Impersonal

I locked myself away from you,

Afraid of who we were.

I hid myself behind my face,

In a guise of laughter and hate.

Anything that could keep me away.

Every time I took a step back,

You took three forwards.

Restless as a sleeping baby,

Faced with dreams incomprehensible.

I immersed myself in a rocky exterior.

I closed the tears and let myself fall,

You would follow me with glass circles,

Cutting boring into what I keep sacred,

Assuming you'd never get close.

I used to have feelings,

But you wore me away.

I walk in the shadow of love,

I fear my evil,

I fear my evil.