Happy Time

It seems like falling Before now

Watch it all just slip away

I spit and now I'm nothing

Emptiness inside taking hold of me

I trip on everything I see

Too Blind.

Kill yourself won't cut it out

Everyday I hear it

Let me out I scream I shout

But it's never ever worth it

Patronize, is it all in my mind?

It's never nothing to me.

This cavity split all in me.

Everything to me

Could at once fall away

And pour out in red ink

All over me

To nauseate

Just fade away

And make my body ache.

You leave, so?

Completely used me.

No fear though.

We're not really being.

And we could walk away

But that will never sound like you

I'll hold you in for now

But watch us drifting apart.

While we throw it all away

But your memories still stay

I look for life

And I find it in your eyes.

Effort too much, it's never enough

And nothing's coming back

Dream to sleep, I hate to dream

It's burning inside my head.

I can't take anymore, but keeping nothing more

Than inefficiency,

Cold the only thing I feel

Pieces chipped away

Can't fix anything

In my life anything inside, pulled outside

You complicate, please get away,

Lying all, not free.

Would it be true to die

Without you tonight?

You ever clean

You try to see.