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Kool Mama Kat - This Kat is on a Hot Tin Roof!
Monday, 1 November 2004

Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Unsolved Mysteries-Bjork

Life is a freaking roller coaster ya know?!

I had a nice Halloween. Went to downtown West Palm Beach for one crazy night!!! Got home about 6 in the morning. I saw so many crazy get ups. It was great!

Back to work, contemlating many life changes. I think I'm going to be going through an adjustment for a long time. It's time for me to remove some things/people from my life and replace them with more healthy and productive things. There is nothing worse than waking up, looking in the mirror and feeling so disgusted with yourself. I must get past that. It's not healthy, and it can be very destructive.

I miss my son so badly. I have never in my life been away from him for so long.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 1:12 PM EST
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Friday, 12 November 2004 - 2:52 AM EST

Name: an old friend

Hey darlin',
How are you doing? I have been so worried about you lately. I cancelled my aol and i guess you changed email address, and last time i tried, i couldnt post to this board. So, hopefully this one will work. Suzy gave me your new number, but ive lost that as well. I don't really know whats going on down there, but I see you are distraught (sp?) and unhappy with where life has led you in the present. I'm sorry for your troubles. I hope things aren't too complicated, as nothing can't be fixed personally. I respect the fact that you are independent and starting a NEW life. If it's for the better, then that's the best thing you could ever do for yourself. Many times people get caught up in the everyday routine.. i.e., relationships, work, school, etc. Many times when things are going badly, they affect our self-esteem. We get into rutts and neglect our self-worth. These two things are the only things besides love that are most important to being TRUE to yourself. If you don't have self-esteem or lack self-worth, then you lack the capabilities of having something worthwile. Am I making any sense?
Life is about making changes. Regrets? forget those... live and learn... whatever the case may be. You live for yourself and your son. (Where is he anyway?)
Again, I have no idea whats going on, but I sense your sadness, and I don't want you to feel less than proud for doing something for yourself. If you are sad, find something that betters yourself, gain your self back.
Life is too short.... If things are fixable and things would be better a certain way... then accomplish what you feel best.

I love you.

Friday, 12 November 2004 - 12:54 PM EST

Name: me

Tris my new e-mail is I lost your #.....and your e-mail address!

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