My first job!!!!!
Mood:  happy
Yay! I have my first job as an auditor. Today, I was accepted as employee in KPMG and since it is the second best of the world, I must be lucky to have the job. I really excited n happy and filled with Euforia. Really! I must be the luckiest girl in the world today! Once again, Huray to me! Hip hip Huray!!!!

Surprise!!!!
Mood:  surprised
Yesterday I attended my recruitment test at Junarto Tjhajadi PAF and guess what? My best friend, Eta, was there and she is my future supervisor! I can’t believe that my best friend will become my future boss. In one hand, I felt so happy and relax. In the other hand, I felt so awkward to know my best friend became my boss. Isn’t life full of surprises?

Friends
Mood:  chillin'
Friends are something I valued the most in my life. They’re like the air to breathe. Without them I’m surely death a long time ago. In my life I have wonderful friends. I can’t mention them one by one, but I will note who the closest to me. They are:
1. Fanny, she’s my best friend when I lived in Cipondoh. She’s clumsy and funny and she can always make me laugh.
2. Mita, I would say I’ll marry her if she was a man. What can I say? She’s my soul mate. She knows the real me and we used to have the same way of thinking. She knows what I want and I know what she wants.
3. Ninda, she’s one of a kind. She always sees something in different way with mine. She can give alternater point of view to my problem and can give some advice which I never thought it would solve my problems and she always right about things. She’s my counselor and my best friend.
4. Nita, she is the same type of girl with me. We used to be desk mate and attach really close to each other. Same like Mita, she knows what I want and I know what she wants.
5. Rina, well what can I say, she’s my hero when I’m starving. She’s so kind and generously gives me food and so. She always dependable.
6. Mia, she’s cute and smart. My friend at English class in LB LIA, Bekasi. She reads like reporter read her newspaper. Very talented one.
7. Eta, She’s everything for me. She means a lot for me. She always gave me support for all things I do. She smart and funny and mature. But sometimes she can be spoiled and childish, too. She makes me complete. World are never better without her on my side.
Yup! That’s it! Seven wonder in my world. My seven best friend in my whole life. They’re true friendship is something that shapes me physically and mentally and I love them very much. It’s the people like them that make the world keeps turning.

History of wonderful Me part II
Mood:  lyrical
I love my family. I have one brother and one younger sister. Sometimes we fight but after that we make up. My brother, he used to drive me to my school or campus by his car. After I get my driving licenses, I drove my own car. My sister, sometimes she is bad and naughty but I love her so much. My mother and father were married 27 years ago. They loving and needing each other. We never have family crisis until my father died two years ago. Now, my mom becomes an angry mother who yelled to her child every time there’s something wrong. My brother used to fight with my mom, too and that make her even furious than before. My sister was never home in time. She always wanders around the city after school. Me, I do what I got to do. I stayed at home and do things. Any kind of things, like reading, playing music or anything just to get ease with the situation.

My favorite song
Mood:  flirty
This is my favorite song's lyrics. I like to hear the music and the lyrics. It's about love, the greatest you'll ever learn.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you untill the end of time
* Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
(Repeat *)
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

A song lyrics, the cute one
I Love The Way You Love Me

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Oh baby yeah
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
But you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
From sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

But I love the way you love me
Oh baby yeah
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

(So listen to me now)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
(About you)
But they could all come down to one reason
(To one reason)
I could never live without you

I love the way you love me
Yeah yeah
Oh baby yeah
Strong and wild
(Strong and wild)
Slow and easy
(Slow and easy)
Heart and soul
(Heart and soul completely)
so completely
I love the way you love me
I love the way you love me

In A Rush!
Wow! In a rush! I’m in a rush today. Guess what? The company who called me for an interview is not AAJ but Siddharta! Can you believe it? Siddharta is the second best public accounting firm in the world, associated with KPMG! Wow! And I’m late today for the interview! I late for two hour! I was scheduled for 9 am, but arrived at 11 am. Lucky for me the staff is so kind to me. They still allowed me to take the interview and I was like “wow! I can’t believe I am being interviewed by this company!” My friend, Eta, send me a supporting message. She asked me to call her tonight! O yeah! I would be so lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky I would be so lucky in work! Ha-ha!

History of wonderful Me
I was born in Banyuwangi 21 years ago. I grew up there for almost 3 years and I love that place. I lived really close to the beach and the scene is so wonderful. I still remember how I used to take a walk at the beach in the afternoon with my nanny and with my parents on Sunday morning. Such a lovely memories. But, recently when I visited my hometown, the beach has been damaged by pollution. Water, soil, air and sound pollution filled the atmosphere and I really can’t recognize my hometown as it’s in my memories. I am so sad and angry. Why someone would ruin a very beautiful beach like that with garbage and other pollutions? The only thing that stay the same only the Hotel of Banyuwangi. It’s standing still in the center of the town. Oh, also my old neighborhood, they’re still the same.
I moved from Banyuwangi to Cipondoh, Tangerang. A long journey but it’s worthed. I found new friends and they can be considered as best friends. We used to play traditional game because at that time there’s no videogame or cable TV. So, in the afternoon, all the children playing together outside their houses and then pause a while for praying at a little mosque we had in our neighborhood. After praying together, we continue playing and end it with a game called ‘Kosong-Kosong’. We sang a song like this “Kosong-kosong, kosong-kosong, kosong-kosong sekarang, sekarang kosong apa kosong apa sekarang?” and then the other group replied “Kosong rumah, kosong rumah, kosong rumah sekarang, sekarang rumah apa, rumah apa sekarang?” and the we replied again and again until we tired and decided it’s enough to call it a day. Ha-ha.
Afterthat, When I was at fourth grade in elementary school, my family moved out to Kranji, Bekasi. I felt so sad to know that I have to leave my beloved friends at Cipondoh, but we have no other choice. Our financial condition has forced us out from the neighborhood. But, it wasn’t for long. Soon, I met great companion there. I have four fabulous friends who I can depend on. We have the same interest in cartoon, games, reading and so on. We founded the Fabulous Five a.ka The Fab Five. But then again, second grade junior high, once again I have to leave my friends.
My father bought a new house, a bigger one for us to live. Finally I have my own room! But it has to be traded with the bonding of my four fabulous friends. I left them. Soon, another friend leaves the neighborhood, too. But lucky for me, I met her at LB LIA when I’m taking English course and three month later, we end up as partner in the same class. We used to talk about the past. Yes, I do like my past. I really do coz I have a great past and great friends and also…great family. I love my family. But, when I was 19, I lost my father.
My father died peacefully at the age of 49 years old. Some people said my father is still young and he’s not supposed to die. But God has a plan for everything. He took my father to make me stronger and wiser and teach me to see the world from different angle.
Now, I’m 21 years old. I’m wiser but I still need more life’s experiences. I love surprises coz I think surprises can make people stronger and wiser and life is the greatest surprise which God can give to us. So, have you know me better now?

Bad day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
I hate the world today! My car’s broke. It can’t start because there’s something wrong with the batteries. When I try to push it, the gas’s string is broke, too! Damn! What is wrong with that car?! I stucked in my campus for almost two hours. Before that, I was stucked with my friend who cannot make simple curriculum vitae. She asked me to make it for her. But, she’s kinda annoying. She continuously asked me to change everything. Start from the format, the information inside, even the font’s type. Grr! I hate her! After I finished, I receive nothing but complaint about how much time I wasted on making her CV. B***h! Oh! I hate the world today! I really do!

Donuts!!!! Donuts!!!! Donuts!!!!
Donuts! I ate three donut today only in 15 minutes! The first one is chocolate n sugar, the second one is chocolate filled and the third one is chocolate with peanuts jam. Wow! I’ll get my a** bigger than ever.
Yesterday, I visited my friendster and searching for my idol boy, but then about 5 minutes later, BAM! There he is! His charming and cute face was there looking at me from my PC’s screen but I was shocked. Why? Because, next to his face, there’s his girlfriend’s face. Oh! Suddenly I hate the world, suddenly my heart’s broke into pieces!!!!

I never thought one day you’d be gone, away forever more
No can say, no one can explain where you were taken
Oh, where are you now?
Could I get there somehow?