Autumn's Seduction - by: Robb Awake from a dream Or am I still dreaming? A figure stares at me from across the room She lifts a finger I cannot speak She's beautiful I'm mesmorized In a trance like state She touches me I kiss her It's like nothing I've ever experienced Her lips move Down to my neck Sudden pain She holds me close She pulls away Licking blood from her lips The rest running down her chin She leaves me Forgets me I now have eternal life But I must feed on the flesh of others Find my shape by the moonlight I am a creature of the night A parasite.... I feel the urge to feed again I cannot escape it any longer I choose my next victim Enter her chambers Awaken her She stares in disbelief What is this figure before me? I seduce her With my eyes My stare reaches the depths of her soul I can wait no longer The hunger is blinding My mouth moves to her neck I sink my fangs into her flesh Tasting the blood I feed I now must leave For dawn draws near And I am a creature of the night A parasite...

Dark Reality - By: Robb In this place, i feel nothing The world can take it's eyes off of me Stepping into my own shadow The darkness is overwhelming Is this me? Or am I dreaming The way the sky turns grey Makes me want to live this way And the burden remains Like a fresh wound My heart pours out And the knife gets turned Another time around Do I deserve this?

Astral Travels - By:Robb My soul Scattered Across this vast universe The moon Sets my heart in motion I return to it And it's beauty Is killing me just the same Flowing like a stream Words and pictures are better perceived Through the mind Instead of the eyes I travel across this plane My new body has no limits My eyes see in colors and energies The celestial static of everyday life Unimaginable Unexplainable Juxtaposed with reality This place has a memory Where as realitly forgets too easily

Untitled - By:Robb We could meet here And get lost in the moment Ours souls intertwined Your gaze is overwhelming Like the rush of the waters on my feet The rain serves us no purpose now As our lips meet Time stops We embrace... Awake To another day Another day I can only dream about you Memorize the way your lips move when you speak The way your eyes cut into my soul We shall meet one day Without anything to keep us apart My dreams will become reality And the sea will shout our names For everyone to hear

Release Us - By Robb I am not alone And yet I long to be Separate from everyone else Just me and the sea She would sing a melody that only my ears would hear She would understand me And I would understand her Crying out for someone to listen She would tell me her tales And I would take them in with my heart and eyes open They brought us here to see this The time has come for a change Ancient Ones Where are you? I know you have not abandoned us I guess we�ve abandoned you The forest screams your names Begging for you to reclaim your land Descend upon this place Show us we are not alone We have not lost interest only numbers The plague has conquered us for years The time has come for a change Release us

Return to Purity - By Robb The raven crows from afar Longing to be heard The wind shifts and forces the waters to move And yet the sky is forever It seems to hold everything The moon and the stars are painted upon it The canvas vast But when the sky bleeds And the earth screams The world will return to purity Mother will clean up this mess we�ve made She wont be so forgiving Mother will put it back the way it should be

Times - By Robb Times are strange and people change That doesn�t mean I have to I feel so apart from everyone They�re too caught up in their lives Self centered, self important The giving mind has died �Forget about yours, what about mine?� Jamie - By Robb It�s a little short of a happy ending But I can�t stop pretending That this might turn out right It�s been so long since I�ve seen you Your eyes still have the same glow Same pretty girl Living in a different world That world�s not with me anymore I long to see your face at my window It used to be the only thing I lived for I wish I would have said goodbye differently I wish you never had to leave It didn�t hit me right away Then I came to the realization that you were gone I wonder if it hurt you as bad

Sussuris By: Robb Come with me to a dream world A forgotten landscape The trees grow for miles On top rest purple clouds Where cherubs sit, playing golden lutes The music is that of the heavens The ancient Gods and Goddesses flowing through their veins And out their fingers Crystal clear rivers Flow across the rolling hills A low fog covers the land I sit beneath a great willow tree My back against it's trunk I say two words to the willow...... "Teach Me." Share with me your knowledge Gained from a thousand years of existence Tell me what the wind has whispered to you For I cannot understand the wind like you I have no meloncholy branches for it to sway Then the great willow tree spoke to me: "Live your life for it is meant to be lived" "Wait until nightfall Two moons will rise One larger and crimson" "Find the tranquility in the night Everything is shrouded in mystery Your eyes must never open Fear must never take control".... An eternity spend Waiting for an even that never came I understand now I was meant to wait I was meant to sit here alone And let doubt take control There was an awakening in the forest The birds began to sing an unfamiliar tune A winding road without an end Do you have a destination? Where will it take you?

The End of Nights We Try to Die By: " " ascend the stairs into the blinding light i wonder how my life ended, why cant i remember? i remember seeing my blood and drops of rain hitting my face i was happy to see my life pass before my eyes, although it was short. i saw my grandmother, i was in her houselaying on the shag carpeting watching birds eat from the feeder outside the window. i was at the top of the tree adjacent to my house when i was young, i saw the sunset and laughed. i was sitting with my grandfather on his porch waiting for the humming birds, petting amos the unreliable. i was doing time in my room with my mattress against the door, sitting and crying, surrounded by noise and thunder. i saw myself playing drums with my closest friends matt, stu, robb, and ben. i saw my friend jim giving me support under the weak oak tree, he smiled and dissapered. i saw my bother, my dad and i playing catch. i saw myself writing a suicide note. i saw myself acsending the stairs to meet my fate. i met myself 3 years older, he said "this isnt your time, you have shit to do, go back and wake up" i awoke in the coffin that i sleep in every night. i saw my body keeled over on my desk bleeding from the neck. i saw my mother come in to wake me. i heard her scream and run out of the room. i saw my brother worried, come into my room and move my shoulder. i saw myself not budge. i saw him leave the room to talk to my mom, taking my sisters out of the house. i heard my mom on the phone with someone, she was very excited over something. i saw an ambulance pull outside our house. i saw familier paremedics rush to my room. i saw them working on me, and putting me on a stretcher. i saw my family leaving. i stood up from my bed, i walked downstairs to see my dog looking at me, i called and she came to me. i called my cat, she didnt turn her head. There was a white flash of blinding light, i was in a room with lots of people, they all looked ecxited or unnerved. i saw my brother being pulled away from a room by two people in nurses clothing shouting and crying. i opened the door, to see about 6 people working in a circle around something. i moved closer. i felt myself begin to float, i was moving above the people working. i looked down and saw my face very pale and my eyes closed. i saw my brother still fighting the people outside, i guess he wanted to come here. i dont need this. i moved closer to my body. i felt my cold clammy face. i never ment this, i moved closer to myself, closed my eyes and fell. I gasped, opened my eyes and awoke to people standing around me. i saw one of them leave the room. i saw my brother outside the windows of the door stop fighting, and calm down. i saw my mom start crying. i fell asleep again. i'll wake up when i feel like it. This wasnt the end, ben was right.

_______By: Robb I let the waters come up to my ankles Cast a stone into the waves As they rush over me And become me I took a walk through the woods Made my way to the ancient tree I ran my hands over it's trunk And let it's energy surge through me I lit a candle and called her by name Felt her presence there with me I lent my ear to her voice And listened to the forest sing She takes my hand and leads me away Takes me to another plane I climb the mountain to the stars And fly to a mystic landscape And as I look into the cat's eyes The light behind her begins to grow The barrier between two worlds melts And I am one with the fire the earth the sea the wind

The Brake-up By: Brad Pain Quiet Realization Panic Anger Rage Pain Emotions Fear Sorrow Loneliness Hatred Depression Dark Dispair Loneliness........ Meaningless wishes - By: Chris I wish I didn�t have to worry about life And I wish I didn�t have to worry about ever waking up again If I had it my way I would never wake up, and never stop dreaming If I was asleep, and never to wake up; I would hallucinate my problems away I wouldn�t be alive I could tell her the truth about my skeletons in the closet And why I�m never truthful about anything I really hate living but am too scared to leave alone I wish everything was all right. 2

.........Not like anyone would care but me but i made a continuation, but you have to read them all to get there 0_o.......