the end
Lying on the couch
thinking that im dead
staring at the mirror
i cant see my head
feeling numb all over
not feeling any pain
i can taste my blood
i think ive gone insane
try to move my finger
not having any luck
cant even move my eyes
i try to say oh f**k
i think i heard a murmur
i start to feel my head
and then i scream out loud
am i really dead
close my jaw in silence
then i realize
after all that screaming
that i could move my eyes
i tried to move my legs
and then i moved my feet
im not dead at all
then came a special treat
a big hole in my side
alot of blood leaked out
then i saw my liver
came close to passing out
pull myself up slowly
still there was no pain
intestines were just dangling
i saw some little veins
there was blood all over
so much was on the floor
ive lost alot already
could there be any more
walked into the bathroom
thats where i found my friend
grinning with his shotgun
is this how friendships end?