CybrPIMMP: you realy hate him dont you?
Megito7: and what if I did??
Megito7: let me ask you something...is this Chris? or is he
right there?
CybrPIMMP: no this is not chris yeah if you hate him
then you hate but hell no this is not chris
CybrPIMMP: and no hes not "right there"
Megito7: what's that suppose to mean: "right there"??
Megito7: either he is there or not
CybrPIMMP: no hes not right here hes at work\
Megito7: ok
CybrPIMMP: im at a buddys hes where ever he is
Megito7: ok
CybrPIMMP: look hes hurtin and all im trying to do is
help him out he has done so much shit for me in the
past with my x that i felt that it would be a favor to him
for me to do this all he needs is closure i guess thats
the word im looking for
Megito7: closure????
Megito7: I thouhg the restaining order might have helped
him with that
Megito7: what he did was wrong, very wrong
Megito7: I trusted him and no I can't trust him at all
CybrPIMMP: he knows that if its one think he knows
its that he messed up hard core
Megito7: we all make mistakes...now we just have to learn
from them
CybrPIMMP: you have a point and i can respect that
and hes paying for his mistake
Megito7: I just hoped he learned
CybrPIMMP: from what i can see he has by the thinks
he says to me
CybrPIMMP: things
CybrPIMMP: sorry
Megito7: well I am glad he learned
Megito7: hopefully he wonr make the same mistake
CybrPIMMP: i could say somthing realy bad right
there but na all i i can say is i doubt he could
Megito7: come on..say it
Megito7: I know I have made the mistake of forgiving him
too many times
CybrPIMMP: i cant its just too messed up
Megito7: fine
CybrPIMMP: well if your gona be like that ill say it
Megito7: shoot!
CybrPIMMP: i dont know how he could make the
same mestake after you got done with him and had
everybody knowing about it what girl is gona let him
take pic's of her then piss him off
CybrPIMMP: told you it was bad
Megito7: I have heard worse
Megito7: and I didn't mean to piss him off
Megito7: he just got mad at my actions...AFTER we broke
up
CybrPIMMP: yeah i understand that
Megito7: it's not like I planned it
Megito7: and blackmail is just wong
Megito7: I had respect for him
Megito7: but I have lost it
CybrPIMMP: well i got pissed at my xs actions after
she screwed my best friend so i broke his jaw and
went to jail for a month yeah the blackmail thing
was wrong i will aggre to that
Megito7: well I never did anything like that
CybrPIMMP: and i can also understand that you lost
your respect for him but that still doesnt mean that
you cant forgive him for one last time not to change
anything but to let him know that your still there.
CybrPIMMP: yeah that hurt me alot
CybrPIMMP: its been 3 years since i talked to he and
i miss her more each day to be honst with yo
CybrPIMMP: u
Megito7: I am sorry that I did what I had to do...but I won't
talk to him
Megito7: and I won't be there for him
CybrPIMMP: no not be there
Megito7: he made my life a living hell along with my
friends...
CybrPIMMP: ok i got one question to ask you then
you can vent on me somemore
CybrPIMMP: if you got hurt in a car crash or
somthing do you think he would show up to the
hospitle
Megito7: sorry I don't mena to vent...but I don't know what
to do
I know if I show any bit of niceness to him then he will take too
much
Megito7: and I am not sure if niceness is a word!
CybrPIMMP: no no no venting is good
CybrPIMMP: haha
CybrPIMMP: i know what your saying thow
CybrPIMMP: and venting helps stress
Megito7: I just need ot get away from here
CybrPIMMP: well form one or your away messages
arnt you going to londone or how ever you spell it
Megito7: yup!
Megito7: one week
CybrPIMMP: nice vacation
Megito7: yeah
CybrPIMMP: wish i could do somthing like that \
CybrPIMMP: i kinda lack the fundage
Megito7: well I am going with my sister for work
Megito7: so it's not that expensive
Megito7: but it's a nice dent in my funds
CybrPIMMP: oh good for you you get a cheep trip to
a cool place yeah id beleave that
Megito7: so do you go to school?
CybrPIMMP: nope got kicked out in 11th
Megito7: where did you go?
CybrPIMMP: new hartford
Megito7: oh you are still in high school?
CybrPIMMP: no i got my ged about 3 years ago and
my ase certifacation about 2
Megito7: oh
Megito7: okay
Megito7: not I get you
CybrPIMMP: yeah not that hard kinda sucks thow
CybrPIMMP: cant go to collage so im prity much
stuck in a hole of a life
Megito7: why can't you go...not even Mv?
CybrPIMMP: its hard to be out of school for as long
as i have been the go back
Megito7: true
CybrPIMMP: pluss i cant be winthin 500 ft of a
computer on a server
Megito7: oh boy!!!
Megito7: that's interesting
CybrPIMMP: i hate to keep going back to this subject
but if you show him to much niceness he might take it
the wrong way. yeah aint it a hoot
Megito7: yeah
Megito7: that's my point
CybrPIMMP: what if i told you that there is no way
in hell he will take it the wrong way or i will beat his
ass into the ground
CybrPIMMP: and beleave you me he dont want me
to hit him
Megito7: hmmm lets see you are his friend...so I doubt that
would happen
CybrPIMMP: bull shit like i havent kicked the crap
out of my " friends" before he pissed me off so i broke
his jaw chris pisses me off i crack his ribs
Megito7: ok
CybrPIMMP: sorry had to pee
CybrPIMMP: what you think im jokin
Megito7: nice to know
CybrPIMMP: sorry
Megito7: lol it's okay
CybrPIMMP: well can ya just say hi to him next time
you see him on you might be suprized of what you
see
CybrPIMMP: im gona feel so shitty if i see him like
this anymore
Megito7: hmmm, well he's not on my list and I don't plan on
adding hit to it
Megito7: him
Megito7: but it's not your fault
Megito7: you tried
CybrPIMMP: ok dont add him i know its not my
fault but it still makes me feel like shit
Megito7: I was stubborn...that's it...no reson to feel bad
CybrPIMMP: i cant just try i need to ACCOMPLISH
Megito7: sorry
CybrPIMMP: pleasE?
Megito7: you didn't accomplish much
CybrPIMMP: i know i suck
Megito7: no you don't
Megito7: I do!
Megito7: there
Megito7: no you should feel bad
Megito7: you tried!
CybrPIMMP: i know
CybrPIMMP: but i dident try i wanted to do this for
him
Megito7: how didn't you try?
CybrPIMMP: i dont know thats just how i am
CybrPIMMP: it would have been nice to see him
happy again insted of him being all slouched maybe
then we could go out and find somthing to do insted
of na i think ill just stay home or i got to work all
that shit
Megito7: sorry that he doesn't go out
CybrPIMMP: well cant you tell him that?
CybrPIMMP: :-D
Megito7: tell him what????
Megito7: go out!
Megito7: it won't work
CybrPIMMP: yeah tell him to go out or somthing
Megito7: how about this, you can tell him that I said for him
to go out
Megito7: :-D
CybrPIMMP: ok now its time for you to listen to my
babbling somemore do you know how much better it
would make him feel if you just said hello to him like a
normal person he keeps telling me that it wouldent
matter if he could only talk to him for a min he would
love it
Megito7: well I guess I am not normal
Megito7: well I got to get to bed, I am going snowboarding
tomorrow
Megito7: I need my sleeep
CybrPIMMP: sounds like a blast i get to go to work
ill see if your in the mood to talk some more some time
im on have fun and a nice night
Megito7: you to
Megito7: bye
CybrPIMMP: bye
