You look into my eyes,
Suddenly my stomach clenches,
I realize that something isn't right,
Instantly what I thought would once be our future,
Turns into mine,
You tell me it's over between us,
I tell you once again my feelings for you,
Staring into your eyes,
They seem like cold, hard, shards of ice,
You tell me not to make this hard for you,
What about me?
Did you think that when I said that I loved you that I didn't mean it?
I once thought you felt the same,
But now we're no longer,
You say goodbye and walk away,
You drew the last sword,
I even let you get the last word,
But I will get the last laugh,
I see you the next day,
I tell you that I'll be fine,
I don't say anything else,
I'm not fine it's tearing me apart,
My heart explodes,
But still my agony goes untold,
I lay in bed staring at the ceiling, Thinking,
This undying flame of anger, of lonliness, of a broken heart,
I take the belt off of my floor,
Grab the chair from my desk,
It's covered in memories,
All of which give me mixed emotions,
I place the chair in the middle of my room,
I climb up onto it,
Wrap the belt around my neck
and sling the other end over the truss that holds up my roof,
I rock the chair back and forth,
Until it falls, as I fall thoughts race through my mind,
Me having a bad time with my family,
Betrayed once again by who I call my "friends",
I then realize that it could get better,
Another thought streams into my head,
The good times I thought you and I were having,
Then I remember your face,
Suddenly all goes blank, I'm gone,
My last thought was of you,
You were the last person I talked to,
The last person I had a good time with,
And the only and last person I loved,
I hope you can live with yourself.