thats right i said a pager*. I mean we are students too, n I'm not that hansom that, or repulsive *i hope* that its not hard to approach me, ohk i concede I'm massive, but still so are alot of other people at uni.

And for the umpteenth time I'm giving up looking for a girlfriend, i know ill be looking again in a few weeks but hey still worth a try. things just never seem to go my way, i dont get it but hey not much i can do either.

*sigh*

I wonder if this is punishment for something i did wrong, if it is id like to be informed coz i would like to make amends, I'm not above admitting I'm wrong given the evidence is there. I'm not above changing myself, given the need. I dont get it... its depressing to have nigh on every girl you talk to tense up in fear, or something similar. I mean i know I'm massive, n i can be an imposing presence when i want to... but id like to think i have a gentle heart inside me . I mean i live helping people with thier troubles, i just dont get it...

*sigh*