so so sad
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: breaking benjamin - so cold
moving is sad. so so sad. it didn't hit my sister until 5 minutes before i was leaving. then she started bawling. i couldn't handle it. she needs me, i need her. i don't know how i'll survive.
my cousin started bawling today also. even though i'm going to see her sunday. it's scary. being able to affect this many people. everyone cares so much. and yet i only care about my sister. i didn't even shed a tear, until it came to her. *sigh*
bye all...

sex is "oh my god" so good
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: ashlee simpson - la la
"oh my god"
and it just keeps getting better and better . . .

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Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: all american rejects-drive away
*scream*
everything is so close. so very close. one week. that's it. *sigh* everyone is stressing me out so bad. they're stressing my love-bug out too. and that makes me just a tad bit angry. he don't want to go, just as much as i don't. maybe even more. this is going to be so hard. how do so many people do it every year?
we're moving everything up there this weekend. i'm choosing to stay behind to visit with my sister and dad before we leave for good. ugh...
i'm so scared...

i guess i'll save the best for last
my last day of work was yesterday. *woop* the reason for it being my last day = going to college. *whine* i'm going to miss everyone so much. the pain of abandoning people is going to be beyond anything i've ever felt before. my sister is only five, with no mother. what will she do without me? *sigh*

2:54 pm

he makes me want to rip off all my clothes and fuck. no sex. just a pure, glorious, rough fuck! is that bad? *looks innocent*

you cannot kill that which you did not create
it seems i did not create myself. so... i cannot kill myself. isn't that sad? *sigh*

10:32 pm

punk boys are sexy, yummy *drools*