You stay the same.
The sturdy rock in my life,
The light that guides me in.
Relied on,
Selfishly.
You changed.
The rock has crumbled,
The light has gone out.
Resent it and can't forgive it,
Can't admit it to myself.
The cause of anger,
The termerity to be a person,
To choose,
To be unexpected.
Outrageous.
Like a slow bruise that never goes away,
Haunted by you who is the same,
But slightly different,
In a pose,
In a smile,
In a personality.
And I cannot forgive,
And I cannot forgive myself.
