Well my weekend has come to a slow end. Trying new things and feeling new feelings. I'm pretty much still in the same space I was a few days ago. I anticipate on being in this space for quite some time. I suppose when your whole world as you know it comes crashing down on all sides it takes a long time to rebuild those walls.
My job is still my primary source of happiness right now. I spent a good part of the weekend in quite reflection and...cleaning!!
I have to clean out several closets in my soul. I have to wipe away the dust bunnies in my mind. And once the fog has cleared I have to take a step back and look at me and figure out where to go from here.
I don't want to hurt the ones I love so much. Yet I don't want to continue on as the days turn into months into years and have regrets. I have to find my way back to me.
Weeping willow put you arms around me and hold on tight!