Myself alone,

Its dark in here,

And only memories,

Fill this place,

But they are,

Only memories,

And repeat over again,

Not letting me sleep,

Reminding me,

That I failed,

Replaying what I lost,

Id scream into the night,

If I thought,

You could hear me,

If only to talk to you,

Like we once talked,

But this is my own doing,

I was taught to fight,

Taught to win,

But all I could do,

Was fail,

Even after it all,

Nothing ive done,

Seems wasted or in vein,

Nor trivial or forced,

But only questions remain,

Was I in too deep?

Should I have?

Did I lose my mind?

I wouldn't doubt it,

Ive lost everything else…