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Kool Mama Kat - This Kat is on a Hot Tin Roof!
Thursday, 7 October 2004
My words, my thoughts, my actions....
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Mistake

Howdy all...

Not doing good. I'm in the deepest depression I've ever been in my whole life. I'm alone for the first time ever..finacially, emotionally, and physically. Yes I know this is what I asked for but it doesn't make it any easier. My relationship with my mother is completely sabotaged. I have hurt my husband and a friend by my "actions" I can't seem to keep my big mouth shut. I have a lot of self hatred right now, low self esteem, and I just feel out of control.

The job is good even though I'm like 2 weeks behind with my bills. I'm just very sad and lacking faith. Went through 2 major hurricanes and I think the reality is just now setting in. This has been a bad year for me. My grandfather had his first break down when he was 24 and all I can think about is it is happening to me.

Scribbled by Kool Mama Kat at 1:01 PM EDT
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Friday, 8 October 2004 - 3:38 AM EDT

Name: Muddy
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Hi Kool Mama Kat! I wondered where you had been. Hope you get to feeling better soon. Maybe I can find a good mouse. Would you like a mouse? My human has a bad time keeping her mouth shut, too. I think she'd do a lot better if she just kept a mouse in it. Take care. I am thinking of you.

Monday, 11 October 2004 - 5:30 AM EDT

Name: Husband

You are not alone.

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