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Kool Mama Kat - This Kat is on a Hot Tin Roof!
Wednesday, 7 April 2004
Getting Older
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Prince.....Kiss

So I was thinking today...I'm not ready to get old. I mean I don't want to grow up. I think I'll ask Tim to make me a shirt for my birthday that says "It's my party and I'll cry if I want to" so that I can wear it at my party. I still want to be a kid and I guess in some way I always will be. It just sucks knowing that the end is always is to damn fun ya know! I guess I'm going to party like it's 1999!!!! Yeah Baby!!!!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 8:08 PM EDT
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Monday, 5 April 2004
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: me..whining...complaining...bitching...

Don't ever get a credit card...never buy anything if you don't have the cash for it! EVER!

We have been looking at homes and it would appear things aren't going our way b/c of our dept to income ratio! I have never in my life had a credit card but when I married my Patrick I inherited his credit card dept...all $18,000 of it! It's really scewing us over big time! House where I live don't come cheap at all...Your lucky to get a nice 3 bedroom home that needs minor TLC for $127,000. Pocket change to some people...not us!

So the lesson for today boys and girls is don't charge shit ever!!!! If we didn't have all this dept we could get a $150,000 home....oh lesson's learned a little to late!!!

Other than that...things are great...I'm enjoying my new job, my birthday is this Saturday (April 10) and we're having a all day party type thing.

I'm off to pout....No home this Mama Kat....

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 8:36 PM EDT
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Saturday, 3 April 2004
Mood:  a-ok

find your inner PIE @

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 5:32 PM EST
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Thursday, 1 April 2004
Blah...Jibber Jabber!
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: The Strokes

Well I will officially become soccer mom on Saturday. It's draft day for my oldest and she will be playing on a co-ed team. Tuesday my baby will go to his first practice or try-outs for 4 yr. olds....Thank God...his little feelings are so sensitive.

Did anyone see John Kerry on MTV the other night??? I thought it was good interview, though people are enjoying their cracks at it! I like what he has to say and in my OPINION anyone is better than Bush. Kerry represents what middle class, young American's need and make sure you vote damnit!

This disgust me!! Enough said!!! Get our boys home now!!!! Saddam is locked up!!! You have won Bush...O.K!

Anyway I just needed to do a little ranting...I haven't added the link yet but if you go to BratCat's blog...located in my Groovy Weblogs..she has a link to Baghdad Burning, a really cool blog I think every young American should read....get the scoop on what's really going on over there...What American media doesn't want you to know!!!

Ciao for now!

Check out the interview on MTV with John Kerry...

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 5:37 PM EST
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Wednesday, 31 March 2004

Ah Ha I knew this all along. I guess you could call me a pirate! Yes I like to "steal" or download music, video's, programs, etc.... Why the hell not!! If you are one of my favorite bands I will go "buy" your music o.k?!?! So in your face Metalica! Muhahaha! In fact I'm off to download now. Kazaa has this new version called Diet's way crappy downloads or stuff with loops...just the real deal!

Rock on!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:57 PM EST
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Tuesday, 30 March 2004
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Rock Lobster

Boy oh boy! I have really been slacking here. Work is going good. I like the new job and learning a huge load of info! We've been looking for a house. It is so aggravating driving around looking at homes and then finding out it's under contract. I guess we'll have to break down and get a realtor!! GGRRRR!

I can't wait to own my own home again. The way this city is booming if we don't buy now we'll never be able to. The weather has been so beautiful lately! I'm going to have to get a new bikini so I can soak some rays at the beach! Man I have miss that...going to the beach, packing the cooler with some brew, listening to some tune's and the sound of the wave's. Soaking up the sun and praying a seagull doesn't come along and shit on my head!!! Oh how I love that!

Long story short...I have been shitted on 3 times!!!!
Once by a cat. Once by a chipmunk. Once by a bird. It's just my luck! I litterally get shitted on!

On to the laundry!!!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 2:21 PM EST
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Friday, 26 March 2004
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: My kids in the background!

Today I started my new job! It seems cool enough. My boss is super nice and helpful. It's just me, him and my friend Mary. I'm working for a construction company and that stuff is complicated!!!!! I know after a week or so I'll get the hang of it...It's nice to go to work in a office and have my own little space!!!! This is a first for me.

I'm looking forward to my Friday and my weekend. I'll get the pictures posted sometime tomorrow. As for know it's official drinking day in my house! So I'm off to celebrate!

Ciao`Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:47 PM EST
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Thursday, 25 March 2004
My Trip
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Tom and Jerry

Well I had a great vacation. I did a ton of shopping. Got some great CD's at cheap prices, a couple pairs of boots, some cool cherry shirts, and other cute things. The weather was COLD!! I don't do well in cold weather. I think living in south Florida has made me intolerable to cold weather period!

I got to hang out with my sister and her boyfriend a bit. We went out to dinner and played some Grand Theft Auto...what a cool and crazy game that is. My sister is so pretty and smart. She is graduating high school in May..has a car and drives now!!!!!! I'm still getting used to that. She is so mature and beautiful. I know she is going far in life.

My little brother has discovered internet porn!!!! He is only 11 yrs. old. My mom and I busted him by checking the history on the computer...of course he denies it all...His poor little brain is so tainted now...It was hard for me to look at him the same way afterwards, but I know he is a boy...and boys will be boys!!!!

My folks are doing good. It was great hanging out with my mom and stepdad. We went bowling and I feel on my ass so hard...but it was fun. I miss Tennessee but I would never leave Florida.

Went to Alabama and saw my Grandmother's. My Great-Grandmother is on her death bed. This was the last time I was to see her. It was hard but I know one day I will cherish that moment. She know's she is dying and she just cries all the time. She is so eaten up with cancer, she has tumor's all over her head...She is such a strong women, raised 7 kids on her own. 88 yrs. old and has been around long enough to see her son Aaron! That's amazing and an accomplishment. I hope I can say the same for myself when I'm that age. She wished us well and told Aaron to be a good man and live a fine life. I cried like a baby as we all did!

Finaly home almost 1500 hundred miles later. I was offered a job and had the interview this morning. I go out to get in my car and it won't start!!!!! So I take Patrick's truck, pull out of my street and get pulled over for doing 17 mile's over that damn speed limit....after a few moments of my poor me story and the fact that I'm a girl..he let me go! Thank God! I got the job and start tomorrow. I'm doing office work for a major construction company around here that builds home's and Condo complexes. I'm excited and hope to learn a lot from this. I'm still going to do Marketing for Papa John's but decided to pick up a second job so we can buy a house this summer.

So anyway I have so much to do around here...I don't even know where to maybe I should start by getting off this damn computer...this thing is like a black hole sometime's. I'm glad to be home and back to my Katty dutie's!

Ciao`Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 1:58 PM EST
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Wednesday, 24 March 2004
Yeah...I'm finally home!
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: The Stripes

Wow! I'm sooo glad to be home finally! Had a great trip....gonna have a few and watch the O.C....LOVE THAT SHOW!!! Even though I'm probably to old to watch it! My kitties are soooo happy to see me!!! I'll give all the juice tomorrow about my trip!!! I had so much inspiration for my novel while away...can't wait to share!!!

Love to all you Kool Kat's,

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 8:46 PM EST
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Sunday, 14 March 2004
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: My whining

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 11:48 PM EST
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Saturday, 13 March 2004
I Salute You
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: The Doors

There is nothing more sad in life than the feeling of despair. When life has put it's ugly walls up around you and your left feeling stifled and suppressed. When your left with the depressed feeling of hopelessness. When you left questioning who you are and your purpose. When your left wondering other people's motive's and quiet possibly your own. When you've tumbled so far down that downward spiral that it's hard to find your way back up.

To those who are feeling me...I salute you and feel ya....

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 12:28 PM EST
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Friday, 12 March 2004
For that know who you are.

Stop it!
You are special,
You have a purpose, a meaning.
Who are they to tell you any other way.
Who are they to drive you to tears,
They know you fears,

Like a sign on her face,
She feel's she has lost her place,
In this ever expanding space.

Don't slit those wrist,
Don't cut your arms,
Put that glass down,
Drive those voices away.

Don't give into despair,
Where life is so unfair.
Where your life has no name,
Where your life is just a game.

Find meaning in being,
Be alive in being arrived.
Be new in being you.
Be fresh at what you do best.

Laugh at passerby's who just don't get it.
Smile at that child who looks to you for purpose.
Be that mentor you always knew you could.
Let out a sigh of relief at being your own cheif.

Don't ever question what you are,
Who you are,
Where your going,
What is done is done.
That is the fun,
That is it girl.
That is it.

~Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 9:59 PM EST
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Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: The Voice's

AAHHHH!!! Finally I'm home. I had to work tonight...which I don't normally do, but I was doing the Husband a favour...Friday nights as you know are my OFFICIAL drinking night...I mean it is an official day in this house...EVERYONE knows this!!!! But I couldn't leave Patrick to suffer without my suffering with him! So here I am on a Friday night with a back-ache, drinking my 1st of only 2 beers I will allow myself tonight...Tomorrow on the other hand will be another story.....things to do before hand....Practice Soccer with the kids....get groceries before we all starve to death...then make up for my cheated FRIDAY NIGHT!!!

Thanks to Rick for referring me to is a really cool site and one I feel I will benefit from. I need honesty..good or bad. I need tools to put to good the way Rick if you are reading this can I have a link to your site again????? Please!!!! I seemed to have misplaced it and I promise I won't again...

Before I go I just want to share with you all a new hobbie I have picked up. People watching. It's easy and cost nothing to get started..There's nothing like being an observer you know...You can learn so much by just watching people. Try it...who know's..the possibilities are endless!!

Ciao~ Angel

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 9:16 PM EST
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Thursday, 11 March 2004
Another Brain Freeze
Mood:  spacey
I've had these thought's and ideas swimming around in my head for quite some time. Should I write a book or shouldn't I. I want to. I have a bag full of ideas. But where the hell do I even begin! I can sense the answers coming to me in my dreams, but there a little clouded. As vivid as some may be and exciting at the same time it's all a little fuzzy.

If I procrastinate for to long will these opportunities pass me by? Will I loose the desire and the knowledge? Am I just setting myself up for failure? I don't know. I don't really know were to turn, who to talk to. I need a mentor! I need a good kick in the ass!!!!

I have a lot of inspiration..a lot of determination..and a heck of a lot of time...I need to uncloud my head...I need to check out of my senses and look beyond my limitations....I need a muse and a mentor! Anyone interested? Anyone feeling me?

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:40 PM EST
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Wednesday, 10 March 2004
For My Husband
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: The Voices

Stay true to your personal hopes,
And patiently wait.
Changes will happen in time.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 7:18 PM EST
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Monday, 8 March 2004

Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Generation X { 80's }
The Philosophically Multi-Storied
weekend pleased her.
Laughing and Complacent,
The Gift of Knowledge becomes
her life and form.

~Kool Mama Kat Poetry in Motion the contest!!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 7:06 PM EST
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Mood:  on fire
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 10:55 AM EST
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Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Baracuda - Heart
Gazing down the highway glassy eyed a flash has blinded her. Opening her eyes alien sounds surround her. Be comforted girl, let it go girl. Own your space, it is yours. Use it, abuse it, be amused by it. So long to old thinking, so long to old ways. Be reborn, savour your clean slate, take advantage of starting over.

Take no pity and tolerate no shame. Smile casually to passerby's who don't know any better. Be cool in being you, be cool in being different.

A flash. A bang. Back on that highway, is it called life. Where am I she ask. No more confusion. Back to a familiar plane. Gazing down that highway again it hits her all at once. She has arrived...Oh yea arrived.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 10:00 AM EST
Updated: Monday, 8 March 2004 10:04 AM EST
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Sunday, 7 March 2004

Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: the voices in my head
I will be forever new, Where I found a new desire, Delicious and Hot. I found a new echo...

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 10:25 AM EST
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Saturday, 6 March 2004

Mood:  lucky
Just wanted to add that another of my poems is being published!!!! has decided to publish "The Underground" If you want to read this click on the "my writings" link to the right!!!! I'm also a Semi-Finalist in the International Open Poetry Contest!!!! Keep your finger's crossed for me!!!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 9:06 PM EST
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