To lose you,

I think about it,

And wonder,

If I could deal with it,

Im close,

To breaking down,

Falling to my knees,

And just crying,

I muse to what,

I can do,

To keep this love,

Or is it just paranoia,

Setting in after,

We are apart,

Only to retreat,

When we are together,

To all this I know,

I love you,

And to all this I knew,

You loved me…