BLIND

Are you ready?

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide,
you don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain;
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.

Another means I'll find, escape to pain inside,
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.

Deeper and deeper and deeper
As I dream to
Live a life that seems to be
A lost reality
That I can never find
A way to reach my inner
Self esteem is low
How deep can I go
In the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to
See thru the grey that
Clouds my mind this time
I look to see what's between the lines

I can see, I can see I'm going blind.

I'm blind.

BALL TONGUE

There you are alone,
with no hope of ever having
Something to be proud of,
Something earned without begging.
Yes, I know you're the person,
the person close to me.
Who do you think you are?
and what do you want from me?

Ball Tongue

Why are you at home buried in your self-pity?
Why do you insist on making a mockery out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person,
The person that took time with me.
Does it give you the right to expect your life
Revolves around me?

You were my problem... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem... (I'm not gonna give in)

How can you fucking doubt me? But not again...

NEED TO

I, I am confused
Fighting myself
Wanting to give in
Needing your help

Skin cold with fear
Feel it when we touch
Outside don't know you
But inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted
With what I have done

You pulled me closer
I push you away
You tell me it's OK
I can't help but feel the pain

CHORUS
I hate you
Why are you taken
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why's it you
Ripping my insides each time I'm there with you
Why do I cry
Why do I really need to

Why
Why
Why
Why
Fuck you, bitch

Hate to
Need to
Hate to

CHORUS
I hate you
Why are you taken
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why's it you
Ripping my insides each time I'm there with you
Why do I try
Why do I fucking need to

Slut

CLOWN

Anger inside
Is within (my body. )
Why you hit me
What have I done
You tried to hit me

CHORUS
Scream at me again, if you like,
Throw your hate at me with all your might.
Hit me because I'm strange, hit me.
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me.
What's with you boy? Think hard...
A tattooed body to hide who you are.
Scared to be honest, be yourself - a cowardly man.

I don't wander round, trying to be what's not within me.
Look into my eyes, I am free. You're just a wanna-be.

Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now,
Hit me clown.

Clown you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.

CHORUS(Time if you like?)

Just a fuckin' little
I'm just a-fuckin' little

DIVINE

I hide only to defy you
Take away the real love inside of you
I see a face through everyone
Inside I've just begun

You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down

CHORUS
You're gonna waste your time
Your life will soon be mine
You're definatley one of a kind
Your suffering 'coz of me is divine

Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me why it is you fight me
For then I'll wait for the perfect time
To take what's rightfully mine

You (said?) you don't but defy me
You said you don't but defy me
You.. don't want anyone
Oh well

Well fuck you, I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as you, fuck no, I'm better than you

CHORUS
You're gonna waste your time
Your life will soon be mine
You're definatley one of a kind
Your suffering 'coz of me is divine

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game
You try to see what you've got
Me ripping out your brain

FAGET

Here I am different and in this normal world
Why'd you tease me, make me feel upset
Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away

I can see inside you fine
This person in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stay

As I .. I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do
Nothing probably, you'd just throw me away

I can see inside you fine
This person in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stay

Faget
Faget
Faget

Here I am different and in this normal world
Why'd you tease me, make me feel upset
Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away

I can see inside you fine
This person in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stay

Faget
Pussy

I'm just a pretty boy whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day son
You faget, get away, we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck right now I've got something to say
To all the people that think that I'm strange
That I should be out of here, locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell, fuck no, anyway
You got this pretty boy feeling that I am slave
To a world that never appreciated shit
You can suck my dick and fucking like it

.l...

SHOOTS AND LADDERS

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

CHORUS
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

One, two, buckle my shoe.
Three, four, shut the door.
Five, Six, pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight, lay them straight
London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

CHORUS

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.
Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
(Bah Bah Blacksheep have you any wool, yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

CHORUS

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.

PREDICTABLE

I can in every way
Mistake the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts just creepin through mind
Who are you to say
That I can't speak what's on my mind
It runs away
It's so predictable

I can in every way
Feel the stress that tangles us inside
Too blind to see
Emptiness and sorrow of their lives
You run away
To the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me
It's so predictable

I'm gonna try
But, I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
But who is to say
If I have the time or why
Should I pray
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free

You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever

Why should I...

I'm gonna try
But, I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Ooh, fuck

I'm gonna try (should I)
I'm gonna try (should I - Ooh, fuck)
I'm gonna try (should I)
I'm gonna try (should I - Ooh, fuck)
I'm gonna try
Well I wanna die
I'm gonna try

FAKE

I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie that you will hide
Is it that terrible being you inside

I can't stand all the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
Why do you try to justify
You were just to scared to be you inside

CHORUS
Let it all go
Look at you all I see is a man to afraid to really be

I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you will hide
Is it that simple being you inside

You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person lies
On one day being yourself let your....

LIES

I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to
Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're soul paid

CHORUS
Do you ever see outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to
open your body and let me touch you

CHORUS

I want you to see the life without disguise
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time
I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart (out?) and destroying my pain
Go

Do you ever see outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

HELMET IN THE BUSH

Hello? Esta Caco? El es Caco?
Eh, you know, Y -you fuckin' call me el Caco? OK?

I keep asking what's your lie?
It is disturbing, it squeezes mine.
Days keep passing. One notch at a time.
I don't feel right. Please God let me sleep tonight.

CHORUS

I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but I can't escape.
I keep asking, can you please try.
It is haunting, this tin stone mine.
Days keep passing. Line after line.
I don't feel right. Please God don't let me die tonight.

CHORUS

Want to give it up but I can't escape.
Please God.

CHORUS II
Please God help me, please God free me. please God save me.
From my painful situation. (Please god don't let me give in tonight,
please god don't let me die.)

Every day confronted.
Fuck off, it's giving in.

DADDY

Mother, please forgive me.
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering.
Now that I am done,
Remember I will always love you;
I'm your son.

Little child,
looking so pretty.
Come out and play,
I'll be your Daddy.

Innocent child,
looking so sweet.
Rape your mind,
and now your flesh I reap

CHORUS
You raped. I feel dirty.
It hurt. As a child.
Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. Not a lot.
My God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why? Your own child.

Little child,
looking so pretty.
Come out and play,
I'll be your Daddy

It's alright...

Raped. I feel dirty
It hurt as a child
Tied down -"That's a good buy."
And fuck your own child.
I wait - no-one hears me
It hurt as a child.
Tied down, no-one hear (hit?) me.
And raped your own child.
I sit - no-one hears me.
It hurt - as a child.
Tied down - "That's a good buy."
And fucked your own child
I scream - no-one hears me.
It hurt as a child.
Tied down - no-one hears me.
Mommy why your own child?

"I didn't touch you there."
Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there."
That's why Momma stopped and stared.

Little child,
looking so sweet.
Rape your mind,
and now your flesh I reap.