*name me cancer*
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: FM Static - Something to believe in
^^^ that is a beautiful song. =) it seems i'm turning into a little christian girl. *lol* 98.7 rocks up here.
anyways. i'm not going to get a second job, considering my other half got a job for himself. $8.75 an hour! and he's working like 10 hour shifts. damn! wish i could of made out like that. ah well, he'll buy me things, cuz he loooooves me. =)
yeah. so i went to the doctor (in hermit-town) about the lump in my arm. uh-huh. he wants me to go to a surgeon to have it removed and tested. cuz get this... it could just be a swollen lymphnode, some disease (he said a name), or something worse. the something worse, you ask. CANCER! so i go home and tell my family. and... duh-duh-duh... my mom says that two of her aunts died from cancer. so i could have cancer and i could die. yay for me. so i'm completely worried now and i think all this stress is starting to make my hair fall out more. so on monday (if i don't work) i have to go to the health and welfare office to try and get medical so i can find a surgeon up here in I da ho to cut me open and tell me i'm gonna die. =) i love me.
other than that. life is going good. i'm working harder than ever, making some new friends, buying some new stuff... acting all grown up, i guess you could say. and i get to go home on the 27th again for an orthodontist appt. i'm excited. i've been having bad dreams about sadie being kidnapped. and it would just make me feel better to go home and see her. =) so yeah, i'm gonna go read a couple of books i just bought. thought i'd fill you in on what's crackulatin. *laugh*
jamie