Fears
My fears haunting me
No room for tragedy
These places seem all the same
And I'm glad you came
Reality bites my way as I try to fight off today
Memories of who I used to be
Moments of who I am now
Dreams of who I'll become
Not knowing anything, I offer everything
And put it on the table for everyone to see
All I see is a light, a star burning so bright
I just need a chance...tonight
Staring in the darkness, but I still see a light
My hands reaching out to find a piece of me
Avalon
Avalon, you're right outside my home
Avalon, you make me so diluted
Avalon, I'm now going down low
Avalon, now I feel secluded
Bright lights, tormented thoughts
So what if everything goes wrong
Inhale, exhale these words
Now let yourself be heard
Finding the moment, finding the time
All else goes in place and into rhyme
Crawling through shudders and walking towards a door
Always wanting to find what's more
Avalon can save me, Avalon completes me
Avalon you don't judge, Avalon you don't grudge
You complete me
Praying and dying, now who do I live for
Drinking and wasting, only to find what's more
Still the darkness comes
Watch the light go down
Now I'm feeling numb
And I need to get outta town
And I get, and I get all these thoughts in my head
And I pray, and I pray that they will go away
And I smell, and I smell all the blood everywhere
And I taste, and I taste my emptiness
It's out there, Avalon
Keeping Whats Inside Of Me
The touch of your skin
The taste of your mouth
Oh, now I begin
Saying My feelings aloud
As sweet as you are
The air feels warm
My desire goes far
Through any storm
Keeping whats inside of me
Thats what only you see
The moments we have are so precious to me
You look into my soul
And I gotta let it go
Yeah, I gotta let it go
As soon as you know
My heart just won't let go
The fear inside of me is gone
Somehow I keep moving on
Feeling the air on my face
Going into your warm embrace
Now I feel safe as home
And now I'm letting go
No Light
A new direction has taken over me
A new feeling of consumption
Through days of silence
And nights of laughter
There are no restrictions
And no control of ourselves
The night fading away
All the stars falling
The darkest cloud hanging
And no light is shining now
Screaming aloud in silence
Losing my own identity
Pushing through limitations
Yet I'm still screaming
Finding a moment to breathe
The air is circulating me
Suddenly I feel dizzy
And I am suffocating
Open Wound
I'm living in this pain
That never goes away
I try hiding it
but it always stays
This feeling of rejection
Haunts over me
This constant perfection
is too overbearing
Through these tears, through my eyes
There's just one thing I can't deny
How you helped put me here
An open wound that never heals
As I confront you
You don't even listen
I only tell the truth of what you're missing
Trying to get at a point of resolution
Only feeling bad when it gets nowhere
You make me feel so small
When you claim you're always right
and I'm always wrong
Why is it this way?
What else is there to say?
Night Sky
Mixed in this cloud
Gazed at a Star
Soon the moon comes out
And I wonder where we are
Stretching my beliefs in society
Looking for my own identity
With all emotions running in a cycle
There's no direction, only superstition
My life is at the drawing point of time
Escaping harsh realities
My thoughts are chasing me
Looking through an eyeglass
And there's a blurry vision
My eyes are wide open, but I can't see
I inhale all of this, but I can't breath
Through a place I know
Time is going so slow
Hiding the truth of who I am
But I don't even know who I am
Left Behind
My life is always off track
There's no way of looking back
Floating in an outside world
No direction or place to go
Open spaces fill my lungs
Different people we've become
And all these sentimental values
Are just a place for us
There are no truths to what I need
And no lies to what I believe
Still I'm always in a place left behind, left behind
Four seasons of evolution
No way to overcome it
Emotions lurk my mind now
A destiny to what I've become
I need to know where I belong
No place to go, only people I see
Just faces I always meet
Open spaces fill my lungs
Different people we've become
And all these sentimental values
Are just a place for us
There are no truths to what I need
And no lies to what I believe
