This song is about going through a dark period, not feeling connected, etc. Recorded in the fall of 2008. I think this was the first full song that i recorded with my tascam dp-01 eight track recorder.
it will drain me, make me crawl inside and close the shade
i try to fake it, i feel my fuse burning down
what does it feel like, i want to know
to confide in someone that i can count on
i don't know what it feels like, i never had it
what would it be like, i want to know
will i find it, i hope that i'm not dead inside
can't remember the last time i could speak my mind
i yearn for something deeper, wanna feel that i'm not dead inside
it's getting harder, it seems i lost my way again
what does it feel like, i want to know
to confide in someone that i can count on
it can happen to me, i know it will
it can happen you'll see, like i know it should
it will awaken this man who has been dead inside
i try to understand it, but i can't take much more
i see it in their faces, they want to flee, from me, why should i play this game
it can happen to me, i know it will
i can happen you'll see, like i know it should
i really hope when i find it, i'm not dead inside
