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Measured Steps!
A Time for Grumblings?

Every moment of every day-
measured, painfully slow steps,
Why all these  limits on my life
when  all  I want  is to  run  & fly.
Measured steps - oh so carefully,
when I dream of climbing a tree
and walking upon a fence line.
Why do I have limits on me?
Each day I place and see,
limitations to self define.
First one,
then another,
I willingly pick up
the symbols of my limits -
the cause of my measured steps.
As self-confidence grows, my dreams they tempt me.
"Come  on,  just  climb  a  bit  higher  or  run  with  the  children,  forget  those  measured  steps  and  be  free.
It's time to throw away those crutches, to trust in that useless leg - test yourself, you'll see. How wrong can it be?"
Painfully I am stopped
mid - step  in  a  no - go - zone,
each time I try bold and alone,
just to  lengthen  my stride,
& my potential not to hide.
Alas,  scratches &  bruise
received  trying to prove,
held up to my yard stick,
I have made things tick.
If praise is where its at
most  loudly and bold,
for the  flight  and fun,
just  what good  is that,
if I turn bitter and cold
when  pain  is  begun?
"So in all things bless
and praise the Lord!"
I try to make no fuss.
This  measured  mess
and my leg's discord,
why am I made thus?
Each  measured  step,
my Lord in all of this,
what  praise   can  be?
It is  so hard to accept
the blessing  I dismiss
here bestowed  on me.
If my leg weren't there,
some may stand & stare
but  my  leg  being  there,
my  weight  it  can  share,
and 2 legs do make a pair,
so smart in a suit to wear.
Those who don't hurry away
at ease in my awkward display,
walk grace beside me all the way.
Although I can't run
with glory all ablaze
here   Lord,  I   guess
is  a  point  of  praise.
Unfolding  as  I watch
His  plan  does  amaze.
But those now seeing,
His protection as fake,
when they've seen that
measured  step  I  take,
Give boldness  I to say,
"Hard, be that as it may
My Lord makes it okay,
With mercy every day."
Oh please  don't dismay,
if I  in  frailty's  clutches,
cry out  for  comfort again.
And Lord, in closing  I pray,
Thank You for these crutches,
they make me think of You. Amen.

By GhumBy August-November 1997





Though youths grow weary and tired,
And vigorous young men stumble badly,
Yet those who wait for the Lord Will gain new strength;
They will mount up with wings like eagles,
They will run and not get tired,
They will walk and not become weary.

Isa 40:30-31 (NASB)

 

 

 

 

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