Regretful

I've done things I'm not proud of

I'm ashamed of myself

I thought I knew better

I thought I had morals

I thought I was raised better

I thought I learned from that mistake

But I don't, I can't, I wasn't and I haven't

Maybe it shouldn't have been done

Said

Thought of

Until much later

I should have thought it out

Not thought about it at all

My mistake is obvious

And I put myself through much more pain

Then you could ever put me through

You don't have that power

Anymore

Piece of my life, me heart, my soul, me being, my entity, my mind

You are me sometimes I am you

But I'll never understand me

You don't even know me anymore

Thought you did

You were wrong

I was wrong

Hurting you was only hurting me

I saw that much too late

I think now if I would have seen then

What I know now

Then maybe I wouldn't be regretful

Regretful