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date: HULYO 31, 2011
Gonna start work tomorrow!!!!
I'm so nervous.. I did work there before but it was just for 2 days.
Now maybe for good? lol. & I forgot most of it.
Gonna be trained tomorrow too.
Uhhhhh.... :(
BABY.KRYSTELLiNA
- - ♥ IT STILL HURTS ♥ - -
date: MAYO 2, 2011
EMO EMO EMO TIME! LOL.
Yeah.. my April Fools' Day turned into a month, got carried away.
Just changed my stat a while ago.
Browsed thru some old pics.
Kinda missed the old days..
To be honest.. I really don't know who to pour all my feelings out to.
That's why I'm blogging right now.
It's either I'm shy to talk or something.
It's different when I blog cos..
I have no freakin' idea who reads it anyway.
I'm really down.
Yeah.. and it's about GUYS.
Why do they like hurting girls?
I'm talking about feelings okay.
Isn't it enough for a girl to love a guy.
Ask some limits a guys should do?
But it's way different when it comes to..
secret msgs.. behind your girlfriend's back.
Before.. I ask to myself.
"Why are these girlfriends over acting?
Why do they always have to take their boyfriend's mobile phones
and check every messages?"
I was like thinking that they're toooo much.
But then... I came to the point that I finally understand why.
Cos I've been there. Once.. and... hope never will..
Sms from different girls...
It was a lil ok but...
your boyfriend sms to the girl first?
That's a different story for me.
And saying he's stupid not to choose HER?
Any girlfriends out there will be hurt by that line above.
And I was one of them.... :,(
And it still hurts.
Sometimes I wonder why.. I have to get hurt like this.
I want you back but... at the same time..
something is pulling me back..
then I start remembering what you've done.....
AFTER everything we've been thru...
Yeah.. I betrayed you before...
but it was way BEFORE everything we've been thru....
I guess..
FRIENDS
SMILE
can help me change everything..
BABY.KRYSTELLiNA
- - ♥ KNOW ♥ - -
date: APRIL 22, 2011
Hey people. I decided to blog tonight.
First of, I wanna say condolence to the family of AJ Perez.
AJ Perez was a charming actor in the Philippines.
He passed away last Sunday. :(
I ain't a friend or anyone close to him.
But I don't know why I am so affected to what happened.
I couldn't sleep, I keep on just being quiet and think.
I'll just stare at anywhere for long and.. I don't know.
I really feel sad after hearing everything about it.
May you rest in peace AJ, everyone will miss you.
Okay.. speaking of celebrities, I wrote a song. It is about this Filipino actor.
I can't say who he is because, I just can't. It might ruin stuffs or whatsoever.
My clues are: He is an actor, dancer, singer and I don't know the rest.
I added him in this social network long ago. I thought that profile was just a Fan Page.
Few months later I received a comment and it was from him / fan page.
He wrote "Hey cute girl!" and I kinda felt very curious about it.
If that was just a fan page, why would his fan comment that to me?
I don't really remember how we started sending messages to each other.
I only remember when I asked if I could add him on his YM.
I was still having a thought that it's fake. He let me add him tho.
Well, when I saw him online, I don't remember who said Hi first.
We were chatting and I told him if it's okay to ask him something.
And he was nice enough to let me. I asked if he was not fake.
Guess what? He asked me to view his WEBCAM to be sure and believe he wasn't!!
I was sooooo nervous while his webcam was loading/connecting.
When it got connected........
and the image appeared.....
It was like I was watching TV!!
cos..
IT WAS REALLY HIM!
I was chatting with a celebrity.
He saw me too. He asked for it. HAHAHAHA.. *blushes*
It was a very memorable day for me.
But yeah... some happy stuffs don't last long..
That why I decided to write this song....
1ST
Everybody knows you
Everybody knows your name
Everybody wanna take a picture of you with them
Everybody watches you
Everybody likes to hear you sing
Everybody wants to be your friend
BRIDGE
But who was I to you?
I was not a fan
So I bet you don't know me anymore
CHORUS
You were the first one
to talk to me
Then we began to chat surprisingly
Made me so happy
I saw your face
You saw mine too
The first you said to me
"Hey, cute girl!"
but now, who am i to you?
2ND
When everybody sees you
They run after you
They want an autograph from you
They wanna be close to you
They wanna be famous too
They will do everything just to know you
BRIDGE
Why did you talk to me before
You thought I was a fan
That's why it's easy to forget and not know me no more
repeat CHORUS
You are a celebrity
But you are someone else to me
I guess I gotta accept it
Cos you were just looking for someone to talk to that's why..
You were the first one
to talk to me
Then we began to chat surprisingly
Made me so happy
I saw your face
You saw mine too
When we get a chance to talk again
are you gonna ask "Who are you?"
"Have I seen you?"
"Do I know you?"
Yups. That's about it.
I played this song today.
I am like hoping he'd see or hear this song.
But at the same time.. I just wanna keep quiet.. and be kept in secret...
- - ♥ WHAT D' HELL? ♥ - -
date: PEBRERO 12, 2011
I super duper
Avril Lavigne's new song, "What the hell"!
It's so makulet!
"All my life I've been good, but now, aaaaaaa aaa aaa I'm thinking what the hell?"
I painted my nails blue & pink today.
Okays.. what's new? Hmm... nothing!
Oh yeah! I've done something that only one person knows about!
HAHAHA! Well.. it made me feel a little better.
s day is coming!
Gonna celebrate it with my whole family, as usual. :)
I've never really celebrated this thingy, just once.
The real valentine date only happened once.
Well, few years back, a friend of mine asked me out.
Of course, we were friends, and we were like talking about not having anyone
on Valentine's day. So he asked if I wanna hang out. HANG OUT.
So we did.
Well.. some friends come and go. This friend did.
And guess what? I heard from someone that he said..
"My money was wasted for treating KC for a movie.." and so on.
HEY! You ask a girl out, decided to pay for her.
You "DATED" her. Now that you both aren't friends anymore,
or let's say, DIDN'T SAY YES WHEN YOU COURTED HER,
you said that your money was wasted!
GROW UP.
You should have just said to me that we will do a K.K.B.
Pay for yourself. It would have been fine with me dudeee.
Aight! HAHA... that was my first Valentine, PAST.
And wasn't really what I call a VALENTINES DATE.
So... I only have one Valentines date in my life.
and it was in 2008. :)
Anyway.. too long to write stuffs now.
Lataazz...
BABY.KRYSTELLiNA
- - ♥ First Photoshoot in 2011 ♥ - -
date: PEBRERO 11, 2011
My new header photo.. again! Those are my webcam-pixies
& yea.. some look so scary.. or maybe all?
Friends have been asking me questions like..
"is that u??" & some said "..so scary!.."
and here are my answers..
That is me.
I didn't cut my hair.
HAHAHA! and that's not a wig! That's my hair..
I didn't dye it either.
Anyways...
Last Wednesday, February 09, was my first 2011 photoshoot.
It was with Ms. Koe Yuki! :)
It was my first time meeting her. I didn't know she's from Malaysia!
She's very nice & it was great working with her.
Can't wait to do more projects with Koe! ;)
Well, the make up she did on me was awesome!!
For me, it kinda looked like a Dark Fairy make up.
I really loved it!!
I can't wait for the photos she's gonna send me..
I guess those pics are my favourite photoshoots ever.
Khayezzeeeh *
- - ♥ 2011 ♥ - -
date: PEBRERO 08, 2011
My first ever blog entry of the year.
.. Alot of things happened the first month of this year.
Really alot.. good and bad ones..
But I'll be HAPPY once again!
I WILL!
Anyway... I got a gig on Wednesday.
It's for this Make-up blog thingy. Sounds fun.
Gonna try it.
Khayezzeeeh *
- - ♥ i am the new BLACKinp ♥ - -
date: OKTUBRE 30, 2010
New header pic today. I don't really know what to put..
So I edited one & had no second thoughts or anything.
But I like this pic. It's my first time editing a pic
like this. Finally. But I feel weird looking at it though.
I don't really take pics like this. But yeah, Ella took it.
Black & White. I guess it relates to my mood.
I just think the color is ok.. so I decided to use it.
But then I realised that it shows how I feel.
It's already 2am & I ain't asleep yet.
I'm sleepy.. but I.. am still eating my dinner.
And I kinda like using the laptop & surf the net or something.
I guess.. my laptop is my bestfriend these days. No. nights.
Used facebook.. saw what my friends were up to.
Kinda made me feel that I was with them, too.
Even though I don't talk to them, looking at their pics
makes me happy already. Sometimes, I just browse through all
my albums on facebook, all the memories.. then alone, I'd smile?
It might sound a little bit crazy but.. that's what happens.
Ah... November is on its way. Time goes by so fast.
Next year I'd be 23. :Z I like 23 but not as my age.
I can't wait to see everyone again.
Man.. I've been so emotional these dew days.. until now.
What's going on with my life... I want to be just who I used to be.
Back in SG. When I was 18. I kinda liked the way my life was.
And I want to be FAT again. I mean.. fatter. Not fat fat.
And no more shitty eyebags & dark circles.
Aight.. I'm sleepy now.
I guess I'd blog next time.
Could be a month later or so.
pinKcalb * blacKinp
- - ♥ ♥ - -
date: SEPTYEMBRE 14, 2010
FORGET ABOUT YHE PREVIOUS ENTRY! I'm totally happy now. :)
I went to work today (I didn't yesterday cuz I was sick)
My eyes are still burning. But I can't stay away from the com!!
I edited the layout again.. but I'm not satisfied with it yet.
I just don't have enough time to think and stuff..
I'm sleepy now. :( Gonna call my dear soon......
I miss him....... :(
Bubble gums..
- - ♥ BFFs? Maybe yes.. maybe no.. ♥ - -
date: SEPTYEMBRE 13, 2010
One of my very best friends' birthday is today.
But (it's exactly 12:00am, September 14, here now) I didn't greet her..
I have like mixed feelings about it..
Should I greet her?.. or not..
But, well, I didn't.
I do remember her birthday not because I saw it on Facebook.
It's because I do remember it every single year, month, day.. wtv..
It's really painful to know that some people you're close with
only remember your birthday when they see it on Facebook.
Sometimes I don't give a *lalalalala* as long as they greet me.
But they didn't. No, "she" didn't.
But... well... that's alright I guess. As long as..
She still remembers who I am. Who I was?
Or even if I still do exist.
I didn't greet her on Facebook.
But I did greet her on my mind.
Hope it reaches hers, and she'll also remember mine.
My eyes really hurt alot.
There are like red lines all over it & it burns!
It makes me go mad.
Ahh.. what's on.
I'm still working and is all good.
Met new Filo friend. Her name's Cindy,
She's pretty nice & funny too.
Glad I met her. :).. and she's married!
I've never had a married friend before.. lol.
That's about it.
Been down these few days.. about everything.
But it's ok... SAPHIRA & Snowy are here to cheer me up. :)
Maybe I should read my old books like Clueless & Popular.
Spend less time infront of my com.
Cuz been spending too much at work.
Bubble gums..
- - ♥ I AM.... WORKING? ♥ - -
date: HULYO 03, 2010
Wow. I haven't written anything since April.
But there are times that I was already on the page,
logged in but few minutes later.. I'd log out!
At first I'd be like excited to blog,
then I'd be lazy to continue.
Anyway, I do work now. Not as full-time tho.
But it's okay. As long as I have one. ツ
Met some new friends and titas too.
I kinda miss my school life.
And I also kinda miss my HOUSE-life. hahahaha!
Oh, and I have two babies at home now. LOL!
As in SNOWY & SAPHIRA ok!! Our rabbit & bird.
Saphira is already sleeping while Snowy is under
the table & my foot for a head massage.
How spoiled is that!?
I'm so so sooo sleepy but I just don't wanna sleep
and I have no idea why!! .. I uploaded some Snowy &
Hair Expo 2009 photos on my Facebook recently.
If you're my friend then you can check them out.
Oh and..... I CUT MY HAIR SHORT!!! :P
It was for this Hair Expo 2010, Mahogany UK.
- - ♥ FREELANCER! :) ♥ - -
date: ABRIL 20, 2010
Just came back from city with my Mom.
We met up with a client. Wohoohoo. "Client." :)
I'm so happy. It's been so so hard to find clients these days.
And I'm just a freelance graphic designer!
Anyway, a little furry friend's head is right under my left foot now.
And his tiny hands are right under my right foot.
Wanna know why? Cos he want a MASSAGE! Spoiled lil brat.
He just yawned infront of my face few days ago.
My family & I celebrated Alvin's birthday last Sunday.
Bought a chocolate cake! I like it. :)
He also brought Saphira (bird) to us! She's so cute!
But she's also scary. The first time to see Alvin's car too.
Okay, I think I'm gonna go now. Toooo tired!
BAZOOOOKKKAA!!
- - ♥ JOB.. I WANT A JOB! ♥ - -
date: ABRIL 10, 2010
I want a job! Either a Graphic Designer or something.. anyway!!
I just ate Lumpia, my mom cooked. It tastes so delicious!
I ate 2 and I'm going to eat more soon.
We watched Clash of the Titans last night. It was okay.
I like the unknown-name-blue-coloured-dude!
Especially when he opens his mouth like argghhhh.
And the scorpions!
Okay, I'm going to update my resume later and maybe print some.
The business cards samples I requested from Salt Print haven't
arrived in my mail yet. It's going to be a week now. :S
Taram tararam taram!!
Happy Birthday to... Aian! My sister's boyfriend. :)
- - ♥ FIRST EVER 2010 ENTRY ♥ - -
date: MARSO 05, 2010
My new layout! YEEEAAAAHHHHH!
This is my new layout. Black. And my Hello Kitty guitar is also there.
I illustrated everything in Illustrator only today and I'm done!
But I'm still feeling kinda sick right now.. :(
mosuniverse.com
I want a CHANGE! That's why..
and.. I want to be HAPPY!!.....
I don't know how this thing will help but yeah, okay.. not working.
Byes!
oh by the way, Happy Birthday Jayson!
& my baloot sister Nicole's birthday's coming up soon! she's gonna be old.
okay.. byes!
- - ♥ SAVE RIVERMAYA ♥ - -
date: OKTUBRE 13, 2009
To complete the word MUSIC, we needed Rivermaya.
Now, Rivermaya needs us! Let's help Save Rivermaya.
Japs . Mark . Mike . Jayson
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- - ♥ HEY THERE, BLOGGIE! ♥ - -
date: OKTUBRE 12, 2009
Happy 49th Birthday, Mama! I ♥ you so much!
We had spaghetti with white sauce today.
My mom cooked it and it was so delicious!
I love it, always. Especially when I knew
that it was my grandfather Ben's favourite.
Together with a chocolate cake which they
bought from McDonalds and my mom's Leche Flan.
Yummy! Believe me, my mom's cookings are very yummy.
You will never ever regret!
Gosh! I'm making myself hungry. The Leche Flan is my target.
By the way, I want to talk about my photoshoot yesterday.
Designers Stirred With Vintage chose me to be the
Asian Fashion Model for their new photos to be placed
on their website. I was so happy! It's my first outdoor
photoshoot! I do lots of photoshoots but in studios.
And I'm a VERY shy person, but I did it! Infront
of many stranger passing by; driving and walking.
It's a very good experience for me. A great start.
My mom and sister Elle accompanied me there too.
My mom was so cute.
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