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Soul Mates
A comforting warmth
engulfs me from all sides.
Closing my eye's, taking it in,
I let out a sigh.....
A sigh of relief,
the security in forever,
the warmth in your love,
Fly me away on the wings
of a dove.
You are right,
there is no wrong,
We've waited for this moment,
much to long.
Your love so sweet and so pure,
If ever there was a moment,
A moment to be sure,
it is now.
Lay me down,
and profess your love,
Kiss me down below,
Don't stop,
and never let me go.
Let me enter your soul
through your eye's,
Do away with worry,
and shed all disguise.
Penetrate me,
Liberate me,
Intertwined we are one.
Together we are love.
Forever I will commit my being to you.
Our eternity for be forever new.......
~Kool Mama Kat. 2004
Disease-Dis-Ease
Infected with a disease,
Can I give it to you please?
It doesn't hurt, you won't feel a thing,
Come on-I'll give you a new song to sing.
Sing about your tragedy,
Your so unlucky, can't you see,
Millions of people living like you do,
Caught up in a disease it's so uncool.
Dis-Ease, diseased,
We're all diseased,
Blame the other if you please,
Point the finger and put your mind at ease.
Is the infection eating away at your brain?
Is that why you sound so lame,
Let it go man, you have the will,
Let it go man, it's such a cheap thrill.
Take control and let it go,
You need to let you spirit grow.
You cause your disease,
You cause your dis-ease.
~Kool Mama Kat. February 2004
America Afflicted
Addiction-Afflictions,
Addicted to our afflictions,
Take more to get more commission,
Never give in to admission.
Victim to your own demise,
Giving in to advertised lies,
This is the American way,
The American way is so frayed.
Giving in to false hopes,
Living in lies, just to cope.
Bow down to that TV.
Satisfy your every need,
We're Americans, we are proud,
Can't you hear us?!?!
We are LOUD!!
American's are in denial,
Look at O.J. when he was on trial.
Land of the free, yea not me!
Crooked cops, unfair laws,
Folks living in the streets,
With no shoes on their feet.
Unwanted children,
Living this way their whole lives,
Addicted to sex,
Go out and date rape,
You crave what you take,
Increase our taxes,
While you politicians sit on your asses,
Educated fools, making our rules.
This is the American Way,
Please help us find our way!
~Angel. January 2004
The Underground
Underground in the depths of darkness,
My thoughts forever haunt,
Awaiting the moment to step out of the
norm,
I take a look and I'm caught.
Pulling, tugging, ripping and I'm torn.
I cannot hide, I feel no shame.
It hurts so good,
I love this kind of pain.
I'm flyin' high in the underground,
My head is spinning round and round,
Where will I land,
Take my hand,
To the underground.....
~Angel.
September 2003
The Alcoholic
Destructive pathways
Surround you from all sides
Running is all you do,
Though you cannot hide.
Absorbed and drowning,
in yourself, you take pity where you can,
But when your head's under water,
Who will take your hand.
Never lease yourself out,
Centered in yourself is all you care about.
Confirmed in your ways,
While everyone else pays.
Confrontation is always the same,
Defensive and excuses,
Your never to blame.
But I will still love you all the same.
~Angel. December 2003
Sins of the Father
Thou shall not curse thy neighbor,
Thou shall not hate,
The more I try to fight it,
The more I feel raped.
Constantly give, give, give,
What about me,
I just want to live,
Am I diggin' myself deeper trying to hide?
What's going on, am I dying inside?
Unhealed inner wounds,
My heart in tears,
To many years living in fear.
I'm trapped in my head,
My spirit is unfed.
But what about that little girl,
With all the dreams of the world,
Happiness and Innocence washed away in the rain,
Replaced with anger, confusion and pain.
Flesh and blood ripped away from the bone,
Your not my father so leave me alone,
My biggest fear in the world is to be like you,
Your an embarrassment and a failure without a clue.
No remorse you feel for killing your child,
For abandoning my soul and leaving me in the wild.
Honor thy father isn't that the law,
Toy with my emotions,
FUCK WITH MY HEAD.
Please don't torture me until my spirit is dead.
Yes, still living,
Here is some more,
Just a little more, until I'm fetal on the floor.
Depend on you is the last thing I'd do.
No matter if my choices are few.
You fucking asshole,
You'll get yours to,
You'll live with this guilt,
Then what will you do?
Days gone by,
Depression present & past,
When will I finally be free at last?
~Angel. ????
Girl Lost
Oh my she sighs,
Shaking and questionable,
She gazes down,
and everything goes black.
Head spinning,
and no longer smiling,
Her feet give way,
and she's down for the count.
Counting seconds,
and placing bets,
Woa, this isn't me,
and who the hell are you,
O.K. back to reality,
she remembers somewhere
between then and now,
but doesn't remember the how.
It's ironic how we must commit to the now,
Holding on to the truth and security of the future,
Moving along, without a sound,
A new sense of belonging,
Checking out and she's gone.
No holding on, it's not hers,
Give yourself a bit,
However it's no cure.
Idle, standing by,
she let's out another sigh,
Staring up, she is hit,
and yet she doesn't even glance.
December 2003
