There, it's gone you asswhacks. Are you happy now?
So, here I am. Im not sure what day it is. I'm not hungry. I feel warm inside. I have to urinate. I'll write more later. Know that I haven't given up on this page, and I still think about it quite a bit. Regardless, I'll be around soon. Christmas Break coming up and all should assure my attention to this page. I've been wanting to revamp it for awhile. I did make some backgrounds the other day, but I lost my work in the great Cum-craq Pissario crash of 2001. Alright, I gotta go to class. Take care all!

Instead of eating this morning, I stopped here. That's how bad I need to talk. The idea of putting of physiological needs for psychological purposes...startling, but neat. Anyway, I think I officially fell into depression this morning. I woke up and felt it set in. It's really weird actually. Now that I can identify how I feel and HOW the depression sets in, it feels like a totally different ballpark. Life is pretty stressful right now. I'm usually whacked out on caffeine. I haven't had anything alcoholic in weeks, I think. I just wanted to sleep today. I'm so tired. Well, enough of my whining. I'm leaving now. When I come back, hopefully I'll feel better about things. See ya later.

Well, we certainly have had an interesting week. The world in which I fell asleep in changed. I woke up in a different world. As our nation mobilizes for imminent warfare, my world turns grey. I want to say a few things: First, just a few days prior to this incident in New York City, I finally realized what it was to be an American. Secondly, I fear our democratic system will be making some undemocratic moves very soon in our future. Lastly, my heart goes out to all those who have lost loved ones in this massacre of civilans. I want you to know, that I can't look through pictures of this disaster without crying. I hurt inside. I will write more later. God speed all.