What do I do
Deserve to be
Bashed by you
Can't really say
Don't really know
Tell me how far
You thought we would go
I didn't believe
A word that you said
Never felt anything
In my heart or my head
Now you are sad
Maybe mad too
I don't give a damn
Not a feeling for you
There's so many others
Much better to me
And yet you still thought
It was you that I'd need
Do I want more abuse
Could you give it to me
I thrive for the pain
Not for sweet serenity
It's hard to get through
In your close minded brain
And it makes me so mad
That I could go insane
I won't bother with you
With my mood swings too
I'll leave you alone
So let me be too