Mood:  cheeky

I still haven't found another driving job. I go thru periods of feeling completely annilated and so depressed. Like I am in a black hole. I have to look at this as a game and stop taking it so personally. I feel like there is no one helping me.

 On the bright side, I just found out the Keith's fiance dumped him.

I didn't tell? Yes he was engaged to be married if you can believe it.

That just made my day. Suddenly the world feels right again.

Now if I could just find a job.....

It's almost 3 years since I last posted here. I have moved away from Keith.  

I am living here with my parents in Oregon. Its been hard here. I couldn't find a job. So for a better part of a year I was desparately poor. Even worse then usual.

Then i decided to go to truck driving school and found a way to do it. I now have a CDL. And was  driving solo for 3 months. Too bad I just got fired. Life sucks so much sometimes. In a way im glad I don't work there anymore. I was sad all the time. I had become very close to my trainer. Who decided to go back to his wife when i was done training. He was the nicest guy I've ever been with.

This is a good job for me. And I make better money then I ever have. I am having a very hard time finding someone who will hire me now tho. I have applied to about 15 companies. I don't know what I am going to do.