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Kool Mama Kat - This Kat is on a Hot Tin Roof!
Saturday, 28 February 2004

I was just thinking of how old I feel even though I'm not.....remember when it was cool to be old? I remeber thinking when I was younger..."I can't wait til I grow up..I'll do whatever I want, whenever I want." Yeah...right...whatever ain't happenin'

I'm just a few weeks shy of being 24...married with kids...have 2 cat's and 2 it up in South Florida...a huge change from Nashville, TN where I grew up. I live a modestly simple existance staying on the right side of the line..most of the times...I'm not a huge law breaker in comparison to a few years ago. I just can't help but think-why is this so boring sometimes?

I mean being a cool mom is cool right? Or even being a mom is cool right? Sometime's I envy my friends who don't have kids yet...but they say they envy me...I need excitement damnit!!!! I want to break all rules, defy all odds, shock those around me, be the bad girl,spit in public...I want to do what I want when I want and not suffer any consequences. Is that asking to much...

I guess it has been official for a long time...I just don't want to admit it...I have grown not cool!
I still wear platforms and bellbottoms. I still show off my tattoo {on my neck} I still listen to loud angry music and not so angry music. I still say cuss words even though instead of mom correcting me it's the kids correcting me now. I still go to clubs and dance into the wee hours of the morning...I still spend to much money on beer and other smokable things. I still throw my clothes on the floor next to the hamper. I still wait until the last minute to do anything....I guess this list could go on forever because in all reality we all are kids at heart...I think you can ever really grow out of that...or can you?????

My cat looks over at me as if to say.."get over it chic" and then he proceeds to roll his eyes at me in his own Katty way!

All in all though..I do love my rotten kids...and my rotten husband. My life is not boring. I think I just assume growing up means you turn into a boring person...ME???? Neva!!!!!!!

Ciao` The Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 7:11 PM EST
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The nothingness in destitution.
Rhythmic against the threshold.
Forward in time-eyes open.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:21 PM EST
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The Morning After......
Last night was fun and eventful. I had about 6 rolling rocks....not to shabby...indulged myself with good music, food, and laugh with those dear to my heart....I felt just fine this morning except for the fact that I have lost my sore throat, no more coughing...just no voice. More annoying than anything else.

Tomorrow my husband and I head up to Orlando for some festivities...not sure yet what we will do but we are celebrating our wedding anniversary...a night away from town without the kids will be refreshing.

So anyway I shall post pictures and all when I return. Enjoy the rest of your weekend!

~Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 2:50 PM EST
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Friday, 27 February 2004
Happy Freakin' Friday!
Well this has been a long week! TGIF!!!! I don't understand why it feel's like 40 degree's outside and I live in Sunny South Florida....I even had to break down and turn the heat on....which is doing strange things to my sinuses! I've had a horrible sore throat which is now being followed by a nagging nasty cough in which it is hand in hand which some crap that doesn't even have a color on the color scale! Ugh!!!

My dear sweet Mother-In-Law made me some chicken soup and got the kids out of my hair so at least I feel a little better. My Kat's are acting strange. Maybe their just happy I bought them some really expensive flea medicine. Now thier all of a sudden all over me....maybe they know I'm sick and just feel sorry for me...

Well at least it is Friday....I'm going to proceed to drink a few Rolling Rock's...i'll give you a total in the morning b/c I generally overindulge myself.....I'm going to have some good belly laughs with my music loud....and then probably kick myself in the ass tomorrow!

Until then...enjoy your Friday!!!

~Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 4:24 PM EST
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Cool Weblog!
I found a great weblog ran by an 80 something year old Grandmother. It's kinda like an Dear Abby kinda thing.It's supper cool. If you want to check it out I put a link over there under GrOOvy on Help me Bubby!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 2:04 PM EST
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Staring at the scenery,
I smile, breathing.
Freedom found along the desired highway.
Sighing I am satisfied.

*Much like how I'm going to feel when
I take my road trip home to where my
heart is! Oh I can't stand the wait!

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 5:28 AM EST
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Thursday, 26 February 2004

I awoke this morning to a message on my message board on the refridgerator in the kitchen....Apparentely my {9yr.} daughter wrote this..I don't think it's original however pretty fucking deep for a kid....I shall share.

Watch your thoughts because they become your words.
Watch your words because they become your actions.
Watch your actions because they become your habits.
Watch your habits because they become your charecter.
Watch your charecter because it becomes your destiny.

Now that's what I'm talking about.....If we could only all live by this.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 12:31 PM EST
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The sweet song of sadness,
Heavy from the darkest silence.
But the fear will rise from me in the morrow.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 12:24 PM EST
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Tuesday, 24 February 2004
Awesome HEMP News!!!!!
Federal Court Rejects DEA Ban on Hemp Food Court Tells DEA it Cannot Regulate Naturally-Occurring THC in Hemp Food Landmark Decision Opens Way for Expansion of Hemp Food Industry SAN FRANCISCO, CA - U.S. COURT of APPEALS for the NINTH CIRCUIT - The Hemp Industries Association (HIA), representing over 200 hemp companies in North America won their 2 1/2-year old lawsuit today against the Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA) in a decision that permanently blocks DEA regulations that attempted to ban nutritious hemp foods such as waffles, bread, cereal, vegetarian burgers, protein powder, salad dressing and nutrition bars. "The decision in HIA v. DEA is a huge boost to the hemp food market, and we expect to see many more hemp food products on store shelves," says David Bronner, maker of the AlpSnack? organic hemp nutrition bar and Chair of the HIA Food and Oil Committee. "The three judge panel agreed with our main argument that the DEA's 'Final Rule' ignores Congress's specific exemption in the Controlled Substances Act (CSA) under the definition of marihuana that excludes hemp seed and oil from control along with hemp fiber. Based on today's decision, the court reasonably views trace insignificant amounts of THC in hemp seed in the same way as it sees trace amounts of opiates in poppy seeds," says Bronner. Dormont was read back the section of the CSA dealing with the hemp seed exemption on three occasions by Judge Alex Kozinski. By the third reading, a frustrated Kozinski stated "S? I tried to say it once before. What this tells me is Congress knew full well that stalks and seeds and fiber could be carriers of some level of tetrahydrocannabinol (THC). They were aware of that. Nevertheless, it said unless you do the extracting part they are not marihuana under the definition. That is what it says to me." Near the end of the DEA's arguments, Judge Kozinski asked Dormont, "Can you tell me how you are going to save the [poppy seed] bagel?" The question drew laughter from the packed courtroom, but is a serious issue considering that the irrational logic behind the DEA's attempted hemp food ban could easily be applied to poppy seed bagels. During final arguments, the DEA acknowledged that hemp foods have no abuse potential, stating "The concern of the Drug Enforcement Administration isn't particularized to the particular products that these Petitioners make. The DEA has never said, has never focused on the particular products and said anyone can get high from them, or that they pose a harm to people." According to Nutritionist and best selling author Dr. Andrew Weil, "There is absolutely no health concern about trace amounts of THC in Hemp foods. I think the federal court decision is great." In regard to widespread outrage over the DEA's "Final Rule" - 115,000 public comments, a letter from the Canadian government, and a letter from Congress co-signed by 22 Representatives submitted to DEA opposed to the hemp food ban - Ninth Circuit Chief Judge Mary Schroeder asked the DEA: "Did you take into account the objections of people who might say that this doesn't make a lot of sense?" Dormont admitted the rule "wasn't popular." Protests were organized by Vote Hemp against DEA's attempts to ban hemp foods. In December 2001 and again in April 2003, at more than 50 DEA offices nationwide, activists gave away hemp foods, poppy seed bagels and orange juice that contain trace THC, opiates and alcohol respectively to highlight the absurdity of DEA's rules. These "Hemp Food Taste Tests" generated public outrage and forced former DEA Administrator Asa Hutchinson to debate Vote Hemp Director Eric Steenstra on National Public Radio. U.S. hemp food companies voluntarily observe reasonable THC limits similar to those adopted by European nations as well as Canada and Australia. These limits protect consumers with a wide margin of safety from workplace drug-testing interference (see hemp industry standards regarding trace THC at The DEA has hypocritically not targeted food manufacturers for using poppy seeds (in bagels and muffins, for example) even though they contain far higher levels of trace opiates. The recently revived global hemp market is a thriving commercial success. Unfortunately, because the DEA's Drug War paranoia has confused non-psychoactive industrial hemp varieties of cannabis with psychoactive "marihuana" varieties, the U.S. is the only major industrialized nation to prohibit the growing of industrial hemp. "We are very excited that our best-selling Organic Hemp Plus Granola Cereal? and our LifeStream Natural Hemp Plus Waffels? will continue to be available in thousands of stores nationwide," says Arran Stephens, President and Founder of Nature's Path Foods. "DEA was foolish to try to ban hemp seed because it is a rich source of protein, dietary fiber, minerals, iron, vitamin E, and a near perfect composition of essential fatty acids - Omega 3 and 6," says Lynn Gordon, President of French Meadow Bakery which sells Healthy Hemp Bread?. "We expect sales to increase enormously as result of the court ruling." "Nutiva's organic hemp bars and protein powder can finally be sold without concern over its legality," says John Roulac, President of Nutiva?."Vegetarians everywhere should celebrate this court ruling," says Ken Holmes, co-founder of Living Harvest. "People have a right to eat our nutritious Hemp Power Bar, Hemp Protein, Hemp Oil and Hemp Seed Nut." "Today's decision will boost demand for our bulk and private label oil and seed products, as well as retail brand hemp food and body care products ," says Shaun Crew, President of Hemp Oil Canada. "Today's court ruling will jumpstart sales of our new meatless Omega Burgers? made from organic hemp seed," Ruth Shamai, President of Ruth's Foods. "This decision now allows consumers to vote with there dollars. Healthy hemp food products like Hemp Seed Oil and Hemp Seed Nut(shelled hemp seed) are available now at major retailers like Whole Foods Market," says Michael Fata, Manitoba Harvest Hemp Foods & Oils. Visit to read court documents and numerous scientific studies re: hemp foods. For more information or to arrange interviews with representatives of the hemp industry, please call Adam Eidinger at 202-232-8997. For more information visit and make sure you vote ProHemp....your vote counts.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 4:03 PM EST
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Poetry in Motion
Wondering what these short stanza's of poetry are???? If you go to you can enter a daily contest for $100. They give you a group of words that you have to make a poem of 5-20 words. It's really cool and get's your brain going. I have fun with it even if I don't win any money. You can get to the website by clicking on the link I have over there in the left panel....have fun and good luck.....

~Kool Mama Kat

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:48 PM EST
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We need changes,
Peace in life.
Patiently I wait for heaven's reward.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:44 PM EST
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We need changes,
Peace in life.
Patiently I wait for heaven's reward.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 3:43 PM EST
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Fuel My Fire
Well surely we've all felt this way before...right?? Driving down the road today listening to this song suddenly I was like yeah man...that's it...that's exactly it! I shall share....

I've got word of thanks
that I'd like to say
for the way that I feel
the way that I feel today.
Got stacks, got stacks
stacks of chips on my shoulder
in everything I do
cause I made, I made
I made the mistake
the mistake of trusting you

Yeah, people like you just fuel my fire
Yeah, people like you just fuel my fire
Yeah, people like you just fuel my fire
Yeah, people like you just do
You liar
You liar
You liaaaaar
You liaaaaar

Yeah, my layers are thick
and I've got a bad attitude.
Yeah that knife in my back
has fingerprints that belong to you.
Got a grudge, got a grudge
got a grudge that I'm holding
for as long as I like
cause you lied, you lied
you lied to my face
and that's something that I can't forgive.

Yeah, people like you just fuel my fire
Yeah, people like you just fuel my fire
Yeah, people like you just fuel my fire
People like you just burn
You liar
You liar
You liaaaaar
You liaaaaar

The Prodigy's cover of L7's "Fuel my Fire"
from...the Fat of the Land..released in 97'

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 1:21 AM EST
Updated: Tuesday, 24 February 2004 1:23 AM EST
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Friday, 20 February 2004


Misunderstood farewells,
Parting souls with displaced hearts,
Failed love drowned in foolishness.


Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 12:33 AM EST
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Thursday, 19 February 2004

What a weird freaking day!

I went to my girlfriend's house and had a few....met a boy/friend of her's......we won't go there....

Came home a few minute's to late to get the other kid from the bus stop but all was good.....realized we had a dr.'s appointment to be to in 3 mins.....made record time and had to wait like an hour.....saw doctor everything was fine....

took kids to dinner....sat next to fat man who kept sucking the food out of his disgusting teeth!!! finally after having to listen to this nastiness i got the bill and left b/c i'm going to go throw up now!

going to bed....good-bye!

people are sooo gross....i mean come on......

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 7:13 PM EST
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Wednesday, 18 February 2004

Patiently elsewhere,
I desire his calm touch.
Hot like fire,
Beyond shocks,
Still tingling,
and in need from the wait.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 2:24 PM EST
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Tuesday, 17 February 2004

"I who bleed,
am the very emptiness forever you,"
Sorrow's eye's drifted down....
"I alway's remembered your dark love."

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 2:58 PM EST
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Why is indulgence inconceivable?
I ask this question to remember
weakness was made for self-entrapment,
not love.


Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 1:14 PM EST
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Yes..hello again.

I did some updating to the website which you can get to by clicking the link over there under cool site's ya dig. Nothing huge...just a couple of poem's. Also I am in the process of having "some" of my poetry copyrighted so if you want to check it out go to or click the link to your right that say's poetry and then search by author {angel mcnamara} I entered The Underground into contest {finger's crossed} It's a really cool site for those of you who like to is great help and a lot of fun things you can anywho that's it for now.......I am officially going to go get motivated....

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 12:19 PM EST
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Mental Freeze
Happy Freakin' Tuesday!

My brain is officially in some form of a frozen haze. I can't think, I can't put feelings into words, I can't seem to motivate myself to get my lazy ass off the computer and take a shower and do something productive........but somehow I will...I always do even though.....

Looking over this "blog" and some off my scribble it has come to me that I have some serious trust issue's. I can only think of one place this might stem from and that would be my Bio-Father and my early relation's with the opposite sex. Combine that with continuos failed attempts to have a meaningful relationship with the same sex and I'm left to feel that folks can't be trusted.

Could it be that people unintentionally have hidden motive's. If so, what do you do...what position are you left to be in. Are you sympathetic to you just continue to make excuse's for folks.

I don't know. I do look at life as some sort of a test for a bigger purpose. We are not here for no reason. Everything has reason and meaning. I guess all I can do for now is continue to rack up them good Karma points and wait for my moment to be blessed ten fold.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 11:32 AM EST
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