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Kool Mama Kat - This Kat is on a Hot Tin Roof!
Friday, 21 May 2004
For Tristan
First and foremost I love you! You have always inspired the good in me and I have always admired your beauty. You are an amazingly strong women who has already accomplished so much. As for not reaching some of the milestones that some of your other friends have...you are reaching your own at your own pace and you will be married with a career and children when your time is right. You know I'm not a very religous person but I do believe God never gives us more than we can handle and everything happens in his time....perhaps you were meant to graduate college first and start your career before a family...perhaps you were meant to go through a few bad relationships to make you stronger for the right one...who knows, but I do know that you are beautiful inside and out and one day it will all happen for you and I will be right there beside you celebrating your happiness. Take your time and be young and enjoy being you..one day you'll be old and gray like me...LOL..just kidding...even though I am graying..I love my little family and my life but sometimes I really envy some of my friends in school who go to parties and concerts and have so many freedoms that motherhood restricts me from...but I honestly wouldn't change it for the world..and I think I will always be a kid at heart..I still feel like I'm in middle school in many ways and I hope I never loose that feeling...your only as old as you feel.... I love you Tristan.....
Tuesday, 25 May 2004 - 5:38 PM EDT
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It's not so much that I desire a family right now, it's more that I don't feel as though we should be old enough to be ready for those things I mentioned. I have no regrets in life.... I also believe that everything happens for a reason. You learn from your mistakes and you grow from every relationship, bad or good. After thinking about all of this for many weeks, I have come to realize that this is a transition for me. I reached one a few years ago as I weeded out my bad friends and kept my better/positive ones. Yet, I see and realize that many of my freinds who I have gained back after Cory's departure are so conditional. I really think that my "true friends" are the ones who I have maintained since childhood, ei., you, Ryan, and a few others. I am beginning to realize that you can't have guy friends without one person having and desiring more than just a platonic friendship.... This also saddens me... I need more girlfriends. Maybe i'll move to florida after grad school. :)
I love you Angel and really miss you.
I'll talk to you later.
Tristan
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