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once... we commited suicide.(dead to self)12.31 we've taken our winter away. every single day i can not rest without remembering... any of your breathes, any of your touches, or any of your expressions. expressions... id like to see some of your expressions once more. but you dont seem to want to see any of mine. mine... he doesnt write or call to say he wants me anymore. remember... remember when we were together? together, seems so long ago... and you'd tell me it was a few months ago. i think i lost him. i didnt do anything wrong. i know i shouldnt worry. worry... i cant help but worry! so kill me... bang! im dead. hostess cupcakes just aren't the same12.24 the host of your dreams is you and you alone. dream on your sweet sweet dreams today will never be again. a new day is everyday if you love Christ alone. dont talk your selfish talk. turn away i will not speak walk away you're such a creep. today will never be again. try to hard and you will fall. tried to hard pushed me over the wall left me with a choice to jump. you chose the wall . i chose to jump. i like it here much better. God caught me before i fell. you'll have your chance. every wall crumbles. everybody eventually does. unhostess me, you declared. i never claimed to be, i never claimed to be your hostess! .time and time again.11.24 my watch ticked a few times, i didnt care to notice. i let it tick to the end of the road, its hands have fallen... and wont be seen anytime soon. ill admit the watch will remain, its still on my wrist... as though it's been engraved. they never cared to say goodbye, the hands have parted. smuther me in hugs, drench me in your kisses, throw that last rose... wave farewell , and good riches. the destruction of media and mind (dont let her wrap the gift)nov.22 surprise surprise you saw the unwrapped gifts. i tried i tried and i failed again. a girl a girl shouldnt have to wrap a gift. a boy a boy can fail but try again? dating should have never exist. God had us planned all along. the media and mind are abused or i'd never try to run into you. little girl little girl how do you wish on a shooting star? you've never seen one fall. i weep i weep. God is holding me close i pray i pray. God is comforting me most ill continue to live as though there are no tomorrows. my dream will one day be here. .we gave our life away back in 1991.11-22 in elementary we were nieve junior high gave us freedom going to high school meant prom night and dates... college is on its way. living away from the patch, seemingly seeing the distance. "its our life we can do what ever we choose." i choose you. staying with families traditions, letting some loose. confused with lifes constitutions, i still choose you.