searching..
i have been trying to do some soul searching lately....what do i want to do w/ my life? why am i so not happy w/ where i am, who i am? it's all so confusing really. i mean, i truly believe that everything happens for a reason, and that i am at the point i am in b/c of all my choices....but sometimes , just somethimes, i wonder how this could all be different had i made better/worse/different choices.